Hojo

I have the same experience of doom. My life felt like a walking doom experience. I could hear demons in my imagination shouting doom to me before my awakening. In the shadows I felt demons looking at me yelling doom from the shadows. Like in the scene of the movie 1408 where the guy is looking out the picture or something and him and his dad are talking and they suddenly stop and look at him looking at them.

@Wilhelm44Yes, because you just do what you want ,like a dream at the highest level. Here we have self reflection, its like a bounce back of us the dreamers, and what we want to see and do. When you are at the highest levels, there's no reason to have that, and move like a super highly intelligent machine because you are God and whatever you do works and is perfect. You know this because every single kilobyte on the harddrive is screaming that they are pleased with the dream. And you are just existing basking in it.

@EmeraldGod is like realizing this infinite chaotic library was true but you already went through and decoded everything and put it in its place and you already know where it is and dont have to think about it. And you are way more intelligent than an infinitely chaotic library like this. It was like a puzzle and you already fininshed it. The proof is you existing right now. Putting together the infinite random library is like a sundays grandma puzzle for God.

@EmeraldYou can be your avatar as much as you want. You arent the infinite library you can leave it whenever you want.

@Wilhelm44Hes not this is data, you are collecting from the infinite library thats static and frozen in time. Like watching a youtube video, the youtube video is not the person ,its data thats frozen on a harddrive somewhere. Comments and people and interactions irl , are like a youtube video you are loading and the person isnt even there. Its possible the person could be real, somewhere, and see and respond to a comment on a youtube video that is of them ,frozen in time from an earlier time. But the response isnt coming from the same page the youtube video is on, its from someone in the future adding different data to a harddrive. If you were to look at the page it would seem like the comments are seamless right after eachother but they were added to the interaction slowly and one at a time from different stages and perspectives in time. No one can guranteed be alive as you cant even see them in real time. The brain has infinite lag on reality, it cant experience the present moment by definition in science. They are always in the future to us so they arent alive we cant know we cant sync up with them in the present moment ( which is the static harddrive) When you see God you see that life is like a forum, and you are somewhere else looking at the forum from inside of a brain ,not in reality. Like on the forum, you arent the forum or in the forum, you are a representation of something outside the forum. Since you arent seeing it objectively, you are seeing it subjectively in a brain, you arent seeing reality itself, you are seeing a forum that you are outside of and no one is on or in it. You are away from objective reality like you are away from this forum. Then you can throw away the idea of being in a brain somewhere, because you see you arent on the forum of life, and no one is, we are all representations of something outside, of the forum of light we live in.

The answer to fear is its a lie that you beleive. Some of the lies you beleive are existential.

I remeber on psychedelic I entered a trance state where my entire visual field was filled with purple and blue and red zig zagging light that was like static but I could walk around the room and it would move. I couldnt see my body IRL like normal but when I was moving around I could see my body by the outline of the light my hands and body made in this field of purple and red and blue zig zagging light. Like putting your hand under a blanket and seeing its outline that a hands there. I thought it was cool and I went to lay down on the ground. When I layed down the light was completely static and I suddenly was shook with fear as I couldnt see my body now and I had like 10 seconds of memory before I faded. When this happen my ego when oh shit I dont know where I am and I got up and dumped my shrooms cause I saw enough lol. Looking back on this I see that dying is like drowning. You will thrash and thrash as the ego tries to figure out where it is until you stop thrashing and surrender and drown in nothing. The psychotic can be seen as someone who thinks they are there and thrashes in nothing( moving around).

@SalvijusUsing Jesus as a gaslight Blaspheme on God.

I went to what I felt was the akashic records the infinite library on shroom and it felts cool as fuck. Its like a library where you upload your identity from. It was like getting power ups. Like the identity and intelligence of Goku and the entire DBZ universe is located somewhere in the library. And you know exact where everything is without even thinking. It felt like I was uploaded my identity to myself intelligently and deliberately. by picking specific algorythms of personality from the books. I was doing it so fast I was simultaneously inside and outside the library at the same time. Not only that but it felt like I went to different themes of infinite libraries. A sigh of release can be seen by seeing you arent any of that, you are something way cooler. Think of it like a harddrive. The content of the harddrive makes no sense and can be in different locations and still work. Things can be chaotic but ordered at the same time and the infinite library is like Gods harddrive. Your computer is working right now but acts in the same way. If you looked at your harddrive code it would look like madness. Chaos with some words there but your harddrive is working perfectly.

Sometimes I think that if you want to manipulate reality you put an idea into the minds of every citizen that its happening when it isnt and then that manfiests infor reality at a later date. Like the news or something.

I scream mommy when I do it.

@DodoI dont trust a man that dosent tear up once when talking about God. Except Bashar cause hes an alien and he cant cry.

@DodoI think he is a solipsist. Id argue bashar would say in order to get alien powers you need to be a solipsist. How is Bashar talking to Daryl? His own mind and Bashars own mind. The people who say its not solipsism are judging the word. The word means its all in mind specifically yours cause everyone and everything is in your mind. It dosent mean you have to be mean like people automatically assume. You can still be yourself and talk to yourself in your mind we do it all day. When you see Rupert Spira have such a negative reaction to the word you know hes a sick fuck. If you discovered God was like a television with infinite channels and realised you could just change the channel and the experience you had of every person in the room suddenly dissapeared and new people appeared in a new room. Then you switched back and they were still moving and talking and your body was still moving and talking, would you assume there are other people? Theres no way to know. So its automatically yes because you only have experience of yourself.

Yes time is imagined via brain dead state. You go to sleep and see the brain dead state then wake up. When you wake up the brain dead state is still there and time is layered over it.

If you awaken you are probably a Saint. Awakening is God saying welcome to heaven. You dont have to become one you already are and did live a saintly life before you awaken. What would a Saint be like. Non judgemental Dosent do again what they deem bad in their mind. Compassionate. Repent on negative things they did. Never lose track of God whether you are hating it or loving it. I don't think a Saint would be a perfect person thats what God is for. The reason you awaken and others don't is because you were looking for God even if you dont think you were. There are people who see God and dont understand it and people who see it and instantly understand.

Yes the answer i give is do you wanna fuck? If not go think about your own kids. I get asked why I'm not married nearly everyday. Should I go buy a wife?

Why did people start worshipping comedians like they are bringer of truth and morality.

@Salvijus please stop with the cringe hands together. People that get into arguments and then end with a take care or hands together are THE most cringe people on the planet. We are having a disagreement dont pretentiously do shit like that its not spiritual and its dishonest. Spirituality 101 how to tell if a spiritual person is gaslighting you Answer : take care 🙏

So many hints. A hint can be anything. If you want to beleive that you can . I can just as easily see the direct video and say there are no hints. You are making something complicated thats not because someone told you a rule that you beleive. To be fact of life. He said in another video your entire life is a sacrifice. You just say my exchange is me having to live here. One more question. When he said at the beggining of the video that you can manifest anything by just sitting there was he lying?

@Salvijus you are the pleasentness around you.

@Salvijus He says that joy /pleasentness equates to doing what you want. It has nothing to do with other people spirituality has nothing to do with other people. He said nothing about giving or receiving or giving everything away. These are all added by you. The story he tells has 0 other people in it and the man in the story is manifesting what he wishes by wishing for it. He didn't exchange anything to receive food or be murdered by ghosts. Hes saying you are brainwashed/traumatized into staggering your thought and just keep a straight path on what you want and it will happen. It dosent matter what you do or give you can sit there and it will happen. Hes saying brainwash yourself back into thinking this is what you want and you will gain the reigns of God back. Right now we are thinking we are not in control of everything in order to become God you must assume all control back by acting like you are creating reality. When you act like it you get it back. If you align back then reality becomes your servant. 0 laws of energy exchange in this story. Moving around helps as you can say im doing this thing for this thing but its not required at all.

@Salvijus he says you can manifest whatever you want. Without doing anything. Besides thinking and feeling it.

Think it has to do with NATO. USA agreed with Russia that if ukraine dosent make nukes they wont attack them. If Russia attacked libya or whatever I dont know that we would be fighting. If Russia invaded Cuba the only reason USA would care is cause its close to them. If Cuba was on the other side of the planet it would be different. But Russia is forcing a move on USA by attacking Ukraine. They have an agreement there and Russia is saying they got shafted on the deal so they want another city. But then it will be another city then another one. Ukraine is like you guys said you wouldnt attack me if we made a deal that I wouldnt get anything to defend myself with. If Russia invaded China usa wouldnt care besides the threat of nuke. Russia has nothing to do with iraq or USA they would obviously scream illegal and bad cause they are enemies with USA. They will say that about everything the USA does. They will slap themselves in the face and blame USA. And USA would slap themselves in the face and blame Russia. If I was Ukraine I would instantly concede my land to USA. But leave first.

Me too. Other peoples voices will come into my head and then I will answer them like im trying to tell them lol,

@Spiral One time a girl in high-school came up to me to ask me out her friend brought her over and it was like she was having a panic attack. I couldn't do anything but look at her I got scared cause she was shaking. And then I said ok and left cause she couldn't say anything. It has something to do with male-female relationships. A woman ask me to have sex over text then she said when she gets there I have to make the first move because she couldn't cause she was to nervous. I'm like you are doing it right now. But I guess in person a man has dominance over a woman just by being a man. The answer to this is something I've previously stated. Womans survival is beauty if they find something beautiful and it rejects them they will literally die. Their identity to beauty will die and thats them. Its like taking psychedelics ego death.