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Fk being woke.

@Judy2 Just ask, why do I do this and wait and listen without ego.

@Judy2 You can just ask yourself why you do it.

@theleelajoker i edit it before the reply but not before you physically started replying xd.

@Judy2 if you have anxiety it means you want to please them. If you didn't have anxiety it would mean you can be yourself and say what you want without anxiety. You can not know how to please them and still want to. That what leads to the anxiety. You feel you have to be a certain way but don't want too so you just shut down. The people pleasing aspect is still there and its whats causing the shut down. You can want to please them because you see them as an asset when you need or you can be doing it because you dont want to fail them. It can be many things. Like if I don't do what they want they will cut me off or not help me.

@theleelajokerI added it at the end. When I speak I speak in extremes to show a point of what you can do, and its okay. When I say fuck off retard I am making an extreme point. I speak in hypothetical extremes. She can be nicer if she wants or dosent have too. Its just an extreme hypothetical direction I am pointing too saying go in that direction.

You just need to be honest. 'When are you getting your degree?' 'Fuck off retard' Not 'When are you getting your degree?' *oh my God what should I say? I wasnt thinking about it, I dont really want to but I have to pretend that I want too or am interested in it, ect, ect ,ect.* Stop letting other peoples words effect your mental state. God created you not your parents, God will take care of you everywhere you go. You act weird cause you are trying to people please, its hard to do with parents but you gotta just say mind your own damn business. Ill get it when I want, if I want.

@Ninja_pig20 grams of shrooms I saw an alien. Its an alien simulation. We are an alien pretending to be a human and wearing the body like a headset. Like in a VR headset game. The aliens are doing the whole thing. The body dosent have conciousness its like a robot. You are alien farming a personality.

@StickI think if you look at the alien it will feel like you are dying. Like they suck the light out of your eyes. People who see them claim they are frozen like a deer in headlights and cannot move even tho they want to.

Kastrup says reality is mind when its not mind. Its something else. Hes mistaking the drone ( nothing) for mind. He is putting 2 seperate things together. Not the void of nothing that it truly is. At least from what I can remeber he says nature is mind. Your mind is reality but there is something that is no mind. That is more reality.

Personalities are strange to me. I dont know if they have anything to do with the body or life experiences. They might be entirely spiritual. The body might allow experession of the personality but if you got alzeihmers theres no saying that the person dosent have the same personality but the body isnt allowing it the soul to express the personality.

@Natasha Tori MaruTo me when Leo says it it sounds like he did it intentionally. Maybe im misreading and hes talking like an alcoholic vomiting all over himself. If your bf shit the bed on purpose you would be mad. Some people will eat their own shit to awaken.

@OBElerIts cause he told them he shit all over his floor and put shit and blood on his walls. If you tell someone that with no explanation as to why or how it benefited you they will just see you as crazy.

@Rafael ThundercatThese people create their own cages to fight out of. I bet they listen to recordings, CDs, internet, speakers. All of these are colonial.

@BasmanWatching these videos is part of a path. You look at them and go what the fuck is in there.

I really dont understand how you could spend your entire life trying to attract beautiful woman, alot are annoying as hell and use their attractiveness to extract from you. Thats what you want? You want to constantly be annoyed and fighting useless battles to feel special to have a body around that the person didnt even create? I am not saying every attractive woman is like this but a high majority of them develop ego around it and feel that just being there as a beautiful woman is somehow an accomplishment that should be admired. There are bigger things to achieve. Every guy in that picture would have no hope with those woman except with money that they want to extract from them. Being high status is a curse that should be fleed from not tried to be obtained.

There is no purpose its a shaggy dog joke. The purpose is to stay alert and anticipate the punchline.

Once you make someone react you are in their dreams.

@MajedIts threatening to a woman. You might think shes into you but shes just being nice to you so you dont murder her.

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I had a dream that contained a shaggy dog story and it reminded me of the cosmic joke. Shaggy dog story - a long, rambling story or joke, typically one that is amusing only because it is absurdly inconsequential or pointless also : of, relating to, or being a similar humorous story whose humor lies in the pointlessness or irrelevance of the plot or punch line In the dream I am in class and we are doing cartoons. The teacher gives us an assignment where we pick flowers in a jar that make a tea and we are supposed to make a 15 minute cartoon on how to the tea is or tastes. Everyone picks their jar and the teacher says there's 1 left and I gotta drink that one and it's the worst one. I'll say camomile tea only because I cannot remeber what it was and wasn't told. So I get my stuff together and the dream fast forwards to the end of the assignment where we are presenting. I completely forget everything about the project and I am looking at the final product and as I'm looking through the comic for the cartoon I'm like I didnt write this, this is trash. I see words here that I would never use it seems like my teacher wrote this for me. The teacher said she helped me and I'm like good grief I hate it. Then the cartoon for the project goes onto the projector and it starts off with a cop or sherif or captain and he's driving down a road. He's making turns and comes to a Cresent and stops in front of a house. A criminal runs inside and he opens fire on the house and kills the criminal. The police force comes and they give him a badge and ask if they should clean it up the scene now and he says not now to wait a few days to calm down. He gets his car and is escorted home. When he gets home his wife and child are being annoying. His wife is bitching at him and he's watching TV. His child is crying non stop and the scene turns very sad like he just wants some peace but he is surrounded by insane people. He quietly drinking alcohol by himself to drown out their annoyances. A day goes by his friend comes over and they talk about some things and go shopping or something and another day goes by and they decide to go back to the house the criminal was killed to clean it up. They get inside and the criminal is shot up and there are flies and its stinky. They put gloves on and they get closer and almost puke. The cop sees liquid on the floor that looks like a mixture of brains and anal leakage. He sticks his finger in it and bring it to his tongue to taste it. His partner says whats it taste like captain? And the cop says camomile tea. I burst out laughing in the dream. When I woke up I was reminded of the cosmic joke and the style of comedy that is the cosmic joke, and wanted to share the comedy of God. How your entire life seems like a drama until you get to the punchline and remeber that it was just a shaggy dog joke.

@theleelajoker They think its intuition like they are knowing something but its just nervous system and then ego making up a story about it. Intuition is just nervous system activating. If you want to try activation nervous system when you are walking behind a woman just pretend you are chasing her like a tiger. Don't change speed but full on feel and amp up your nervous system that you are chasing her. Heart rate up and ready to pounce.She will look behind her. Like amp it up like you are a lion chasing prey for the kill. You want to be calm the whole time even when doing it. Your nervous system can get activate and not respond and still be calm. You can have a panic attack and remain calm.

This is how you talk to a woman. Ignore everything except the last sentence, ask a question about the last sentence. Then challenge her, every 3rd or 4th question. It will break the barrier that you are agreeing with her on everything and it will make her nervous system change. If you talk to a woman and her nervous system dosent do anything they will get bored. You can use anything to disturb the nervous system, a joke, disgust, empathy, challenging ego, sexual theme. Then when you are walking trip and fall and laugh about it. Woman are in touch with thier bodies when their nervous system is stimulated they take it seriously. You can even stimulate your own nervous system and they will feel it. When I say ignore I dont mean zone out, listen but know its like a DBZ filler episode. You pay attention, you know what happened, but it has no reason to be thought about. Unless you want to bring it up as a joke or to show you were paying attention. You were but its in one ear out the other and dosent exist after its said. They will talk to themselves if they are interested in talking. Dont suggest activity sexually, if the woman wants to you will know. They will tell you by not leaving or not telling you to leave. If the girl wants to sleep with you on the first date they will hover you. On times I can remeber hooking up randomly, I knew and the only things I needed to say was after a date the girl ask me 'what do you want to do now?' And I remeber at a club I just told the woman - ' Your friends suck, come with me' I have never had success doing pick up, I havent tried. I only do it when I know. And you can have a higher chance by stimulating the nervous system. If you do it you will have a higher chance.

@enryuOr the 'my chair wouldnt want to get scratched by my cat'

I can see leo wants to say things but is stopping himself when he should just go all out on what he wants to say. If you want to say something and say no, I can't say that, you will get flustered in thought and lose flow. Because you are arguing with God on what should and should not be said. It takes alot of bravery to say what your brain wants to say without getting flustered. And thats what awakening is all about. At least in the 1st video I kinda see that. Not sure if its true. I watched the 2nd video and he popped off so that was better. But it seemed to instantly turn them off, but who cares.