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Do you not see your own egoic projection here? You are clearly projecting what your ego is upset about. You think God and your mom hates you. Forgive your mother, this universe is not your mother, your mother is in the universe of your mind. My mother kick me out when i was 17 I never was without a roof because i never blamed anyone or got mad. Stop being mad a bout your situation and it will improve. Being stuck in anger will not let God help you. You are very angry about this. Reverse your thought process you are not better for going through this you are worse its all your fault. You are protecting ego via feeling manly for going through something. Become humble.

Not necessarily asmr If you pretend you are in a space craft with vegeta going to a planet its asmr.

@Bruins8000There could be a longer version but no infinite. There could be an existent being that lives for 10 000 years, even 9 trillion years.

Yes fear of solipsism is ego. You are deep sleep, between every thought of ego you see the brain dead state of deep sleep that never leaves.

Everytime I eat lentil my face goes

Dont cum in a woman your bodies will develop relations beyond the sex. For literally years. It wont make her fall in love you thats BS. It might make her think about you but that dosent mean she even likes you.

Those 2 words dont belong together, its like saying dry water.

Yes they are basically lying about them. How can you find a cure for something if you dont feed it to the LLM. The LLM dosent think.

I dont beleive any prediction they say about Ai. They said the growth was going to be exponential originally and it came out like a wet fart. Its already stagnating. AI experts said we should be cured from every disease right now, but all AI is doing is fucking us over.

When you are closing your eyes there are 2 ways of sitting there. You can sit there and say I am looking at nothing ( like sleeping) or you can be actually looking for something. There is a field of energy to be seen while your eyes are closed its red so when your eyes are closed you should be actually looking. Lay on your stomach cup your hands over your eyes and look dont just sit there staring at nothing. You can zoom your vision far or close but try to see the field of energy not just saying nothing is there. You can see there is an infinite moving field of energy not nothing. Keep shifting your awareness till you see something and focus on it. It will be constantly moving. Look in the context that you are looking for an object in an Ispy book. When you close your eyes you are looking for something in the same way.

@aurum Its not theft you aren't taking anything. Copy write infrigment isn't theft its copying. The owner dosent lose anything. Words have definitions. Its not splitting hairs its definitionally not theft. You are justifying it to be theft. I'm using facts of what words mean. You are making up your own definitions to justify it being theft to Virtue signal.

@aurum its not split hairs the words are created because they dont mean the same thing. They are fundamentally different things. One is you stole my product and it no longer exists to me the other is you copied my ability to make a sale that dosent even exist. One you lost a physical thing the other you lost a potential that is non existent in the first place. Its like being able to the feed the poor for free but you dont cause you wont get money from it. You wont lose money from feeding the poor but you won't make any either so you decide to not feed them. God forbid the Venezuelan working a month for 5 dollars be able to watch a free movie play a video game or educate himself without bankrupting himself buying a book.

@Natasha Tori Maru Its a spiritual path. The yogi sees he is in a spot where he is too in survival mode to meditate so he drinks himself to death. Its in one of the spiritual stories. I drank because I was dealing with a problem I couldn't solve. The fear of death. Alcohol solved the problem by answering my question. Alcohol wasn't the problem creating suffering it was the solution. Once I ate shrooms the shrooms told me what I saw during my alcoholic death spiral was God. If I hadn't had that experience via alcohol I wouldn't have clicked to what God is. The experience alcohol gave me was essential to my awakening even if it didn't seem like it at the time. What i saw is that souls are infinitely intelligent and they are doing whatever they are doing at any given time purposefully even if we deem what they are doing to be stupid. What they are doing is perfect intelligence we just moralize reality too much. This moralizing is a projection of our own fear of death. Those who project morality fear God. The problem with alcoholics is that they don't just lay there the next day they let anxiety over take them and continue to move around instead of using this time to lay there and look at the back of their eyes not thinking. My buddy is an alcoholic and when he's hung over he gets anxiety so he goes and does stuff. I never did that I always layed there doing nothing. This gave me a connection to God.

@aurum Theft is taking something from someone, you aren't taking something from someone.

@aurum Its copywrite infringement not theft. Get your definitions straight.

Its very spiritual. Probably one of the most. I saw God and stared at it for 3 months with alcohol. Its great for meditation when you are hungover and don't want to move. There are many people who get born again via alcohol. You dont drink it to get high you drink it to get low. You wanna go to the bottom of the pit. Get shit faced and drool on yourself and prepare to witness God! People here are scared of God! Fuck the negative impacts you must go hard in life. Drinking 30 beers and putting myself into an alcoholic death spiral was the best thing I've ever done! You will feel the purest form of abandonment from the universe and merge with God. You wont get anywhere in life listening to sissies puttering around edges talking about liver damage. They have no faith in God. They dont listen to the spiritual teacher thay says whatever you do in life do it reckless abandon.

Its fine. Them saying its not is just a way to guilt trip you. Its copying information you aren't stealing anything. You are using your computer to copy a book really fast essentially. Corpos rob you blind everyday. If someone had a banana stand and I scanned a banana for a second and copied its dna then made one out of it and they said you stole my banana I would say f off you have your banana still right there. They would say i spent all that time picking that banana! Well good for you man. Go sell it to someone who cares. 'You are not entitled to the fruits of your labor'

You dont understand this simulation is meant to humble you. The more you struggle it will keep beating you down until you break.

@cetus The only reason you think that is because you are identified as the human. Death forces you to identify with the ocean of conciousness. You will be there and you will see it you will be it. There is a difference in witnessing deep sleep and being deep sleep. You never dissapear its coming to terms with that that is hard. You will know you are still there when you are dead. You can still think or be emotional when you are dead. When you fully die you will still be there not emoting just looking. You think deep sleep is nothing because you are not currently identifying with it. When you do you see its you and you exist forever.

You dont dissapear. You cant dissapear. You cant dissapear for eternity.

Its literally just made up bs so that a couple people won't take all the woman and so that men can have control over their wife, ie we make a rule that you cant have sex with my wife under God. People won't join their religion if you have to abstain from sex permanently. The preists and nuns do it but not the normies.

Repeat this thought to yourself. Whenever you find your mind drifting to wanting something outside yourself say , I am the main character of this story everyone else is a side character. The main character dosent need anything the story dosent give them. This will help you focus your mind on yourself.

Why don't you go pan handle. If you pan handle someone will offer you a job 100 percent if you are that big. Sadhguru said in a story that you can even pan handle in your room at night and it will work.

To awaken you might have to shit on yourself but I think after you awaken you can learn to be confident again. I think you are supposed to do that but I dunno.

I'm saying it in the sense that you are walking around life looking for something outside of yourself. IE checking out woman, trying to impress people. If you are outside your conciousness grasping for something you can repeat i am the main character i don't need to do or look for anything to bring yourself back to awareness, or just remeber that you are.