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@Lyubov Thats okay it will be funny. The only way to beat them is to go crazier in a funny way. Stop taking it seriously. Treat every word that comes out of someone's mouth as a joke. When people talk pay attention as if you are waiting for a punchline.

I am contemplating all day non stop. You dont have to sit there and do it you can do other things. The distraction is part of your contemplation. Your brain is telling you links to what you want to know and you are saying not that. But you contemplate with your imagination and your logic. You might not think what your imagination is telling you has anything to do with what you are trying to contemplate but it does. Contemplate is you put a subject in your mind and let your imagination and intellect fuck around with it.

@LyubovI guess when crisis come and you must leave then you should go.

States of conciousness happen gradually and slowly. You can reach a high state and then feel high but over years and years you could be going lower and not even realize because its so slow. A psychedelic will shoot you into a different conciousness state so fast that you can see the state you were in is much lower than you thought. When I was hyper depressed I didn't even know it. My mother told me I was but I felt normal. She was like you aren't taking care of yourself I think you are depressed. But to me it felt normal. If someone else were to switch places they would instantly feel like they entered a nightmare. So Leo could think hes in a high state but he could be in a low state without knowing. It can happen to anyone and they won't know its just how life is or feels. One day you are excited to get out of bed the next the same the next the same for years. Then one day you wake up and think I want to lay in bed a little longer. The next you do the same the next the same. Then a year later you want to lay in bed more then more and a year later you dont want to get out of bed in the morning the next the same ect. Till you are lying in bed all day for no reason not bathing or interacting and don't want to get up ever again. Are you depressed? When did the shift from not depressed to depressed happen? You wont notice the shifts so you cant know.

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You should never abandon your country.

You'd have to make some sort of compound or designated area for them to live.

The thing about states of conciousnes is you cant know the state your in until it changes. He can't know of he's in a high conciousness state.

@James123 Sorry I meant loving. You have to surrender to hate.

You aren't excepting everything you are living everything. Thats fake acceptance.

I like to think God has cycles and it sees it cycles from the perspectives of its creation. It has no free will and goes through various emotional cycles like a human. It dosent know its own cycles but the humans do from watching it. It knows the humans cycles by watching them.

Society has fed us a fictional idea of love. Its not between 2 people thats not what it means.

Tonight I am walking my cat around the block cause he likes it. When we come back I put him down and he is purring around my feet meowing, he is following me back and I am ignoring him and leaving and he gets mad and attacks me. I spank him and say he cant come back inside. But I go out of my way because he likes it so much. This flashed me back to several times in my life my friends have attacked me for leaving in some way shape or form. I had a best friend in highschool and we were best friends from grade 7 until until now just dont talk as much. I had to move away in grade 10 and we were partying and drinking one last time and I remeber he randomly got super mad at me and kicked me in the back for no reason. I am like wtf is happening and hes like you cant sleep in my tent you are fucked up and im like wtf. I guess I sleep on ground for no reason. Me and another buddy ended up staying up all night until the morning drunk, we broke into a lays truck in a compound and stole like 20 bags of chips and then we broke into the public pool and went swimming the night ended up being memorable for that reason and I forgot about what happened there until now. I remember asking my friend in the morning why he did that and he said he was feeling like I was abandoning him in school and as a friend but it wasnt my choice at all, my parents were moving. Then I remeber another friend that was kinda weird. His parents were alcoholics and they would get drunk and put on Jason movies. The basement was weird and all he had was ninja turtle toys. We would play with the toys in 3rd person forever and thats pretty much all we did beside watch Jason movies with his weird drunk parents. We didnt play with anyone else. I was like 6 or something and it kinda got boring. One time he asked me if I wanted to come over on a long weekend for 3 days, Im like geez 3 days is a long time to play with toys and watch horror movies but I guess. Anyway we did it we found porno magazine in a room in the basment and looked at it. Then I had to leave and he was like can you stay another day and Im like I gotta go to school or something I cant remeber. Then he got mad at me that I was leaving and physically attacked me. I think he punched me. This just reminded me that this is a state of mind that exists within humans possibly animals and God. To physically lash out because something or someone is too good. To become enraged that something is too good and its leaving that you physically attack it. This emotion therefore is an emotion thats God can experience towards itself. This is the insanity levels that God can go to! It will physically lash at itself for leaving itself when it fking cant! When God leaves us we can feel enraged at nothing. This must be the feeling that woman get from men thats why they screen them.

Are they saying they can create a sentient virus. Or a being like a human but its a virus.

@TenebrosoHes technically saying stop all your programming you can get it however you want there is no injustice. That aside you will find a woman and then you will cum and then you will just want it again and now have the memory of it implanted in you and will want it more. Whatever love a woman can give you is not what you think it is or are looking for. You want a woman that you can give your heart too you cant you just pretend too. This is deep meaning you are longing to pretend to give your heart to someone. You dont want it.

It reveals that trump thinks America is his company. Hes hosting the event on HIS front lawn. I have no idea what is happening there but its super weird. The fact that people let this slide means that your government is corrupt on both sides or God is letting him do it. If it happens with no blow back then its number 1 if there is a fight then its number 2. It feels like the democrats are just sitting there doing nothing laughing except Bernie Sanders and AOC. Its like the dems were like we cant just all sit here and watch send Bernie and AOC out there to yell a bit. Hes clearly breaking 100s of laws.

@Sugarcoat For human relation suffering Instead of saying I love everyone say I hate everyone. Suffering is extinguished except for pain. If someone is rude say I hate this person if someone is nice say I hate this person. You dont even have to beleive it just say it and you will be freed from human relation suffering.

@samijibenIts like you are carrying a heavy backpack full of experiences in your life and when you see God its like you take the backpack off you didnt know you were carrying.

@Princess ArabiaYou are the only women that have helped me with my emotions. I had to find that by logically arguing with women something you cant do irl. Thank you .

@Princess ArabiaI cant rage at women in real life because they start crying it wasnt bait I was proving something to myself. In a safe space.

This same thing happened to me and is happening to me. I almost cried at work for like 40 minutes straight because I see God. I cannot help it it is happening more and more everyday. I will just be doing something and an overwhelming intense feeling of loving God comes over me and I start to cry in the middle of talking to people or working. I got all my rage out of women on the women on this forum and I see i am more logical than them and it was never me. Now I can let feminine back in and love me and I will merge with God. Thank you woman on the forum.

If you have to program it yourself it will be impossible. I programmed a robot to move in highschool and you had to have everything perfect for it to work. Like you could program it to take 7 steps up left put hand out move hand forward grab pot. Everything would have to be in the perfect position.

@Aaron pIf he was interested in death or God then he would ask why the hell is this leading me toward Catholicism. Ask him if he even considered any other religion. Has he studied hinduism at all or any other religion? People will automatically fall back into their original religion because they believe that religion has something to do with God at all. All of this stuff is part of the construct when you die you leave Earth. Catholicism is on Earth. Hinduism is on Earth too it dosent exist outside the self contained system. Gods outside the self contained system. If he just falls back into any religion without looking around he would see there is no right religion because it has nothing to do with God. If you dont leave where you started you cant find God because you will start believing their corrupt lies like you can somehow do something bad in Gods eyes. Catholic priests are commonly referred to as "Father" Jesus - 'And call no man your father upon the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven.' What is this in the open blatant blasphemy. Catholicism is like a satan religion.

@Basman I can't remeber what i was saying sorry.

You have to logically trap them at all exist points. They pretty much have to let you do it you cant force it.