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Thats what dying is. Its like being put on a timeout in a dark room that you cant move think hear or speak in. You cant look away and you have to sit there and deal with it. Eventuall you deal with it and respawn but you dont know when. So you come to a peaceful state where you just stop struggling and stare for infinite time. You are stuck in nothingness right now you just can't handle it so you pretend something is here.

When you sit here and read this you have many feelings of pressure in your body. Your lungs against your bone your skin on the seat your contorted muscles from bad posture. Feet on the floor is pressure between you and the floor. A cat jumps on your lap you feel pressure of its body and it feels pressure against your body. You both exists together in the same location as the same pressure. Your lips closed the feeling of pressure between them, eye lids close pressure against eyeballs and eyelids. Speaking is just the feeling of pressure of vibrating cords Even your ego has pressure. Every relationship is a bit of pressure on the ego you can take it as far or as close as you want. You have pressure with your bank account, school, and any other social construct. This is a list from chat gpt about pressure in everyday life Physical Pressures Atmospheric Pressure: The force exerted by the weight of the air on a surface. Fluid Pressure: The force exerted by a liquid or gas. Geological Pressure: The intense force from the weight of rock layers and tectonic plates. Acoustic Pressure: The local change in pressure caused by a sound wave. Radiation Pressure: The mechanical pressure that electromagnetic radiation, such as light, exerts on a surface. Hydrostatic Pressure: The pressure exerted by a fluid at rest due to gravity. Pneumatic Pressure: The pressure exerted by a compressed gas. Biological Pressures Blood Pressure: The force of blood against the walls of blood vessels. Osmotic Pressure: The pressure that prevents the flow of water across a semipermeable membrane. Turgor Pressure: The pressure of fluid inside a plant cell against its cell wall. Intraocular Pressure: The fluid pressure within the eye. Root Pressure: The osmotic pressure in a plant's roots that helps push water upward. Cerebrospinal Fluid (CSF) Pressure: The pressure of the fluid surrounding the brain and spinal cord. Figurative Pressures Social Pressure: The influence or expectations from peers, family, or society to think, feel, or act a certain way. Financial Pressure: The stress caused by financial obligations, debt, or job insecurity. Performance Pressure: The feeling of being expected to meet a high standard, such as in academics or sports. Time Pressure: The stress of having a deadline or not having enough time to complete a task. Self-Imposed Pressure: The stress someone places on themselves to achieve personal goals or meet high standards of perfection. All of these pressures are the exact same thing they are not different. All mental constructs the exact same mental construct. When you see God its like experiencing anti pressure in everyone of these pressures. Every single one of these expands into nothing and experiences no pressure. The anti pressure pushes out with no pressure returned on it. And the feeling of you leaves as you thought you were the pressures(physical biological and mental). But you are both anti pressure and pressure and can release at any moment. You can relieve pressures of life by will alone, via relationships and interactions with people and life in general. If you do that enough, with everything, your soul will glow a golden light and you will begin to experience physical anti pressure.

I have attachment due to my neglect as a child. I always try to impress people or be nice which leads to me not being myself. I found out that if I just say I hate that person in my head I stop doing it and chill out. Do you think that saying I hate someone is judgment? I don't actually hate them but it helps me deal with trying to people please and judging myself. This leads to better communication as I am being natural after saying it.

Praise God

@ExploringReality Keep yapping keyboard warrior. You argue like a 12 year old girl. Projection again as you are attacking me and then telling me to calm down. You cannot not show your lack of intelligence. You are the gaslighting projecting 12 year old girl with your panties in a twist. The person threatening violence over and over again is the one that needs to calm down.

@PenguinPablo me too i dunno what those tapes are doing but I feel myself leaving my body at the end for no reason. I did 4 or 5 so far and it keeps happening.

@ExploringReality Your new nickname is wet noodles. May God reflect that back at you. You are also calling me a keyboard warrior while being one. Everything you say is a projection. A keyboard warrior is someone who threatens violence with a keyboard. Everytime you speak you show you are clueless.

I am trying the gatway tapes and they make my body feel weird everytime I do one.

@ExploringRealityIt is nonsense thats what I am pointing out. Calling a comment I make pointing out nonsense as nonsense is negative IQ.

@ExploringReality You thinking im desperate to convince you is ego. I just called you dumb and stopped talking. If i was desperater to convince you I wouldnt call you dumb. I dont care about what you think.

Pretend you are a young adult you are in love with someone and with them for a long time. Something happens you break up you cannot come to terms with it. You reject reality and ball up the emotion. You have dreams about the person and 10 years later you are still thinking about them from time to time. A thought comes into your mind of the heartbreak you see that there is a version of yourself that is grieving still in your mind this version of yourself is still going through those moments in life. You from your present version of yourself can fix this via logic and language. You can heal the wound of a past version of yourself from the present moment and the thought wont exist anymore. Now there is a version of you in the future that exists right now and you are in the present as a thought in the mind of the future version of yourself that your future self hasn't figured out how to stop yet. When it does your current existence will change into the next irritations of thoughts that your future self will solve. You cant move onto the future self until you heal the past cause you are your future healing the past right now. Now picture there is a dead version of yourself in your farthest future that is sitting there right now in between all these thoughts and you see it when you sleep and close your eyes. Every thought in your head is like a past or future self talking in the head of a dead thing. Logically you should be able to enter heaven by just thinking the thought I am in heaven right now. The thought isn't being created by you its a future self thats in heaven saying follow me. You dont have free will to create thoughts and aren't in control of them. But you do get the choice to follow them.

@Princess Arabia There's no one to not be able to have the conversation. There's no one to be done with the conversation. How can you know you are done with the conversation? How do you know you won't continue it at a later time? More contradicting statements. How do you know you cant keep explaining it?

@Princess Arabia Do you realize you can't have conversations or arguments or debates like this. It dosent work for either party. You act like you are someone and make truth statements based around nothing and try to argue them without following proper structure. There cant be two people not having a conversation you are either a human while talking or debating or you dont exist and cant debate. You flip flop constantly. You are basically saying you are lying to make a point thats just lying not making a point. You have to stick to one side.

@Princess Arabia no one can get it because its logically contradictory you are saying I see a boat then saying there is no I to see it. How can you even be coming to these conclusions if you dont exist?

@Princess Arabia if you touched the sun the burned your hand and then the next day reached out and flinched as a memory comes forth that you will get burned you are saying that energy isn't a past version of you that was traumatized at getting burnt by the sun its a completely random expression coming from nowhere? I don't beleive that. Its clearly linked to the body.@James123

@James123 Where did it come from? Was it just implanted in their mind?

@James123Heal what? A past version of themselves that still exists in their psyche right now?

@James123Then what are thoughts about traumas of the past. Why go to therapy to quite your mind and come to terms?

@James123You cant force it the thought itsnt coming from you its coming from your higher self you cant force a thought. If you say I am going to think about being in heaven then say in your mind I am in heaven you arent saying it or forcing it your future self is telling you from its current state of mind. You dont have control to think it. You can pretend you are doing it or you can pretend your higher self is forcing it. You can easily structure it as if your higher self is forcing it into you so you follow it.

@Joshe Yes we have all felt it. But if you do it still as a man then you are missing something your child self came up. The emotion you feel is coming from you not the experience. And has nothing to do with the experience the experience bring out an emotion you don't let yourself feel.

You are too old to fall in love that quick. This reminds me a of time I watched goofy and his son on cartoons and he got a girlfriend and I fell in love with his girlfriend and cried when the show was over.

@Joshe i did a test before and it said i was the traumatized version of intj.

Blaming myself for other people's opinions about me. This gives you super power of hyper empathy.

@UpperMaster its like deep sleep. Only you are aware you are in it. It feels like you are one side a black hole looking at the other side of the black hole which is also you. And something weird happens where you are both sides of the black hole looking at itself from the middle of it and you cant move or talk or breathe. Like you feel you are one side and the other side but you can't be those sides you are something else you are the empty middle. This is happening in real life right now. You think you are human looking at the screen but you aren't you are the middle looking at both side from the point of view of one of the sides.