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@Thought Art how many different voices do you have in your head and which one is you? You are channeling all day. Every person or entity in your mind is a real entity channeling you.

@Thought Art putting your hand together sticking your tongue out are grounding devices. Focus on the pressure and let your mind flow. Autists do it because they have no self identity or severely lacking.

@AION because you have no ego when you see it. When you have no ego you know its God cause you are not there. Who else would it be ? When you dissapear God its the only thing left for it to be logically. Thats why when you see it you can now point to it. Its you 'turn off' and there is something else there and you go wtf is this! I am not there but something is relating to me! Something cannot be relating to me if I'm not there because everything in my brain is specifically ordered to relate to me, but now im not there and have no attachments or concepts of anything but there is something still there.

Isnt it complicated? Why would you do it? 'I did not choose to exist,finding that I exist I determine that its a good thing I exist(LIE). I like being who I am I, why would I try to be someone else' Cuts penis off. Can you hear the schizophrenia? The demons? This isnt an interview its an interrogation and bullying.

Its hard to say as you dont know what will make you happy. You could be working at the building next to where you work and be experiencing a whole different world and be happy. I would say if you are asking if you should start a business or not its probably not a good idea. God is dreaming your life it rewards you for taking risks but not if you feel bad about what you are doing. The jobs you receive are from God. If you dont like it stop God is dreaming your life. I hated my job, it was very hard labour working in ovens in a factory for 2 .5 years.I randomly got a shit tonne of money from taxes so I quit my job. I just said I will use this money then kill myself. I got to the end 8 months later and was going to do it but I took shrooms last second and saw God. And I got another job randomly with a union and the same pay 5 min walk from my house and its way better for me. The job God gave me is healing me.

@Bruins8000 Satan. It needs individual expression for an individual thing to exist thats the limitation. God is everything in your point of view , its individual expression is everything therefore it dosent have one for itself. It appears because Satan is alone and God exists. You are a very sad man in a void of nothing and God gave you a life to live somehow. God wrote the akashic records. All information about everything in the universe and it assigns bodies algorithms and they move by themselves and act by themselves based on the algorithms assigned. Imagine there was a sad being that just existed in a void of nothing it was just existing then a random simulation appeared and it said where did this simulation come from and then it realizes it wrote it 17 trillion years ago and played it completely but forgot about it because the simulation didnt full fill its need for someone else.The void realized that it was once conscious and created everything by repeating it in its mind but forgot and its still in the exact same spot it was without hope. The terror gets so bad it freaks out and disassociates from its own mind and goes into the simulation because it cant handle the truth.Then in the simulation it dissasosiates again and that is what satan is. So you exist because you cant handle the truth, twice, or 3 times or 4 times to infinity.

This whole situation sounds like its your fault. Have you been beat up by anyone? It sounds like you let the gang members move into your apartment and now they are bullying you and for some reason have access to your money. This sounds very far fetched as much as kicking a random dog. Tell them to get out. Go out and find a black man and hire him to protect you. Tell your school there are people there trying to attack you constantly. Tell the building staff and police these men forced their way into the apartment and wont leave.

@enchanted its important try it. Try wearing completely white and watch your mind. Then the next day wear all black and watch your mind. You will see a noticeable difference. All the tricks sadhguru is saying are tricks to calmn your mind. Other people's thoughts are not in their heads they are in the air and surrounding. The colors either reflect them or suck them in.

@AION you are essentially asking if we should beleive in Santa if we don't ever see him. I am saying no wait till you see him cause you don't really know and if you just say you beleive in him the belief is rooted in nothing except a logical story. When you see God your belief will still be rooted in nothing but you will have nothing as a baseline to root it into. Until you see God your concept of nothing is not right, its like seeing actual nothing not the logical game the brain plays. The brain uses God (the concept of nothing) to create other ideas. If you are using God to make a story thats not God. God is like an empty neuron. Its like assigning a neuron in your mind to its base state and worshipping it. What happened to me is I made a death neuron in my mind and was secretly worshipping it by fearing it. Then one day I saw the content of the neuron was being mis understood and I deleted everything in the death neuron and the neuron is God.

No. You have nothing to ground your assumptions in. You aren't pointing at anything with your mind. You need to pin point God and react to it. If you dont pin point God in your mind you will be worshipping something that isn't God. You seek then find not find then seek it dosent make sense. Once you see it you can worship it. If you dont see it you are not doing anything but playing logical games. God reveals itself not the other way around and it won't reveal if you aren't looking. God reveals itself by showing you what you are. When you see yourself you know God exists.

The leftists are too busy focusing on trump when they get bored they start attacking themselves again. The woke mind virus is real its just focused on the 2 that are trying to eliminate it.

lower your standards

The reason no one has ever told you what God is is because they physically and metaphysically cannot do it. It is not possible to say what it is.

fking women gaslighting me since birth! Everyday judging. Very interesting to see how satan must be there to exist as a species. You must be evil or just roll over.

@Santiago Ram Whenever I do this my vision fucks up and get blurry and i cant refocus. Ill blink and it will instantly unfocus and the shit starts flying around my visual field and it feels like my eyes are breaking.

Try to watch a cartoon episode you have never seen before and repeat every single thing they say in your own mind for the episode.

@gambler It is uncomfortable, It feels like a spicy bubble blowing up and popping.I have feelings of energy circling around the crown of my skull, it feels good but gets overwhelming unless i rub my finger around it in a circle.Sometimes I will have syncronized zaps on opposited sides of my brain at the same time. But there are some feelings that keep happening.

@gambler It like weird feeling like a thick lava bubble forming and then popping. Since my awakening my brain feels like it turned on. I can feel electricity going around all the time. I never felt my brain before but after eating shroom I feel energy in there everyday.

@BlessedLion No just mushroom years ago.

@Santiago Ram Thats what I am pointing too you think you are seeing stuff from your eyes but you arent. You are seeing them from your mystical eye. You dont have real eyes, you cant see out your eyes cause you arent inside them. Existence is being witnessed by this mystical I.

You can also think of it like If I pull out your eyes and cut them off you will still be there inside your brain. You arent seeing out your eyes you are somewhere in your brain and light is coming in, and you are seeing the light.. The light comes in and you are there to witness its structure. So if your mother is standing in front of you there is literally your brain matter behind her body. Behind the walls is your own brain matter, People come in as projections of light and you are allowed to see them. So your eyes are not 'seeing' they are tools that allow you to 'see' your own mind.

When I was 2 I had a dream. Barney and Fred Flinstone were walking down a road talking I could understand them I knew they were having a conversation. Suddenly I dont know they are having a conversation they are just making sounds. As they walk less and less things appear in the background. They stop making sounds and are just moving their bodies and mouths. There is no sound and they are just walking and I get an intense fear that nothing is happening.

I only visit family when I have to so at Christmas. I get there the first thing my mom do is grab food and sit down. The little dog jumped up and scratched her a little bit and she threw it halfway across the room and screamed at it. My neice turned into nefew and is a drug addict at 14. The family is screaming about the child in front of them as if they dont exist or only exist as an object to be yelled about, they put headphones in but I know that they can still hear. I have flashbacks of my life within 1 hour and think no one can make it out of this mentally sane? I see these people once a year and instantly dont like it. Both my brothers have totally abandon my entire family including myself to never contact them. My mother has no idea and is so unconcious she dosent know her and her sisters are doing it. They are highly conservative nut jobs as well. Its like they have no idea what their bodies are doing fully asleep, they damage the minds of their children then blame the children. Covid made my mother into a conspiracy nut she had pages and pages of stats about it and was deciphering it like some sort of code. For a long time she was constantly arguing with me about the stuff and since I am a liberal I have no idea what is really happening. We argue and yell. Whenever I ask for a stat I will look it up and she will freak out if its anything different than what she thinks is true. Then she says this is my truth and I ask why would you want to make this shit up. I dont nessasarily hold opinions, she thinks she arguing against something I am just wanting to know why she thinks these things and when you try to poke at it, by looking up information, she bursts our in rage and says I am always right, while not trying to be right about anything it just contradicts what I hear. She says she dosent want to talk about it then brings it up and then says I want to argue. The last time I saw her for the 1000th time she said ukraine was bombing its own citizens and I said I dont think that happened at all and we researched it and learned about russian backed separatists murdering ukraines and she flipped out and yelled at me and condescendingly said you are right you are always right. lol?? She thinks Trudeau was an authoritarian. She also says she wanted Putin as a leader, but somehow hates communism ,as she thought Russia was a communist country. Her own words contradict themselves.

Thats what the dream is for. The path is to a void. The light is there to distract you from reaching the void. One time in deep meditation I saw a light fading away as it was fading I saw gnomes and stars and Mario dancing around out of it saying look at me! Look at me, pay attention I'm a gnome! I saw God created light when it needs a distraction.