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@Thought Art Yes I also added There are genuine compliments but they are rare and 90 percent of the time its unconscious manipulation tactic. A genuine compliment would be like wow this lightbulb is really useful and expands human life for the good.

@ValachIts just as bad as an insult to the psyche. The second you accept a compliment as a fact from someone you are a slave. This is personal experience of a fact. A compliment locks you into a frame you arent in. Just as an insult locks you into a frame you arent in. Its damaging and only massages the ego. Asking for a compliment is like saying please inflate my false identity that dosent even exist because I feel bad. That false identity is why you feel bad in the first place. There are genuine compliments but they are rare and 90 percent of the time its unconscious manipulation tactic. Its like you punch the ego or massage it, both are bullshit word games that dont mean anything. They dont get mad because they are under a spell. If you accept a compliment as true it will only hurt you in the future as its not real or true.

Whenever someone compliment me I get angry. Its why I can never understand people making posts about please compliment the people you think say smart things or posts you agree with. Why? So I can massage your egos? If you agree with someone theres no reason to say I agree with you. Its completely useless information and a waste of time. If you have something to add add it but begging for compliments is cringe af. If someone compliment me I ignore it, compliments are the same as insults. 'But it will make people feel better' Its not my problem.

If you have autism I highly advise buying a pair of noise cancelling headphones. When I was a teenager I naturally just kept buying huge headphones and wore them everywhere, I didnt realize until recently that I buy them because of autism. Wearing them as an autistic person is a game changer. Autist have less identity so if there is loud sounds and a bunch of noises they are very sensitive and very distracting. If you wear the headphones its like a barrier between you and reality and you can react like a normal person does instead of everything causing you anxiety. If you buy a pair that allows you to hear the outside world while wearing them its even better, you will become more outspoken and friendly instead of every social interaction being confusing. The people you talk to wont like it but who cares. Out of things to help you this is like a 9 out of 10. I recently bought a pair instead of those shitty ear buds and I realized why I wore them as a child. Its funny to me that I just did it naturally.

This is what I am understanding about feminism from these videos. Patriarch men want a father - daughter relationship with their wives. They want their wife to obey them, they will happily pay for everything but the wife must listen to them. This is why they want their wives to respect them more than love them. They will do everything around the house, a caretaker of children more than a wife and husband. Liberal want to be more man and wife. They want to be equal beings in a relationship. Both are parents to their children. The man brings himself down or the woman bring herself up and the man take more of a mother role for their children. They help take care of the children more and the woman get more freedom. These feminists have gone without barrier for so long that they are turning into the opposite of patriarch. Matriarcle women want a Mother - son relationship with their husband. They want to control the husband via his language. They want to control the mind of the man. They will go out and get money but the man must be trained and maintained like a person son. Here is the problem with these feminist, they want to remain the daughter with the obeying son. Its dont work that way and men wont do it. Only the pussy men will. This is radical feminism. Its not equal at all.

@Breakingthewall Its like a blank mind with voices in it. It pays attention to a single talking voice and makes a reality out of it. It can see its not the reality, not the body, not the talking voice and then it can see the the talking voice is just doing it by itself, like a speaker playing a song. The speaker can stay on and you can sit back and see.

Try this wonky trick it could make you feel weird. Dead face stare in the mirror for like 5 - 10 mins. Do not think get into zen mode. Then feel that you dont know where you are, you could be in the mirror looking out at yourself or you could be out of the mirror looking in. Put your fingers together look at and tap them one by one, pretend that you are feeling it from the reflection in the mirror, not your own body , in fact the body dosent exist its just a reflection feeling. Do this for 5 mins Then look at your lips and whisper 'pretend I am the one speaking right now', a bunch of times. If you can smoke some weed first.

@LordFall You also dont have to die like that anymore. God created something where you can kill yourself with a needle and go peacefully. What a gift from God. God dosent care what you do there is no sin. You no longer have to suffer or smash your head in to die. You can enter deep meditation and then have someone inject a fluid that turns your system off. Whenever you are in too much pain or dont want to enter retirement home, you can just do that.

Yes, this makes sense to me. When I did not beleive in God God took the form of nothing. God so powerful it can pretend that its not there, if thats what you beleive, even tho you are looking right at it. Its like going outside and someone pointing to the sun and saying yo the suns right there, and someone goes I cant see it. And the person says the only reason we can see is because of this thing! And the person goes I have no idea what you are talking about, I dont think its real. Even in this scenario both can be right, because of God.

It has to matter a little bit. If you fail an iq test and have 0 iq that means you are too stupid to understand what a test is.

They will have power. Imagine if putin could never die. Imagine is mao ze dong could never die. You would have rulers ruling for thousands of years. I know you make up that these billionaires are your friends and one day you will be hanging out with them but its just not the case they don't care about you they care about power. This is a realm of resets you must reset for balance. Fear if death is fear of losing power. Its purely egoic. You have no power any power you have is a neural network talking to itself. You come in with no control and must surrender that control. You are talking from Satan's perspective. Only God has power. Its manly to give up your power. Its true manliness. True power is knowing you are a worm. You are clinging to fairy tales. Coming to terms with death is what makes you a man. If you dont you are just a scared unhumbled monkey. God is death you are scared of God. You are saying I do not want to return to God. Who else said that? Satan. You wont realize but this fear of death causes insane stress on your system and will give you health problems ultimately killing you. Why don't you ask yourself why do I not want to die instead. The answer can only come from a neural network of looping logic. Death frees you from your fear of death and all struggles you have. Its pure peace. Do not worry God will give you a new body and it will be more handsome and stronger and have sex with 10000 woman. This body you have will be no comparison. This body is just for self awareness to see God.

@LordFall then debunk him the first world's of his tweet i just cloned myself as a newborn. A newborn baby is fully developed. When a baby comes out of the vagina its a human and its a newborn When you take psychedelics and your neural network shuts off you can still move around and think and feel. Your heart is a brain and you can live from that and still think.

@LordFall you aren't your neural network. If your neural network stops your still there. I never said kill yourself. The neural network dosent want to die or change thats what dosent want to die. If it did you would still be there and you wouldn't care wether you died or not. If you turn that off your ideas about wanting to be immortal vanish but your still here. So I'm asking why not just turn that off instead of doing weird science shit that could harm your cloned baby. Its like there is a problem in my head and I need to change outside world to fix it. Why not change what your neural network is doing instead. Your body dosent want biological immortality your neural network does cause your logic knows it will turn off one day.

@LordFall if your wanting to achieve immortality comes from your neural network why not just neutralize that in your own brain then problem is solved and no need to do weird experiments.

@LordFall you are a plant right now that has the capability of neural network that form identity and therefore self reflection. The clone will have the same system and conciousness as you. You cant cut conciousness out of the system. You can make it brain dead so it can't self reflect on the pain but it will still feel pain. If I slap a baby it still cries.

@LordFall you really gunna suck the organs out of your clone for immortality even tho you have it already? Its still a human its like a baby human. That mean when you reincarnate you are saying you are willing to reincarnate as a clone and get your organs farmed.

After years of researching conciousness i have come to the conclusion that after you awaken you are supposed to go back to the state you were in before awakening. Completely blind to life but with a trust that cannot be shaken. Forget about awakening and consciousness ever happened but with a knowing. People get stuck because they keep thinking about awakening and conciousness and it takes over their lives.

Close your eyes you are looking at yourself. Your thoughts are not coming from there. That thing is the center of hot and cold loud and quiet. Its not even in this reality. That thing survives death but its not your thinking.

@igor699669 what kind of pain?

@igor699669 20 min won't do anything. At least an hour of not moving. Do it around other people you wont fall asleep.

@LordFall When you die God will give you free reign to do whatver you want. Theres no purpose there. You can do whatever you want you will know its a dream and that you are in your imagination. Proving to others that you virtous goes out the window. You will pick sex sex sex sex sex sex sex. You go straight to hedonism because theres no reason not to. And you have infinite time.

@LordFall You are an infinite being its in your nature to want more and take things too far, you always want more and more If god gave you free reign over woman you will start slow and nice but over time you will go further and further and further. Pretend you die and god says you can do whatever you want, you are like great ill have sex with 10 woman at the same time. Then 50 then 100 then 2000 then after time your view about what is happening will get so warped you will want to have sex with corpses. You will kill the dream woman and have sex with their bodies you will do unimaginably weird shit and get stuck. You will do it for so long you forgot that reality wasnt having sex with woman and killing them and then having sex with their dead bodies. Your psyche will be so warped and you will have nowhere to go or anything else to think about you will say this is what reality is. This is what happend before you were born and its why you are here. God give you something new to think about and look at cause you were stuck and needed a reset. If you are smart and you die and god says what do you want you will say not woman. I am greater than sex with woman. Sex is for having babies.

I dont read comic or watch marvel movies but I saw this scene and its a real thing that happens in real life. Its accurate of awakening. Imagine the man is invisible and it just happens to him alone it happen to me. Including the press on the forehead you feel it. But hes not laughing when it happens its so funny. He even kills the guru after he awakens him which is accurate as well. My favourite marvel character is carnage.

@LordFall Its ok I dont mind people being rude to me, Now I am learning how to control my energy in any situation. I didnt have meta cognitive thinking until I awoken, my energies were totally fuck my mind was and is still corrupted, so I am working on that as having sex alot and thinking about sex alot corrupts your mind. I am trying to reverse everything and control my energy so be as you are.

@LordFall I already did that. I have had sex probably over 3000 times I have partied thousands of times. As for success I have a house and job. I was focused on death and I got an answer after that everything is a bonus. My goal in life was to know what happens on death and God give me the answer. No I find peace in sitting and maintain my space and thinking about God. When I awoke God gave me a house and everyone around me filled it with stuff. I never bought anything in this house people gave me stuff. My mortgage is 300 dollars a month. God set me up after he awoken me. During my party days I meditated for 24 hours at a time. I was focus on God the entire time. I have meditated probably 1000s of hours unintentionally. I had absolutely nothing my entire life then I awoke and then God gave me everything I needed to sit comfortably. I never had a goal in life except to find a way out of death. And I find it.