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@Leo GuraSex trafficking

I kinda think every species gets its own time being the top dog. Giant humans, giant ants, giant birds, giant horses. Humans can be tiny like an ant walking around in a world of giant ants.

Yesterday I talked to my best friend after not talking to him for a year. I didnt hang out with him because I stopped asking to hang out. When I did that we stopped hanging out. He ask me to play games by saying hey goober(insult, we never insult eachother via names like this). Then we play and he says that we didnt talk cause I never asked to play games to him. Since there is no way to determine because we both didnt reach out either could be true. But then he started saying other things that make me think its not true. He said I was getting too drunk and too fast and then he would be stuck alone. His original intention was that I wasnt reaching out and my original intention was the same, however I have 0 other reasons for not doing it where he went on to point out things that are problems with me. I would do these things and its true but I know he had an ultierior motive or was not doing it on purpose. He said he purposefully asked my other friend to ask me how I am doing or something instead of just asking me. If I wanted to ask him I would just ask him as I wasnt ignoring him I was just not reaching out to hang out, I actually lost the ability to care about asking people these questions as I dont care, (most men are like this) thats why we play games together and dont actually sit there and talk like women, (rarely text). We go out and drink or play sports or pick up women we dont have the same time woman do just sitting there talking about life except when we are drinking. Everytime we would hang out he would end up talking about how weird I am around other people when I am drunk (I will start talking about God sometimes, sometimes I start singing really loud it dosent happen alot but sometimes I did) So I stopped drinking. Now I dont care as much about acting like a retard and this man is drinking all the time and when we hang out I dont speak or yell as much. We used to have fun getting retarded but since he insults me about the way I act in front of other people when I am drunk I just wont be and he is an alcoholic. This is my ultierior motive for not reaching out. My ulterior motive is completely neutral and his was malicious against me. Not only was it malicious, him, using me not reaching out to him as another attack on me, its calculated gaslighting, as he admitted I was being weird thats why he didnt talk to me. I dont care about how other people see me. I never did until I was being myself too many times and people telling me I am weird so many times I change. Now I change back.

I dont think you have a choice. Its like having a choice in which dream you have. The reason we exist is cause theres something we dont know about ourselves. The reason we dream is cause theres something we dont know about ourselves.

@Mellowmarsh the body is a hologram. Its like pixels on a monitor. When you zoom in you see atoms are just pixels and your entire body is made up of pixels not the illusion of the bodies form. The pixels of the body can change at anytime and when it happens you see there wasn't a body there and you weren't in the body.

Just start throwing out egoic things. I have a house and a perfect life. I go to fun things all the time. I will never leave you alone baby. GG Leave the bones.

Imagine you are a human then suddenly you are a cricket. The entire experience is different in the same room. You have about 10 seconds of remembering being a human before you stop and take over what the cricket sees and hears and thinks. Does that make sense? To the human it does to the cricket it does to you the transition between human and cricket is a big question mark that dosent make sense. To the thing that transitions its like the world is completely changing and it dosent even know if its in the same room as it was or even on a different planet but its like a foot away from where it was. Except not because conciousness dosent move. When facts and logic fly out the window from a subjective perspective via conciousness transitions, regular sense making ends. The sense making difference is so wide its like comparing a game character to the simulation its in.

@Daniel BalanFair enough

@Daniel Balan It dosent matter if the devil enters you. you are trying to see the thing in which the devil enters into. You can see it with very fast changes in conciousness. Which is what you are taking them to see. You will see what the Christians are calling the devil is God. And Christianity is the devil and you will be freed from authority. Thats what you are scared of.

@AIONChristianity is a traumatizing tool. You only see Christians coming in screaming about hell and dying because they are scared. They havent watched bashar, FEAR IS POINTING AT THE LIE. Its a tool of mind that lets you see the lies you have about reality. All fear is your brain saying thats a lie.

You arent trying to make sense of the world you are trying to see something specifically. Its like turning from an adult to a baby in 5 seconds. When this happens you can see something that was always there but you didnt notice. If you see it your brain explodes. Why not just admit you are scared you will go insane? Scared of losing control. Scared of God!

Your soul is in another dimension, You cant give it up. If you give up your soul you would stop experiencing reality. Your soul has gone through this game before many times. Simply sitting there wont give it up you are ran by religious fear. I saw my soul while awakening. It was just a translucent square with a smiley face on it. It wasnt scared of anything. The soul is like Gods super avatar thats more impressive than God itself.God is impressed by the intelligence of the soul. Catholicism is the fear religion. You being scared of everything is a byproduct of you joining that religion. Maybe your soul is retarded. You arent scared of the devil you are scared of God and you are scared God is going to punish you for a mistake or no reason.

@SugarcoatIts just a state of itself, the void allows for knowledge of consciousness. You are in a state of the exact same thing right now and there no difference between that and the other. There is a facet where you see that that thing is happening now and you dont feel like it. Its the same thing that feels different. Theres a state where you feel like broly from DBZ tearing space and time with power. That state would have the base of that nothingness still there. The base state allows you to clearly see what God is.

@MellowmarshYes calm down. Imagine going mad and creating a world to take a breather in and you go mad in that world then come out even more mad.

Yes infinity = madness. We are just a short time away from going totally mad. Like a breather.

Before I awaken I was an alcoholic living in my mothers basement. I was super angry that I work for my entire life to save up 4k and I bought a car and the car broke instantly and I lost all my money. The government was suing me because I wasnt paying my student loans and I was in the worst facotry shit job I have ever had. So my life was working in the shitties job lowest The government suing me because I didnt pay my 36 k student loan debt I was working my entire life and cant save any money at all. I lost all the money I saved on a broken car and now Im a robot thats going to work there forever. I started to feel like a robot and I started to feel demons looking at me from darkness. I did my taxes for the first time in my life and I got 30k back in taxes. I was very angry that I has never has this kind of money before and I was working hard my entire life and then this bullshit falls on me as if its so easy and I was angry that people had this type of money to just throw around and I cant do anything even tho I was trying. So I quit my job and said I will not work until this money goes away and then I will kill myself. The money went away and then someone at work was talking about mushrooms and I heard they can cure depression so I said I will eat them and if nothing changes I will kill myself. Then I eat them and I awaken. Then a week later I got a sweet union job 5 minutes from my house because of covid. Its in a nursing home and only women work there and they are all very nice to me and every is nice to me and they all tell me I am the best. Everyone knows my name and I dont know who they are. Everyone in the town knows who I am and I dont know who they are. Then my mom told me to buy the house from her. I told her I dont want to own a home I will just move away. They asked for months I thought I was getting scammed cause I am a retard but they sat me down and forced me to buy it for 30 000 dollars in this housing market. So I own a home and work a new job with the same pay with benefits. The bank took my student loan with the house my mortgage is 300 dollars a month and its already half payed. My entire house got furnished by the community I am living in. People just started giving me things my entire living room was furnished for free. My mom is a hoarder and left things and I use them to furnish my house. I got a 30 k furnished house. With massive shed bigger than the house and a big garden. I didnt even lift a finger to do anything. When I awaken my vibration channel changed. It felt like atlas putting the world down. Praise God.

@Carl-RichardLike a simulation if the simulation was real? Do you beleive in experience after death with this or that too simply a hallucination?

Big egos

@Carl-Richard Its an original name but thats just physicalism then isnt it? Where are these mystical experiences taking place if not conciousness? And if you had one wouldn't that automatically change the view?

Indoctrination.

@Carl-Richard I'm not sure i need it explained like im 5 because I'm retarded and thats alot of big words.

@UnbornTao This is why I seperated opinion into solipsism and fact into duality. When I fall and hit my head facts don't exist in the universe. I'd argue your opinion is the existential thing in reality. Facts ( duality) dosent exist to solipsism the same way opinions don't exist in factual reality. Which is more real your personal experience or everyone else's? If you get hit in the head and you black out does that happen in physical reality? No its your opinion that you blacked out. Your lights going off isn't real or fact in reality. If your lights go out in your mind thats a massive fact to you. But its not a fact its your opinion. One you are arguing is less factual than your fingers existing. You are saying your finger are a fact and I'm saying no in the same light as the lights going off in your brain and you not existing. You are still existing in physical reality with 0 personal evidence of the experience so its not a fact anymore. The fact is nothing is there. If someone is sleeping their opinion is nothing is happening ( that's true) but in physical reality they would say you weren't sleeping you were lying down with your eyes closed faking snoring. They cant know. This is where the difference between fact and opinion lies. The fact that you weren't in a void of nothing and other people were doing things is the lie of facts. We take hallucinations as fact dreaming as facts sleeping as facts. None are real to the 2nd person witnessing it happen. You can read brain waves but thats not a fact either as the first person experience isn't brain waves. If someone came up to you and said you were just laying there with your eyes closed faking snoring you would argue with them that you were sleeping. Why argue that and just not accept the fact that you were laying there with your eyes closed pretending snoring. The answer a strong opinion on that you were in a void of nothing either dreaming or experiencing nothing.

@Nemra I'm saying youve said nothing. Is that clear?

@Nemra the master proof. No proof. Can't argue that logic.

@Nemra you didn't say anything of value to change. I simply used the word you used against me against you. Whats your agenda here? How can I try to prove your point wrong where there is nothing to prove wrong? I said you were in the brain you said no I showed proof you said I had an agenda and its a nonsense without any other response to the claim and now I'm like an fbi agent with an agenda. I'm not begging for a response after 3 back and forth I don't need your response cause you clearly have nothing. I don't beg for peanut shells of information. If you got nothing just say it. Even if you had a machine that could let you witness the brain from the outside you would still be witnessing it from the inside in the exact same way I drew.