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This just shows that doing research will make you fulfilled over not doing research. It shows that if you have no engagement with something you dont identify with it and therefore are not proud of it. It said people who used nothing and people who used search engine got the same amount because they engaged or looked for something. The should have the gpt users have an engaging part of the essay like a brain puzzle to beat without gpt and see if they feel more proud. It dosent say if the people failed the ssay if they would have a sense of pride either.

Yes. Anybody who tells you to do better is projecting. Accept this and then you will do better naturally. The reason trump can act and talk the way he does is because he was born an elite he was told he is always right. His mind programmed differently. If trump was born into your situation he would be where you are. Now take your situation and ask yourself could I act like that? No you probably couldn't go into the white house and start saying crazy shit because of self conciousness you would instantly fold. This is because of shit you had no control over its the only difference. If your body was born into his situation you would be different. What spirituality is is to get into his shoes in your current situation. Pretend you were born in am elite situation. The programming is unconcious we need to be concious now. Not angry not sad or emotional. Confident and always right but never arrogant. Just having confidence in what your imagination is telling you. You aren't the body you are the reaction. If your screen was a game you are like an imaginary invisible explosion of qualia in your field. You the energy and qualia can explode into any kind of energy you want and bring it into the field it dosent matter what happens or what anyone says. You can let go of life and focus on the qualia cause its only mechanical you literally can't do anything in the light. You yourself are acknowledging you cannot do anything about your situation in life, then do something that can do something about the situation. Use your energy (you) to explode a certain qualia into your field. The reason people can do shit like this is cause they think they are always right. Theu are exploding special qualia that you aren't thats it. If you go to sleep the last second before going to sleep you can feel a certain qualia and you will wake up with more of it. The next day you will feel more of that as you generate it from the void. So before you go unconcious from sleep feel very confident and wake up with more. That means you can go to sleep and feel the qualia of sitting in an elite spot and feel it the second you fade into oblivion and you will wake up with more of that qualia around you. You keep doing this your body will shake at the frequency then it will happen. The only thing stopping it is shit you had no control over.

3/10 I grew up in the hood. I was scared to leave my house. I was jumped probably 5 times. I had to get a paper job to buy a playstation and the adults were drunk and were threatening to take my collection money. Somebody jumped me and held a knife to my throat for my hot wheels.

I bought his red book to feel smart read 4 pages and never touched it again. Too many words. I really want an Ai that can caveman peoples books. Me carl jung me see picture in head. Me see personalities in head. One play trick on me. One pick on others.

I think its real, they mix a bunch of weird things together, and do and say weird things, in specific orders and the universe sees it as them wanting something specific. Like to God if you want a chocolate cake you take flour then eggs then milk and salt and sugar and mix it together and put it in the oven and thats how the universe makes a cake. With the same intentions you could put frog legs, goat heart, blood from a cockroach a horse hoof and a fetus and have the intention of making something else. I don't think they hunted them purely for superstition. Id say its someone who is really good at making rituals feel and appear real so they have a higher chance of happening.

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@MuadDib Quantum cards.

@UpperMaster You just have to notice you are doing it and it will stop. When it happens just say this energy is trying to make me react I have faith in God the creator of this universe I will not react like I normally do then fill yourself with God's love. You already know you are doing it and being aware is like 80 percent of the battle.

I dont know the answer but I think the emotion you are feeling is jealousy. So that could be a start. For instance you like a girl and your best friend started going out with her type emotion.

@Emerald I don't know what you are considering as bullying as you just pointed out your mutual roasting as bullying. Like when you said you were dressing up as a goth its the same comparison. Your not dressing up you are stylizing intentionally. The same way you are engaging in intentional bullying when you are roasting with someone. You are doing it to yourself and then saying you either don't like it or don't want it. You take two terms and act as if they are the same to prove a point so I cant know.

@theleelajoker So your ex liked you because you didn't show your feminine side and are very masculine also possibly broke up with her other boyfriend because he did show her his feminine side. This proves my point i dont see how its disagreeing at all it sounds like you are agreeing with me while saying you disagree. You stated people see you as the most masculine person they have ever met but somehow that goes against what I am saying that women shit on you for showing your feminine side. When the woman said she didn't like the man she was dating because he was feminine. I bet she said he was gay. It sounds like the men need to focus more on their masculine then feminine which is the complete opposite of what emeralda is saying. The whole thing is contracticting itself. I would agree with that. Incels need to focus on masculine not feminine. They are being too feminine. Women see this as an attack and automatically assume its because they aren't being feminine enough when they are being too feminine.

@Emerald I am not talking about mutual roasting at all. I am talking about strangers or acquaintances you dont really know.

@Emerald They become misogynistic because the group they identify with denied them. The same way lefties go right when left goes too far with judgment. Assuming someone is gay is a judgment. Making judgements about people makes them hates themselves. I beleive it is malicious because there is no reason to think about it at all. Never once have i called a woman gay or thought she was gay for sitting there being attractive. Only women do this. They feel powerless towards their feminine because femininity denied them a chance to express their feminine. Hate dosent come from maliciousness it comes from judgment toward your sincerity. Not once or twice but repeated over decades. Woman are 100 percent more judgemental then men. They constantly have to make up narratives about other people in their mind. They will make up stories about a handsome man that he must be gay before asking him out because they can't put their beauty in harms way. If the man rejects them then they will be hurt so just call him gay. The man will just sit there and say wtf am I doing wrong I am just sitting here and woman keep calling me gay. Imagine if everytime you expressed your masculinity a man said stop being a butch lesbian. This happens to you at least 500 times in your life. You would stop doing it and start hating men. You would scream from the rooftops about equality. Now add another man coming up to you and saying there is nothing wrong with being a butch lesbian. Like wtf? The men would say we aren't being judgmental we are just curious. BS its malicious.

@Emerald Its like why are incels suppressing their feminine aspect and why do they hate women. Because women suppressed their feminine aspect and they are mad at them they cant do it. They are related to eachother. It happens to me even to this day and I'm 36 a woman asked me if I was gay yesterday. Incels are actually men who are very deeply connected to their feminine side but its being surppresed by what women have told them is gay for a man to do or act like how they naturally want to act and move. They see a handsome man not oogling after them or other women and call them gay or assume its something wrong with the man. That's a projection of why isn't this man doing anything with all these women it must be something wrong with him he must be gay or something. The worst thing an incel did was listen to women thats why he hates them. Its more than a handful of women. Its like 1/3 1/4 of women. The incel actually loves women and what women do but they rejected his femininity. So he hates them now. Like with any social group. I took a parenting class in high-school instead of shop cause I don't like shop. It was filled with women the women in the class assumed I was gay. Its constantly happening to men. The incel feels like he belongs with women cause he is feminine and the woman call him gay cause he's being feminine. It can get so bad that they become terrorists. Thats not me but I can see why it happens. It happens in any place you are not accepted for who you are.

@Schizophonia if you saw me you would probably think I was gay. I'm a handsome incel.

When I was a child I used to stand with a limp wrist and womam called me gay now I hate women. Women still call me gay cause I stand and move around like a woman. Woman don't let men show their feminine side they attack them when they do it. Its easy to say men are suppressing their feminine but there is a reason. They get harassed when they do it by women.

@samijibenIts very hard to do. I cant even do it,but from what I have read and am making up its the way. You constantly slip back into the narrative. Its very hard to see your own faults. I can say I am already doing it but I need to see it.

You already did that and it didn't please you. You can jerk off in your mind infinelty and the reason you can is cause it has no meaning. But to create a life of suffering is more meaningful. Imagine you were a void alone nothing can please you. To suffer is to make the void worse than it is. That is the magic you want. That takes creativity and will give you true meaning. Imagine you are in the void alone the worse state you can be. You are already un happy in the void what would make you love it again? Suffering, making the void worse than it is as a fucking joke. So you can look back and say its not that bad. Everyone who is pleased with their life is going to have a bad time because life is better than the void to them and its an illusion.

@Deziree Its like you are crossing your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror. The mirror has 1 smudge when I look at myself it turns into 2 smudges thats not whats there. There is 1 smudge.

I was going to have a shower. Before I went in I looked at myself in the mirror. I notice 2 white marks where my pupils were and then looked on the surface of the mirror and there was only one smudge. Then i took some red dust and put it directly inbetween my eyes on the mirror and then looked at myself in the mirror and there were 2 red dust marks on my pupils. Like when we look into a mirror and turn 1 into 2 (the mirror and you) the smudges on the mirror are doing the same thing. The symbolism in this is very strange and it might be telling us something is wrong with our psyches as mirror gazers. The mirror is lying.

@PurpleTree If its pulling you then I don't think you have to aim for it. If you dont know what it is aiming for it could be going the wrong way.

Cant aim for something if I don't know what it is. Its like aiming for a qualia you dont know.

@James123 over top of God. The same way your window is. Are you denying God's creation?

It can't be seen because you put yourself over it. Thinking there's not something under you. Once you see whats under you you can see it all day. Its like putting a peice of wood on the ground and saying they're nothing under it. The earth is under it. And the sky is underneath that. Then God empty space.

Living life fully will awaken you. Not trying to understand what awakening is you dont have to understand what it is. It will happen when you finish your allotted karma. When you finish your karma you will be at 0 energy completely done. Living life fully can mean doing everything opposite of what spirituality is telling you. If you learn about spirituality and try to be spiritual when you aren't you could be fucking up your karma. You can have no idea about spirituality and actively shit on it and awaken it happen to me.