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@theoneandnone I'm not pussy I did it. And it wasn't fun. You think dying is going to make you feel better when you are the one that you don't like thats why you want to kill yourself. You really want to be trapped with yourself if you hate yourself now?

@theoneandnone I dunno. I only hear Sadhguru say that one who knows wouldn't test God like that. I'm not part of your dream you are part of my dream. I would say dont do it. Cause if you are not happy now you wont be happy dead. You need to figure out why you want to do it. You sound like you constantly want to kill yourself. The problems won't go away when you die as they aren't the reason you want too. They will still be there. You want to reach a state where you are happy. When I died from drinking too much the state I was in in the void was the worst thing I have ever experienced and wouldn't wish it in anyone.

Why do you think they are working on robots instead of focusing on health and well being. They want to create robots that defend them cause they are completely terrified that everyone wants to kill them. They will create robot horde to defend them. It ain't about factory workers. Then God will send a solar flare. All health problems should be solved by now via ai.

@theoneandnone In your dreams you dream as another person talking to you. The problems are completely created randomly but you beleive them to be real. Same happens right now. Any problem in a dream ceases when you wake up and is seen to be completely imagined.

I don't know why its replies are so long. Dosent that take way more power to produce an essay in a reply to a single question? You'd think they would want it to talk as little as possible.

@theoneandnone the same way everyone in your dream is you at night.

So it told you you are beyond the chart into higher colors that no one has ever seen or been?

Your eyes moving around are a representation of you in the 2nd dimension.

Yes keep drinking alcohol till you die.

@UnbornTao Not to me you dont.

@UnbornTaoYes its who you are. You arent any facts facts require 2 people.

@Someone here all dimensions are in the same spot. We can see them all with our brain. Right now you are in the 8th 7th 6th 5th 4th 3th 2nd 1st and 0 dimension and don't know how. I don't now how either. When I went into a different dimension it felt like a portal was opening up behind my head. It felt like something scary was sneaking up behind me. So I started spinning around in a circle trying to find the fear and then I realized that the fear was coming not behind me in physical reality the portal was opening up where I think ' behind me ' is in my head and all the time. Then reality became 2 dimensional as the portal grew so big i lost track of my body and it felt like I fuzed with the light itself and I was in an Aztec 2 d board game with 50 arms on either side of me moving board game peices really fast but brain dead at the same time. Then it felt like reality was a bunch of square rooms in an infinite line like 1 D and I didn't have a head or body I was just rooms shifting from left to right and I went into a room and there was an alien doctor pointing at a chair and I felt what was like a printer squeezing me from the right side of my perceptual field to the left. I was running away with my eyes ( I didn't have a head to look away or eyes so I don't know how I was running away from it)but since I couldn't move eventually it came to me and squished me and tried to mind wipe me. This sounds insane but it happen to me. If its real I don't know but I saw it. It made me feel like we are 3d ( a person in a body) this body can move around in 3d via its fixed location. When the body stops being able to this we are stuck not moving only being able to move our eyes. Which is us moving in a 2d space. When you stop being able to move your eyes you are in 1 d. A screen. This screen has rooms that move from left to right in an infinite line like a channel on a TV. You aren't actually the body or the screen you are a thing that can travel via these hidden dimensions of the first person perspective. The 3rd person dimensions are a false assumption of reality. Except by the 1st person. The dimensions work on the inside not the outside. The next step from human evolution is to turn into a room.

@OnecirrusTime to start doing whatever you want. Say from this moment forward I will do whatever I want. And then do whatever you want and whatever you are doing is what you want cause you said it so you dont feel bad about doing it.

@Someone hereI told my mom I ate mushrooms and broke through to alternate dimensions. She didnt care. They only care when you say things that make them feel better. Like bro im talking about crazy shit here.

@UnbornTao the conclusion if logic isn't logical or a conclusion its a thing called an opinion. Your logic can stop anywhere and does stop somewhere. When logic and conclusion have a baby they make something called an opinion.

Mommy and daddy aren't not looking for their child to tell them how reality is they birthed you into it they have to know more by default. Mom you didn't give birth to me! I was there hunny I did it! I'm talking about me the metaphysical identity structure of reality. I'm not my physical body mom! Ok hunny

No parents are actually retarded the earlier they have their child the more retarded.

You can turn any of your favourite video game music into heavy metal/ rock music with Suno. I used to have to search for music like this and now I can make it. You could make your own video game metal music playlist.

Do your passion as a side job. Art degree is like a tutorial. If you want to do it you will do it on your free time. If you end up having to do it for a job then want to do something on the side is completely drains you of your passion.

they died.

@caspexYes also being an athiest is bhakti yoga. God dosent care if you are shitting on it or praising it. Being an athiest means you are actively worshipping God. ( thinking about it). Debating people on the existence of God and taking the side against it, is a form of worship towards God. Imagine shiva as the God of athiests. Those that dont beleive God takes the form of nothing and tells you that its there.

@UnbornTao I already said a logical conclusion. Where your logic stops the first thing I said.You are asking me to expand and be abstact to clarify now your telling me to not be so abstract.

@Leo GuraSex trafficking

I kinda think every species gets its own time being the top dog. Giant humans, giant ants, giant birds, giant horses. Humans can be tiny like an ant walking around in a world of giant ants.

Yesterday I talked to my best friend after not talking to him for a year. I didnt hang out with him because I stopped asking to hang out. When I did that we stopped hanging out. He ask me to play games by saying hey goober(insult, we never insult eachother via names like this). Then we play and he says that we didnt talk cause I never asked to play games to him. Since there is no way to determine because we both didnt reach out either could be true. But then he started saying other things that make me think its not true. He said I was getting too drunk and too fast and then he would be stuck alone. His original intention was that I wasnt reaching out and my original intention was the same, however I have 0 other reasons for not doing it where he went on to point out things that are problems with me. I would do these things and its true but I know he had an ultierior motive or was not doing it on purpose. He said he purposefully asked my other friend to ask me how I am doing or something instead of just asking me. If I wanted to ask him I would just ask him as I wasnt ignoring him I was just not reaching out to hang out, I actually lost the ability to care about asking people these questions as I dont care, (most men are like this) thats why we play games together and dont actually sit there and talk like women, (rarely text). We go out and drink or play sports or pick up women we dont have the same time woman do just sitting there talking about life except when we are drinking. Everytime we would hang out he would end up talking about how weird I am around other people when I am drunk (I will start talking about God sometimes, sometimes I start singing really loud it dosent happen alot but sometimes I did) So I stopped drinking. Now I dont care as much about acting like a retard and this man is drinking all the time and when we hang out I dont speak or yell as much. We used to have fun getting retarded but since he insults me about the way I act in front of other people when I am drunk I just wont be and he is an alcoholic. This is my ultierior motive for not reaching out. My ulterior motive is completely neutral and his was malicious against me. Not only was it malicious, him, using me not reaching out to him as another attack on me, its calculated gaslighting, as he admitted I was being weird thats why he didnt talk to me. I dont care about how other people see me. I never did until I was being myself too many times and people telling me I am weird so many times I change. Now I change back.