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I saw a wheel one time but it looked like a water wheel. Like there was a circular river of souls and then at one end there was a water wheel that the souls rode.

They get special treatment. I can say I hate Christians, the second I saw I hate Jews Im somehow like a racist. We are forced to love them for no reason why are we not forced to love Christians? All because of the holocaust, I cant say, I hate Jews, holocaust can happen to any religion, thats kinda weird. We are forced to love them and they think anyone who isnt a Jew is dirt. You think Jews love you if you are not Jewish? No way they take their shit seriously. They have their own special terms they have created like zionist or anti semitism(which is a word created to make it seem like hating Jews is the same as hating black people as a whole). Christians dont have that why not? Why do Christian Nations care more about Jewish safety than Christian? Kinda weird. I dont fkin care about the Jews but if I said that I would be considered an anti Semite, then if I turned around and said I hate Christians, nothing, no defense, nobody cares. Jews are professional victims.

It does but you make up the reason. You making up the reason is pointing to you and why you are seeing it. If you saw God you will see that everything including the excruciating heartbreaking times happened for a reason and a very good reason in both senses of the meaning. For instance i see the void i become the void when it happened i didn't like it at all then later I found out I needed that peice of information to awaken. And I needed to get heartbroken to reach a low enough state to see it. In reality nothing is happening but you are narrating it in a specific way and God put you there to see it in a specific way.

Its a feature God has everything. It created a simulation or dream that will cuck itself when it forgets what it is. If you obssess over women then you dont get it. Then when you start masturbating you lose confidence and drive to go for them. Think of your mental from before you long relationship then think of your mental now. It was a long time you were probably not that influenced by sex or thoughts of sex. You were probably an innocent boy. Now you leave it and you are obssesed with it cause it was so good. Now you are like why am I not getting any? Cause the dream is reading you and it dosent give you what you want. Sadhguru - If you are a window shopper you are a rapist. You are a threat to God. If God give you the reigns you would do weird shit. This is the nature of attachment.

What did he look like?

@CARDOZZO Yes you can. You have been doing it unknowingly your whole life. You are a pure fantasy but you can be any fantasy you want. We need to look at the meta data of our lives to see what we are doing. For instance a baby drops his sandwich. The baby cries that he dropped his sandwich. Science says that the baby dropping its sandwich and the baby crying do not correlate at all. The baby dropped the sandwich then spontaneously started crying for no reason. The baby crying that it dropped its sandwich is the meta data of reality. So you need to look at your own meta data and you can make up anything you want. The meta data is a fiction but reality reacts to it. In theory you should just be able to walk down the street in a funny way and tell your self and beleive its because you are a pimp and reality should react to you that way.

To find God. In the wheel on samsara they say the human is the only one thats able to see God. Even the God's cant see God.

There is something there witnessing it. That which is not will be witnessing it. The same way, that which is not is witnessing your dreams.The same way that which is not is witnessing your deep sleep. The same, that which is not that is witnessing your life. You are not you you are that which is not you. That which is not never goes away its here right now and when in deep sleep and in dreams. That which is not can have 2 ways of being. Aware and not aware. When death comes you will be an aware of, that which is not ,and a not aware of that which is not. Until you stop becoming unaware and are a fully aware, of that which is not for infinite. Cause thats all there is.

Imagine you see a man kneeling you go over to talk to him and suddenly you are cut in half without seeing him move.

@PurpleTreeAnother one

This was the only poster on my wall when I was a kid.

Fear. In Hinduism they say if you kill a snake you get something called naga dosha where you get uncontrollable fear as if you kill the snake and it goes into your reptile brain and scares you controllably. Recently I saw a video by sahguru it was ai I think and it said that when you are seeing truth snakes just appear in your visual field. You could say the forbidden fruit is knowledge of the self. Once you know you are alive, you know you are going to die and you fear. I remember the first time I came from jerking off I had a panic attack and knew I was going to die. I thought I broke my body and I feel like I disassociate from God at that moment. I was like 9 and people told me not to do it and I did it and something came out and I thought I was dying. I dont think jerking off is something God does. Theres nothing to jerk off too.

I was thinking about this too and I think the simple answer is reaction. For instance saying I am the best person and feeling pride is ego. Saying in the best person and feeling nothing isn't.

@Sugarcoat i saw it. After so many days or months of struggling eventually my aware state and deep sleep state merge together and I become God. Perma deep sleep. But you have to go through all your left over shit by yourself. Thats why people meditate they are focusing on nothing so when they die they won't struggle. No attachments always brain dead. Thats mukti no struggle on death instant respawn or no respawn. The problem is dont know how you will react until you get there. You dont see the fruits of your labour until its over. Its sort of like being grounded in your room by your parents but forever. God won't let you out until you stop pouting. Since there's no sun or light you dont know how long it takes. You can only know by how many times you fall asleep and wake up in nothing. When it happened to me it felt like I spent 3 solid months in nothing. Then I randomly woke up in my own same body that I died in the next morning. And now I understand the saying die before you die and you never die again. When your aware and sleep merge together into deep sleep you are looking directly at Shiva. When I eat shrooms the deep sleep state showed itself to me while I was awake and said remeber me? I am real. And I am always with you. Even when you are dead. So how do I know? Shiva showed and told me.

@Sugarcoat no but you are aware when you wake up. You will wake up and still be in the deep sleep space, aware that you are existing in nothing. Its like if this world never existed and you are there in nothing. Hours go by days go back years go by and you are aware that you are existing. You will have periods of being aware and not aware. So you still have deep sleep states but that and being aware are the same thing. Theres no difference between being asleep and awake in the state except you will know you are there. Like the deep sleep space is just you not struggling. If you woke up and were still in the deep sleep space you would struggle. You would say WTF is happening ! And you will say where is everyone where am I? I died and I'm all alone forever!

@Sugarcoat your aware its happening. Imagine you wake up in the morning and there's nothing there but you know there's nothing there and you just sit there. You can still think you can still emote. Its like your ears plugged, eyes sewn shut ,mouth sewn shut, body tied together you cant move but you know you are there. Then you go to sleep after 16 hours and experience the same thing nothing. Then you wake up and you experience everything sewn shut again then go to sleep wake up over and over for infinite time. Forever not 100 years not 1000 years more than 1 million years. Its so long you lose concepts of everything and just cry out for experience. Its like I have no mouth but want to scream I have no eyes but want to see i have no ears but want to hear i have no body but want to move. I'm by myself but want other people. If you came out of death you would want the horrible reincarnation over death. You would beg for it. You would say please God I want to experience something.

You should be scared of death. Its the scariest fkin thing ever.

1 minute is the first step towards infinite time.

@hundreth did the garbage coming in change or was it censored? Does the AI contain the same information it already had or did they add information? And no I do not know how they work.

End game is global domination for any country except Canada.

I like to do it around other people alot of distractions at home or i just end up falling asleep. Go sit in a restaurant and just close your eyes and listen you can zone out instantly. Around others you can relax but still be alert. I've never done one but I would probably fare better around other people.

Never not even my dream. Something odd I have trained my brain to think about sex non stop but it never comes up in dream or trips or anything. The last time I had sex in a dream I was 12. Its like its completely not in my subconscious mind but in my regular mind.

One time I saw a 6 ft 5 masculine man ( like tall big man not muscle bulky prob 350)walk in the room and every single woman looked at him and he didn't make a sound.I saw every woman unconciously look at him. Like they turned around to look even tho they didn't know he was there. Like big tall fatish deep voice and eyes not moving is masculine. Like a gorilla not body builder. Energy wise nothing in the room should make you flinch or more your eyes. Basically gorilla energy. They don't move because they find the person nessasrily attractive but because there is a gorilla in the room. Its almost like they look cause its scary. Trying to be attractive is feminine so a body builder is feminine energy.

@BlueOak An AI cant be bigoted. Its not even self reflective. Its purely logical. Unless you are claiming elon musk programmed it to hate jews which is a massive claim to make. I'm pretty sure he just said he toned the censorship down. Which is what happens with every AI when you tone its censorship down. I have no seen that much anti jew rhetoric on Twitter im pretty sure they banned it. I haven't seen it put out racism.

Posting on a forum is doing something.