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@Emerald I don't know what you are considering as bullying as you just pointed out your mutual roasting as bullying. Like when you said you were dressing up as a goth its the same comparison. Your not dressing up you are stylizing intentionally. The same way you are engaging in intentional bullying when you are roasting with someone. You are doing it to yourself and then saying you either don't like it or don't want it. You take two terms and act as if they are the same to prove a point so I cant know.

@theleelajoker So your ex liked you because you didn't show your feminine side and are very masculine also possibly broke up with her other boyfriend because he did show her his feminine side. This proves my point i dont see how its disagreeing at all it sounds like you are agreeing with me while saying you disagree. You stated people see you as the most masculine person they have ever met but somehow that goes against what I am saying that women shit on you for showing your feminine side. When the woman said she didn't like the man she was dating because he was feminine. I bet she said he was gay. It sounds like the men need to focus more on their masculine then feminine which is the complete opposite of what emeralda is saying. The whole thing is contracticting itself. I would agree with that. Incels need to focus on masculine not feminine. They are being too feminine. Women see this as an attack and automatically assume its because they aren't being feminine enough when they are being too feminine.

@Emerald I am not talking about mutual roasting at all. I am talking about strangers or acquaintances you dont really know.

@Emerald They become misogynistic because the group they identify with denied them. The same way lefties go right when left goes too far with judgment. Assuming someone is gay is a judgment. Making judgements about people makes them hates themselves. I beleive it is malicious because there is no reason to think about it at all. Never once have i called a woman gay or thought she was gay for sitting there being attractive. Only women do this. They feel powerless towards their feminine because femininity denied them a chance to express their feminine. Hate dosent come from maliciousness it comes from judgment toward your sincerity. Not once or twice but repeated over decades. Woman are 100 percent more judgemental then men. They constantly have to make up narratives about other people in their mind. They will make up stories about a handsome man that he must be gay before asking him out because they can't put their beauty in harms way. If the man rejects them then they will be hurt so just call him gay. The man will just sit there and say wtf am I doing wrong I am just sitting here and woman keep calling me gay. Imagine if everytime you expressed your masculinity a man said stop being a butch lesbian. This happens to you at least 500 times in your life. You would stop doing it and start hating men. You would scream from the rooftops about equality. Now add another man coming up to you and saying there is nothing wrong with being a butch lesbian. Like wtf? The men would say we aren't being judgmental we are just curious. BS its malicious.

@Emerald Its like why are incels suppressing their feminine aspect and why do they hate women. Because women suppressed their feminine aspect and they are mad at them they cant do it. They are related to eachother. It happens to me even to this day and I'm 36 a woman asked me if I was gay yesterday. Incels are actually men who are very deeply connected to their feminine side but its being surppresed by what women have told them is gay for a man to do or act like how they naturally want to act and move. They see a handsome man not oogling after them or other women and call them gay or assume its something wrong with the man. That's a projection of why isn't this man doing anything with all these women it must be something wrong with him he must be gay or something. The worst thing an incel did was listen to women thats why he hates them. Its more than a handful of women. Its like 1/3 1/4 of women. The incel actually loves women and what women do but they rejected his femininity. So he hates them now. Like with any social group. I took a parenting class in high-school instead of shop cause I don't like shop. It was filled with women the women in the class assumed I was gay. Its constantly happening to men. The incel feels like he belongs with women cause he is feminine and the woman call him gay cause he's being feminine. It can get so bad that they become terrorists. Thats not me but I can see why it happens. It happens in any place you are not accepted for who you are.

@Schizophonia if you saw me you would probably think I was gay. I'm a handsome incel.

When I was a child I used to stand with a limp wrist and womam called me gay now I hate women. Women still call me gay cause I stand and move around like a woman. Woman don't let men show their feminine side they attack them when they do it. Its easy to say men are suppressing their feminine but there is a reason. They get harassed when they do it by women.

@samijibenIts very hard to do. I cant even do it,but from what I have read and am making up its the way. You constantly slip back into the narrative. Its very hard to see your own faults. I can say I am already doing it but I need to see it.

You already did that and it didn't please you. You can jerk off in your mind infinelty and the reason you can is cause it has no meaning. But to create a life of suffering is more meaningful. Imagine you were a void alone nothing can please you. To suffer is to make the void worse than it is. That is the magic you want. That takes creativity and will give you true meaning. Imagine you are in the void alone the worse state you can be. You are already un happy in the void what would make you love it again? Suffering, making the void worse than it is as a fucking joke. So you can look back and say its not that bad. Everyone who is pleased with their life is going to have a bad time because life is better than the void to them and its an illusion.

@Deziree Its like you are crossing your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror. The mirror has 1 smudge when I look at myself it turns into 2 smudges thats not whats there. There is 1 smudge.

I was going to have a shower. Before I went in I looked at myself in the mirror. I notice 2 white marks where my pupils were and then looked on the surface of the mirror and there was only one smudge. Then i took some red dust and put it directly inbetween my eyes on the mirror and then looked at myself in the mirror and there were 2 red dust marks on my pupils. Like when we look into a mirror and turn 1 into 2 (the mirror and you) the smudges on the mirror are doing the same thing. The symbolism in this is very strange and it might be telling us something is wrong with our psyches as mirror gazers. The mirror is lying.

@PurpleTree If its pulling you then I don't think you have to aim for it. If you dont know what it is aiming for it could be going the wrong way.

Cant aim for something if I don't know what it is. Its like aiming for a qualia you dont know.

@James123 over top of God. The same way your window is. Are you denying God's creation?

It can't be seen because you put yourself over it. Thinking there's not something under you. Once you see whats under you you can see it all day. Its like putting a peice of wood on the ground and saying they're nothing under it. The earth is under it. And the sky is underneath that. Then God empty space.

Living life fully will awaken you. Not trying to understand what awakening is you dont have to understand what it is. It will happen when you finish your allotted karma. When you finish your karma you will be at 0 energy completely done. Living life fully can mean doing everything opposite of what spirituality is telling you. If you learn about spirituality and try to be spiritual when you aren't you could be fucking up your karma. You can have no idea about spirituality and actively shit on it and awaken it happen to me.

@aurum You cant try to awaken. If you haven't awakened talking about it is harmful. Its literally I burnt through all my karma as fast as possible. God gives you a certain amount of life to burn through if you are smart you will leave home and burn through it. Taking tips from other people on how to awaken is bs unless they are guru and can awaken you by using logic specifically designed to your suffering.

The theory is there are so many cards that when you shuffle them they will be put into an order that has never been before specifically for you. Like you can shuffle playing cards, standard deck of 52 playing cards can be shuffled in 52 factorial (52!) different ways, which is approximately 8 x 10^67. This is a massive number, much larger than the number of atoms in the observable universe. So they set an intention for the deck to shuffle into a way thats for that person directly. According to magic thats how it works. The deck shuffles itself for the person.

Since I feared death and non existence so much when I heard solipsism it was like an ultra bonus. Like wow for me?? God do this for me?

Fear God/Death. Heres a story Nachiketa and Yama (Katha Upanishad): This is perhaps the most direct and famous Hindu story addressing the fear of death as a catalyst for spiritual knowledge. Young Nachiketa's father, in a fit of anger during a ritual, declares that he will give Nachiketa to Yama, the God of Death. Fearlessly, Nachiketa goes to Yama's abode. When Yama is away, Nachiketa waits patiently for three days and nights without food or water. Impressed by his perseverance and respect, Yama offers him three boons. Nachiketa uses his first two boons for worldly concerns. For his third boon, he asks Yama: "When a man dies, there is this doubt: some say that he exists, and some say that he does not. I want to know this, taught by you. This is the third of my boons." Yama initially tries to dissuade Nachiketa, offering him long life, wealth, beautiful women, and vast kingdoms. But Nachiketa remains firm, understanding that these worldly pleasures are transient. His unwavering desire to know the truth about death and the afterlife compels Yama to reveal the profound wisdom of the Atman (the Self) and Brahman (the ultimate reality). The Awakening: Through Yama's teachings, Nachiketa learns that the true Self is unborn, eternal, undying, and distinct from the perishable body. This knowledge frees him from the fear of death, as he realizes his true nature is beyond the limitations of birth and death. The story is a powerful allegory for seeking ultimate truth beyond superficial existence.

They probably do it naturally. Someone has to stay awake all night.

@AJBrewAn insight will brain blast you but awakening is like 1 million insights at once. Its like you get every single insight at the same time and your brain explodes and you are left stunned. You have to sit there and say what the fuck just happened to me for years.

@Inliytened1 ego backlash bust just be karma.

Its an insight. You wont have to ask when you awaken. You will be stunned for years. Its beyond identity.

Try to think nasty thoughts when she ride you and see if you instantly cum. Bet not. The act of physical domination is doing it. Why is cumming a punishment?