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I actually get pleasure from arguing with people.

@Ramasta9 its dark energy i think.

@Joseph Maynor Without eyes reality is black and white. Colour don't exist outside your mind. You can sit there and stare at something for 15 mins and it will turn black and white.

Adhd is comfort in moving your eyes really fast. Thats why adhd individuals play competitive video games. Its survival mechanism from being a baby.

@integration journey No i dont think so. I will make a cartoon of what I see and post it later.

@Cred The entirety of life is there to gaslight you out of your positions. You cant hold a position in life without life gaslighting you out of it. Its like a gaslighting sim.

When I saw God is was like 3(b) before i shot out of my body my lower field of vision started doing that also while looking like a curtain blowing in the wind. I took it as my soul was detaching from this field.

@Joseph Maynor I didnt want to go at all but everyone around me was telling me too.

@Someone here i already see them normally. There is an entire electro field you can see filled with nonstop movement.

@Joseph Maynor 3d animation and u didn't finish that either. I made it to the very end and then left probably something about finishing something.

@Joshe Yes I see them especially now in winter time. I was watching a tarot video and the woman said the black holes are thought forms. Its not permanent tho, like I will see them pop up and I will notice and look at it and then it will pop out. Then a light orb will pop on I will see it and then it will pop out. They will last like 5 to 10 seconds. A floater is there all the time.

@integration journey Played video games. Didnt finish a task, didnt care when I forgot something. And was fine with it. Conquering them is accepting them without letting ego attack you.

@Meeksauce yes its flickering in and out of 2d and 3d every second. The 3d being the illusion that you are a thing. Reality is a beautiful painting on a wall that keeps changing. 'But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall Then I think we'd see the beauty, then we'd stand staring in awe'

@integration journey I didnt go to graduate school to conquer add. School is indoctrination.

@JosheThis has nothing to do with the label. Its the reactions they have been bullied into feeling, because of how their mind is structured. You can throw every label out and blanket state say react however you want to everyone. Its just unconscious karma, the same thing everyone has even regular people. This is not specific to the neurodivergent. Its just neurodivergent people are bullied into using their structures differently so alot of the unconcious karma is negative. The books you read didnt make you realize that you 'dont have the structrues' its teaching you, you are using your structures wrong, because of bullying. When you cry about it means you are throwing this trash out, you arent making realizations about anything, you are finally freeing your mind from its cage. If you ever awaken its like that feeling times 1 trillion.

@Carl-RichardI have every mental illness and conquered them all. That means living peacefully with them. Also I dont think an autistic person would know what half those words mean in the test. They are highly specific.

Heres a better autism test, are you compelled to think about sonic the hedgehog in your adult life? Yes No Yes, you have autism.

@integration journeyHe says all those other diagnoses are BS.

@Carl-RichardI got 18, test seems dumb what does autism have to do with eyes. If there are no people around are you still autistic.Philosophically maybe not. How can they guarantee the actors or faces are making the right expressions?

I saw a video by sadhguru and he described someone with severe autism as 'sitting this one out'. My interpretation is the soul refused to participate and its only like 5 percent in the body.

@Joseph MaynorNo its comedy.

How is an autism army going to beat anyone? They will be punching themselves in the head not the enemy. Autism army is knocked unconcious before the battle begins.

This is a construct we are passing through we don't have to do anything or save anything. We have 0 control.

@Joshe Saying they don't have the structure but can realize the not having of a structure is beyond retarded. If you can read a book that points out your lack of structure and you can understand what its talking it about it means you have it. Or it would be like a book teaching you a colour you've never seen. Maybe for the autistic punching himself in the face its true but not for you an intelligent being