Hojo

The reason God cant be shown is cause of this. No one has ever told you what it is cause you cant say what it is.

You can feel really big or really small depending on your perception. Even right now you can make your body feel really big or really small on command. Vast means feels really big. Your entire fov can feel like its the size of the universe and not change at all.

@ryokoBe an asshole and dont care about anyone. Burning through karma is sort of being corrupt. If you are an asshole teenager that wants to get drunk and party and vandalism you just do it. If your mom tell you to stop drinking or get kicked out you call her a retard and piss on the floor. You kinda have to get selfishness out. I burn through my karma by doing this. To burn through karma is to do what you want and think you are the greatest then you develop a big ego then the ego will get scared that you will lose everything and then you will lose everything. Then you will be humbled. Once humbled you try to work through your corruptions.

@theoneandnoneIts like all of our point of views are in the same location at the center of the universe. We can access other peoples conciousness cause theirs is in the same location. The location of conciousness is the harddrive and we are in the harddrive in the same spot. Like a television set all channels are on the tv set in the same spot.

When getting to know someone I notice instead of a normal person, talking about things that we have in common and building a friendly ground I analyze data of what is being said and look for conflicting data. I will ask for original data but my primary view in a conversation is to find contradictions and point them out. People dont like this as it is seen as being nitpicky or annoying or pedantic but this is how I know people. The person is not the opinion it is the contradiction in the opinions. People getting annoyed is ego.

When you pretend to love another person all you are doing is assigning them qualities of yourself and loving those qualities. Even when we think we are loving someone we are just loving ourselves. Nothing about the other person that you feel is coming from them its all self created and is coming from your own body.In the same way when you touch them you arent feeling them you are feeling pressure of your own sensors being powered by itself.

Why cant you understand what people are thinking when you are dreaming at night when you clearly know you are making them up?

Gaining consciousness at 5-9 I hear alot of people on the internet talk about gaining consciousness or self awareness around this time. Like when memories begin to hold and the self identity becomes stronger. I beleive this is a trauma mechanism, its not gaining consciousness. The fear of death arises and then the logic creates a separate identity that is now scared of the fear of death. Now you must move around in the world, now you are separate, now you must survive.

Like clouds floating in a void. You look closer at the clouds and they form into scenes and objects and people and you can land there and talk to them and you know you are doing it.

Driving is really good because you will start automatic thinking while driving. I cry alot of times when I am just driving. You are highly alert and chill while driving. Driving is like meditation mental state.

Life reversed when you are sleeping you are actually awake and when you are awake you are sleeping. Do you consider yourself to he concious when you are sleeping? Thats the closest thing to void without conciousness but it is conciousness. Conciousness is the void. You can be unaware conciousness.

When you awaken you think you have to change. You see God and think God is good he must want me to be good and benevolent like him but its not true. Thinking about being good or better will make you bad. Thinking you are a Saint and acting like it if you dont want too will lead to conflicting thought patterns and will make you think more. I think this is what backsliding after awakening means. You feel you have to be different for God in heaven when you dont. You can slap a random person in the face and nothing will change. If you are a prick stay being a prick. If you want to insult people do it. If you want to be mean do it. Awakening is God showing you you dont have to be good. God is good not you.

@Carl-Richard They want to know what a soul is. Next time he see hare krishna he can ask them if they know what geometric shape the soul is. If its a cult they will say i don't know or something other than a square.

When you are upset with life it looks like this. This is not random its esoteric knowledge. Its a triangle( God) covering a square ( your soul) covering a circle ( your point of view)

This is what your soul looks like

I had every awakening at the same time in 5 seconds. Except for the infinite fractal circus theme park horror show awakening it happened after.

Read out loud with your voice.

@Inliytened1Now thats a sexist thing to call someone.

@EmeraldWhy do you think you burst out crying when you are awakening and your identity is dying?

Chat GPT if A woman is locked in a room and a man is locked in a room who will go crazy faster with data? While no study can precisely measure who "goes crazy faster," data from correctional and isolation-related research consistently shows that women are more vulnerable to the psychological trauma of isolation and therefore experience the onset of severe negative symptoms more rapidly. This is not a reflection of inherent weakness, but of how social and relational needs interact with the extreme stress of isolation. Here is the data-driven breakdown: Psychological TraitGender with Higher Vulnerability/SymptomsData/Reasoning Pre-Existing ConditionsWomenStudies consistently show justice-involved women have significantly higher rates of mental health disorders (including anxiety and depression) and Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACEs)/trauma than men. Isolation exacerbates pre-existing conditions more quickly. Suicidal Ideation/Self-HarmWomenA study on people in jail found that those who identified as non-men reported a higher prevalence of lifetime and jail-specific suicidal ideation than men. Solitary confinement is linked to half of all prison suicides, and the presence of high-risk individuals (often women with severe trauma histories) in isolation indicates faster deterioration toward crisis. Sensitivity to LonelinessWomenGeneral population longitudinal studies on social isolation and loneliness consistently suggest women are more sensitive to the negative mental health effects of poor social connections (loneliness and social isolation). Isolation severs core relational needs more acutely for women. Initial Psychological ResponseWomenA longitudinal study of psychological impact during a period of severe confinement (COVID-19 lockdown) found that females had significantly higher scores than males in almost all negative psychological measures (stress, anxiety, and avoidance symptoms) at the beginning of the confinement period. This suggests a faster initial reaction or emotional volatility to the onset of isolation. Isolation's Effect on DepressionWomenA longitudinal study on college students found that for females, both social isolation and loneliness significantly and independently predicted increased depressive symptoms. For males, only social isolation was a significant predictor, suggesting that the subjective feeling of loneliness has a more critical, faster link to depression in women. Conclusion The data suggests that a woman is likely to experience severe psychological decline faster than a man. Her higher baseline rates of trauma and mental illness make her more fragile in a high-stress environment, and her greater sensitivity to loneliness and loss of social connection means the core trauma of isolation will trigger a rapid onset of severe symptoms, including increased risk of self-harm and suicidal ideation. Its very obvious woman are way more social than men.

@EmeraldThe body isnt born with an identity. If you were never given a name you wouldnt cry. Crying is releasing your identity.

@Inliytened1What claim?

@Inliytened1I like all woman I interact with off the internet. But we dont talk about this kinda stuff. 90 percent of the time to talk to a woman you not smile say yea thats smart. And they think they are having a conversation. When I watch women communicate its like they are talking to themselves with 2 people.

@EmeraldCrying is the crazy part. Nothing is happening. Men will sit there an resist the crazy woman will go crazy instantly.

@EmeraldIt will happen to everybody. It just happen faster to women thats why there are way less women monks. Way less secluded females. If we were both secluded we will both go insane but the woman crack first. It mean you are closer to God. But for some reason even thats an insult.