Hojo

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@Psychedelic seeker People and animals and things you meet in reality do not have personalities. You create these personalities and pretend they exist. They are just 3d objects that emit sounds and are programmed to move in certain ways. Any emotions you think these things have are made up. This is even true for your own body and God is the thing pretending these things mean anything. Now pretend that God is the void inside of the machine its personalities are not part of the physical world its looking into to, these are created inside of a void that is looking into a machine and its each individual machine moving and looking around has one of these personalities, but only from the point of the view of one of the machines its looking out of. So the personalities arent coming from the other machines in the void, every personality exists in the same void where you think your mind is. Because the void where others minds are is the same void where your mind is as the void has one singular location in space and time everywhere in 3D.

@Psychedelic seeker You are treating him like he is existing when he isnt you are creating him answering you. He isnt creating you asking him. You are creating all his contradictions that you see. You are creating the entire forum because you cant know that you arent.

@theleelajoker 'Second statement: That's an opinion, not a fact. Moreover - maybe not stop it yet? Who knows, maybe consciousness needs to learn how to be on its own?' that requires being nothing which is what moksha might be. Its the end of struggle with being with yourself. And you become nothing forever. Once you hit nothing you are going to want to do something even if you dont want to do nothing for 5 minutes 6 minutes 10 days 27 days 7 months 18 years it dosent matter you will want to do something and respawn. We are talking infinitely being nothing. God is like a being in a room with infinite freedom but the ultimate freedom is to not use the infinite freedom because its not real and God knows that and this is the source of Gods loneliness. It dosent want to be nothing and it dosent want to be alone it has infinite freedom to do anything. Attachment to infinite freedom is what hurts God.

@Psychedelic seeker Once leo wakes up he becomes God of us all. When you wake up you become God of us all. So from perspective of dream characters its true. God is infinitely waking up all its dream characters waking up at the same time forever creating this infinite bliss. Leo is talking from his perspective like he is God but hes not right now he is in a lower dimension then Top Dog God and is Top Dog God right now at the same time. It is kind of egoic but he is just speaking the truth and he sees that he is God of the universe. You are too Everything is visual hallucination from inside a machine. But the brain is tuned somewhere and we see eachother and God did that.

@Psychedelic seeker They exist as sub personalities in a higher God. As he is the God of the Dog God is the him of us. And right now you are it dreaming one of its characters perspectives so its the exact same way as it is when you are dreaming paradoxically. The dream dog exists, only when hes looking at it. And its real everything is real.

God is infinite personality that you are creating.

@Wisebaxter Oh ok I didnt get how she was sounding over the text.

@Wisebaxter she might have just wanted to hang out, sounds like a crazy person would say that to come over unless she was violent or something. Jut taking shots in the dark at the odd behaviour. Like let me come look as a way to invite herself over instead of asking cause she wouldnt ask that would make it seem like she needed someone and everyone needs her. She could be so abused that this is how people have told her to act. You could have had one of those romance movie things where you secrelty date a mega hot pornstar and she falls in love with you cause everyone else sucks and you were actually cool and everyone she has sex with is boring. And she was seeing you didnt want to have sex with her but everyone else did. Or you could have got jumped. This is God

All I see is a machine swinging its arm back and forth

@Selfnaught non self reflecting thought. Its like a dream where the second you think something its gone so you act without thinking. You have a thought its comes out your brain hits your skull then bounces back to you and you can decipher whether you want to have it do it whatever to the thought. When you are egoless the thought forms expands and there is no skull to reflect it back so it goes out to infinity. Since there is no time in these spaces its impossible to imagine how these people are experiencing these things but they know that they are experiencing them. Ego is the thought returning to you to decipher it. In spirit we don't have to self reflect as there are no consequences for your actions you have infinite time to do what you need to do. In reality there are consequences so we must have self reflection to survive. Pretend as if dream state you have personality but you aren't self reflecting rhats pure personality. Ego is personality reflect back on itself Ita like you are having a dream thats more real than any dream you have ever had and contradictory is the real reality and this is a dream to self reflect on who you are in that reality.

Its where and when and why and how you are in reality. You are every personality so when it changes slowly you don't notice and when it changes fast you can see God. Personality is different from ego I think. I think you can be egoless and have personality as personality is God ego is like satan its trying to lock God down. You dont need to think to have a personality you need to think to have ego as it is thought.

@Rigel There is a specific moment or a few specific moments in life where you disassociated from God it happens in childhood. Ego is formed when this disassociation happens. Ego is literally nothing but it exists its a dimension of God. Its kinda just selfish thought forms and actions. Or thoughts specified towards your specific character. Any thought that stops your mind from not thinking. Conciousness cant run from anything so it made a way to run by dissociating. A disassociation is literally nothing.

Your imagination is projecting your body into existence and every has the same imagination and everyone is spawning from this imagination source and is being projected by it. You are inside infinite imagination projecting yourself. When your mother is gone she is still there in infinite imagination and when you think of her you are pulling a version our of infinite imagination and saying thats her. If we cut your eyes out you would see that you aren't seeing your mother out of your eyes in direct reality, light is being projected into the brain to see your mother. You are inside your brain and any idea you have ever had of your mothers is from inside your brain. So you have never seen the true projection of your mother or anyone. Literally behind your mother when you see her irl is your own brain matter. Behind the wall is brain matter. Behind the door is brain matter. Inside or outside (depending where you are) of any closed system(a box, a room a house ) is brain matter,If taken scientifically this is the case. This is kind of what is being said about God except instead of brain matter its a void of nothing.

Probably on meth

I don't know if God will allow immortality of the human body. Its not that good you are already immortal. This is just a place to come for awhile you have to get mind wiped so spawning as an immortal in this plane that can be controlled by someone other than you could be hellish. But I think science should be able to make humans immortal with the power of ai. It should be able to show us our blind spots. Science and spirituality combined could be a spot for human to come and become immortals in life guranteed but not in ways of keeping the body just by allowing us to be as comfortable as possible while we spiritually transend.

When you are having a panic attack you are subconciously creating the symptoms of a panic attack. I dealt with them for a very long time. Basically you get a thought of just fear and then your breathing begins to change you enter fight or flight and then since your breathing is changing you get light headed and then since that is happening you think you are going to die or pass out. Breathe into a paper bag when this is happening it helps as it limits your air supply and slow your breathing down. There is nothing there but fear nothing bad is happening there is just a massive fear entity in front of you but its not you. Watch the fear and let it pass and breath into paper bag if you have to. If you are mentally powerful you can stop this fear right now. Nothing will happen its just mind stuff. One time i had one at work and freaked out and called the ambulance and it was very embarrassing but I dealt with this stuff without any help for 20 plus years. And I was paying attention to what was happening so I can reflect on what is happening during panic attack. Most of the panic attack is dealt with by breathe control

When I first woke up spiritually ,I just start walking for 7 hours a day down the same straight road for like 4 months.

@Keryo Koffa I think god is a real creature and we are in a spot in its body. We could be in its ass right now. When you lose your identity you lose the spot you thought you were in and can potentially go anywhere in gods body and gods body is infinite like your own body. But most of the time you get sucked into the Head

I think children do but adults say its crazy so they stop. I beleive the mind gets out of non duality through dreams. When we are babies we dont know what dream or waking state it so its like we just spawn and then stuff is happening and then we fall asleep and then crazy things start happening and we cannot understand what is happening and which is taking place in which realm.

see God. The feeling of love is akin to the creator of the universe coming to specifically you and granting you access to heaven by pushing on your forehead. It dosent go away. What humans think as love like boyfriend and girfleidn or mother and father is not even close to the same feeling. It should almost be considered a different emotion entirely. The difference between feelings between human love and Gods love is further than a having a perfect life and having a life depressed and homeless on the streets. Its Mad love. I didnt become a more loving being outwardly after ward that takes more time. But mentally I have become very loving. My heart chakra still closed and as you, I am not willing to open it yet. There are things in your life you can do to become more open by doing nice things and being open and not beating yourself over anything. Reality is like a way to directly experience metaphysical feelings without knowing how to do it specifically. There are ways to experience it but you have to do other things first. Like get a girlfriend or house or pet, if you do these you will get good feelings. There is a way to just get those feelings whenever you want and that is from seeing God because you see God is your girlfriend and God is always there and you can just let yourself feel the feelings just sitting there. God is more your girlfriend than your girlfriend is your girlfriend. So if God created your girlfriend and your girlfriend made you feel good why couldnt God make you feel that good by being there? Let God make you feel good.

@emil1234 thats what you want. The point is to dissociate with body mind and reassosiate with void.

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knowing creates baggage if they identify with their iq they identify with science and math more than nothing. If they knew nothing and were 150 iq they would know god

Me too and my brain is messed up because of it. It is a long process to change back and you need the help of God to return to normal. I think I was so scared of dying i dissasosiated and cause many mental problems.