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@IshangaYou are a sadhguru cuck the only reason you are commenting is cause I said something against sadhguru. Saying I represent crazy in the world is not constructive criticism you gaslight. If I represent crazy you represent husbands watching their wives suck another mans dick. Its just constructive criticisms man listen to me.

@Ishanga projection. Anytime someone resorts to insults on another its projection by definition.

I respect his Knowledge and wisdom i dont respect him. He dosent even exist.

@Peo i didn't love myself. No one in my life love me. When someone finally did i lost it. I can do it now a bit but its hard for me from my programming . I didn't even know what love mean.

@TheSelfWhat differences did you feel from saying om and saying aum. And have you tried knowing and focusing on the meaning of the word? You said earlier not to do that because sadhguru said you dont need the meaning.

@TheSelfIm not angry. I am simply stating that we dont know what geometric patterns or energetic patterns do what. The difference between oh m and aum in a frequency coming out of your mouth is not known to any of us. Its cool and interesting that sounds can make patterns but to say one is better than the other when you dont know is wrong thinking. I am trying to help. Blindly following what sadhguru says is wrong and I learn this and am just sharing too. There is a video I saw of sadhguru and he says why are you saying what I am saying? Parrot sadhguru like this is a form of worship and you dont need sadhguru. When I write I sound angry but its just the way I write it dosent come out angry in my head. I also look and sound angry in real life when I am not. If someone talk to me like I talk to people I would probably think they are angry too. But I think its just a by product of me arguing with myself all the time. You are dreaming sadhguru. The dream sees the parrot that allows for false information to come in via sadhguru. If you constantly do this you are now a slave to whatever sadhguru says. You are the guru. Life itself is trying to gaslight you out of being yourself.

@SalvijusI guess the Bhagavad Gita just mis understood. The supreme being got it wrong. Its the same sound.

@TheSelfWhat are the differing effects between saying om and aum. What kind of geometric energy changes happen when you say one or the other? I dont need sahdguru videos linked to me I have seen them all I know you dont know and are just parroting sadhguru. I know you havent tried both and I knew you were going to link me a sahguru video. Because I have already parroted this. I know the only reason you are saying this is cause sadhguru said it. Every other spiritual teach says OM.

Today I had a nap and I dream of my opinion of Palestine and Isreal. I was walking down a train tack the representation of the split between nations. Jews and Palestine were walking down the tracks attacking eachother very sensitive and getting angry. I got tired of the whining and I started antagonizing them both to fight eachother. I tell one that the other said something derogatory about their mothers and they got so offended I laughed very hard. And then I did it to the other in reverse and they got offended and I laughed very hard. My soul tells me my opinion its a big joke to make you angry. It was so funny to me that I could just make up shit about their mothers and they would get so offended like they wanted to be mad at eachother and there was nothing to do but stoke the fire. I saw there was nothing else to do because they were both so stupid and childish. I was crying laughing in my dream I don't know why it was so funny but the representations of them were so stupid it felt like I was grabbing one sides finger and poking the other side, both knew I was doing it but freaking out on the other one cause they wanted too do it. They didn't like eachother, even tho I was the one antagonizing them, and they knew I was, they started fighting eachother. And that was funny to me.

Take so much you cant tell. Take so much your imagination falls on the floor in front of you and you say oh my God i don't have eyes.

@TheSelf try to say it and think the meaning of it. It means waking sleeping and deep sleep. The word can be used and a concept container. There is no other word for these states combined if you think about these concepts together and say the word it gives it more power and will feel weird. It might pronounced that way but its not spelled that way. Thats like saying its not comb its caum. Same shit. 90 percent say om. Even in the video it says aum as a pronunciation. So I don't know why you are being so pedantic.

@Xonas PitfallA man just wants to be unconditionally accepted and loved, so that he may surrender his life because he dosent want to think. If you watch old people the woman is telling the man what to do at every aspect of life because he dosent want to think. A woman wants control over the man. She wants someone to protect her and take care of her. She wants the man to surrender his life to her. I dont mean succubus as in a demon like the definition says I mean in the way that she wants something from the man and the only thing man wants is to be loved. They already have everything else. So a man dosent have someone that will unconditionally love him and thats what he wants. Woman already has that and wants what the man has absolute freedom. They exchange these for partnership. The trick is the woman will never unconditionally love the man, the man will unconditionally love the woman. She will change him to what she wants. If there was a gunfight the woman will run and the man will gunfight to protect. If the man asked the woman to gunfight instead she would refuse. If there was a woman that would gunfight its cause they have been abused and manipulated by the man in a uno reverse card type way. This is why men become obsessed with God. They are like WOW there is something out there that literally unconditionally loves me to no end! And now I am in love with it forever. They also fall in love with their war buddies cause its unconditional love.

@Xonas PitfallYes we were brain washed via media. Hard. My problem is wanting prince charming is inherantly succubus. Wanting someone to die for is not.

@Princess ArabiaIt hasnt happened just once. Its happened at least twice to me. It happened another time and I rejected the woman and she lost it on me. She was a my roomate in like a boarding house and then everyone in the building started not talking to me. I find when you insult a womans beauty she gets very angry internally. Cause womans value is beauty. And men is supposed value sex. If man rejects that must mean you are very ugly. Then anger comes.

My favourite show growing up was boy meets world. So I looked at life like that. Like we were supposed to meet one person and fall in love forever. That illusion was shattered when I tried and it literally cannot work in real life. Its impossible.

@Xonas PitfallIts initially seen from men that women are angels fairies pixies. Basically innocent beings that can do no wrong. They dance around and act cute are clean and are open more than men. Men are dirty warriors they arent supposed to have identities and are supposed to act like robots. Meanwhile we are programmed towards the feminine cause the government needs to herd us. If men were true warriors the government cant exist.

Whats happening to men in the West is actually disgusting on so many levels is beyond demonic.

@Xonas Pitfall they are 60 percent succubus. Men are actually the angels. The angels get conned into this via the body chemistry and society. A man is born innocent and remains innocent until corrupted by outside forces. You are innocent and get gaslit by literally everyone to think you arent. Then you become corrupt. Men arent looking for this type of stuff they want a woman to love. The man will give his life for the woman and the woman never will. Thats true love (from the man). When women look for love they look for someone to take care of them and help them. The man just wants to give himself away to the woman. Men are born and told that true love exists and that they will find a woman and they will be together forever and they beleive it and when they realize its not true they become disdained because they put themselves on the line for someone who dosent actually care about them the same way they put out. And that type of love rarely exists here. All a man wants is to be with someone who will love them. But they get gaslit into thinking that they actually just want sex when women are way more sexual. Then the woman does perverted things to the man and it makes him perverted.

@Xonas Pitfall men are taught they are disgusting for being sexual and woman are seen to not be like that. They are seen to be more loving and caring. There are massive double standards when it comes to me and women in terms of sex and its in favor of women. A woman text me she ask me if she could give me a blowjob I said no I'm not attracted to you. Then she asked again and again and again. I said no I'm not attractive. I tell my mother and she said she likes me and I should give her a chance. If me as a man texted a woman that I want to eat her pussy and she said no and I kept doing it the cops would be called. Society wonders why no ones dating and its because if double standards like this. Fast forward to 4 years later she was still doing it. I thought I was stuck in a karmic loop so I said ok. We did it then she started pushing feelings on me. I trust you you make me feel good. I told her to fuck off. The she goes and talks about how im uncaring I'm always the bad guy in any scenario cause I'm a man. She treated me like a peice of meat and I did it back after hounding me for 4 years and I'm the bad guy. This woman stole my phone number from a list of work phone numbers to do this too.

@OBElerI was in death state for 3 months then I woke up. Basically I was waking up seeing I was stuck in a sleep state and freaking out over and over and then slowly my freak outs got less and less and then I enter a state of no freaking out and both states awake and asleep merge together and you are just brain dead retard staring at nothing forever as you have no idea how much time is passing.I could have woken up as a baby coming out of a vagina and wouldnt have been able to question it. Im not talking about 3 months in reality I am talking about 3 months in sleep state but aware I was in it. And the only reason I knew it was 3 months is because as I was coming back into the dream I saw a calendar that flipped 3 pages on it. When I woke up the next morning I wasnt even hungover ( after drinking 27 beers) I just felt like I had died for that long and I just said it was a dream. I was very happy to be alive for like 2 weeks after then my depression come back.I experienced life normally I went to school and did other stuff, nothing bad happened to my body, but my soul was crushed. Then 8 years later I take mushrooms and the mushrooms told me that I was actually there experiencing it and it happened to me.And it pointed this out and I saw consciousness via logic. Imagine a baby is born. The baby has 0 concept of time or anything. It just wakes up and cries and cries and cries until it falls asleep. Its like that. If the baby wakes up and cries and cries and goes to sleep for 3 months it has no idea 3 months has passed its just waking up and crying for a long time. If the baby wakes up and cries and cries and there no one there to comfort it it feels absolute abandonment.

@OBElerNo I wasnt here. I was in another place. When you leave this reality time dosent exist. You can spend an eternity in a second. It feel like a 3 months. It was 1 night. I woke up the next morning and felt like I was dead for 3 months.

0 I didnt even want to go out with my first girlfriend but people told me I should. Then I fell in love and went mad. Because falling in love is madness. I only had 1 and I saw everything. When we break up I felt like I was dying and I was like why do I feel like I am dying. Then I said Oh my God I am seeing my invisible self. I used to have panic attack cause of fear of death and when me and my gf broke up i started having them the same way. And I connect the dots and see the identity. No woman has asked me out but I have had many ask to give me a bj. They treat me like a peice of meat. It has nothing to do with your attractiveness. If you were in an attractive body the person would be the same. Women are like men when it comes to sex with attractive guy. You just have a made up fantasy that they are fairies and angels. They are just as ruthless and disgusting as men with sex maybe even more.

If you take psychedelic then take weed after even like a week after you will trip hard. One time after shrooms I took weed and it looked like my entire visual field was sand art and something was blowing it away to reveal a void. I was walking down the street when it happened to me and I had to stop and put my head against a wall and stand there like a cray person till it stopped. Its like your third eye is still kinda open and the weed opens it.

Gods in you right now and its not loving a dog turd. The only God. Change it. If you use your imagination and think about dog shit all day you will become more God like.

Its just the internet imo. Take the internet away everything changes back. People arent getting bored or when they get bored they instantly go to the internet. Instead of feeling the emptiness within and running away. Reality moves out of boredom.