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Sounds like catholicism created this. You say soccer and gym are hobbies but sex with random men is a life calling? Being attacked and shunned for being gay and having super desires to fuck are the same thing. You are before that. So imo you are still working out your guilt but hyper fucking every hot man you see is the same thing as being enslaved by Christianity. Maybe you need to do it maybe you dont but its not a life calling. Even after fucking all the men you will be in the same spot cause this has nothing to do with you it has to do with catholicism. Listen to death metal anti catholic music.

God celebrates life. You dont need to have kids but to become anti baby shows that no one celebrated your life so you are angry.

Stop thinking about it it goes away. You are studying it and talking about it and getting upset you are doing it to yourself. I said before I dont think you are scared of solipsism you are scared of death and mislabelling it.

@Ramasta9I grew 40 grams under my sink after that and ate 20 grams in one night after 15 beers. Then I saw the alien simulation. I only tripped out for like 2 hours but it was a very intense 2 hours of not being on earth anymore. It felt like where my head is turned into a portal and I got sucked out. There were voices in my head guiding me into a trance state.

@OBEler I did 1.5 gram in a tea that time. So I think it bumps its potency up to 3 gram. 1.5 gram in a tea seems like a good starting point. I was just a home alone.

A television with no television.

@Butters those are metaphysical emotions. Money is a system if money gets infinite the entire system breaks.

@TheSelfHe knows every recipe but dosent know how to cook.

You have like 15 seconds before you forget everything. Not nessesarily forget but you will lose you ability to recall. The same way you forget your whole life right now and have to recall it to remeber. In a sense the only reason you think you exists is cause you keep recalling events that you are making up happened and saying yes or no to them.

Money cant be infinite.

@Ramasta9 There was no way that was gunna happen. I had like 400 voices going off in my head at the same time constantly. It all stemmed from the fear of death. I couldnt sit down without having a panic attack. A big reason I knew I was God instantly is because all the clutter in my mind instantly turned off and I saw a massive change in conciousness very rapidly. When my aura turned off it felt like my soul or energy was crushed into the soles of my feet and it all shot up into my head very quickly. I saw that I was scaring myself on purpose. So that I could awaken to God. Fear of death is intelligence, something that fears death is intelligent. Its creation, fabricating a concept and fearing it intentionally, but not knowing why. Basically lowering your energies on purpose, so you can shoot yourself into another dimension like a slingshot of negative ,going into positive, and know God. People dont fear death so much that have mental collapses because they are not intelligent. If they contemplated the idea they would go mad because its just a ?. Its made up. People get scared of solipsism and all this other nonsense because they havent taken death seriously. Solipsism is a joke compared to non existence. The benfit of death being the ultimate lie you fall for is its literally not even real its completely made up out of nothing. Its God tier intelligence. You cant be dissapointed.

@Ramasta9Yes depression is word /emotional game you play with yourself. Mushrooms show you that you are shooting out energy and that energy is hitting the screen of reality and shooting back at you. When you are depressed you are constantly shooting negative energy out and its coming right back at you and you get stuck in a loop of doing it. The permanent cure mushrooms give you is showing you what you are doing and somehow explain how you are doing it to yourself with 0 language. When I ate shrooms the shrooms turned my aura field off and that instantly cured me of my depression in 1 second. They also nuked the neuron in my brain that was relating everything in my life to death. I had terrible death anxiety since I was 9 and I had subconciously programmed everything in my life to attach to that neuron as I thought about it constantly. The shrooms told me verbally that death isnt real via a logical thought process of mind and the death neuron got deleted. When the death neuron deleted every single neuron that was attached to it like recoiled back from it and was free and it felt like 1 million fireworks exploding inside my head. It felt like every other neuron lit up and exploded in happiness. It felt like an ultimate manic episode where I was screaming at the top of my lungs crying in happiness for 6-8 hours and couldnt stop. I told myselfthat I was going to kill myself if these mushrooms didnt work . I heard they could cure depression so I tried them even tho I was scared. Instead of me kill my self God killed me. It reward me for not making rash decision and giving God a chance to something even tho I never beleived in it. I went from having 7 panic attacks a day to 0 in 30 minutes. I have tried to enduce them as I used to induce them via fear of death and non existence. But I cant do it anymore. I can sit there and feel the sinking and falling feeling like a panic attack but now I know fear is just a bs made up thing and I can barely feel it. Fear of death is a trick of society thats implanted in us purposefully and maliciously. Its a lie.

Mushrooms will do it. They cure my depression in 30 mins. I have depression for like 20 years.

@r0ckyreed yeah but the body is enduring its like training yourself to not move under extreme conditions. There are lots of uncomfortable energy states and they are training their soul to endure them. Once you get passed the extreme uncomfortable energies you merge with them. Imagine you die and want to live in frozen land but you cant your soul or energy freaks out when it touches it. Well you can become a human and train yourself then go there after. When you leave the earth there will be many uncomfortable energies. You want to become like a tree. It dosent move when you rip its limbs off it just sits and endures and accepts.

Its not fake spirituality you are strengthening yourself so that you can be a tree. How long is a tree stuck outside in the cold?

I find it hilarious how back in the day there were men running around in suits in the woods all of them dirty as hell. Its like they had the clothing before the housing. They were like animals in 3 peice suits.

I have never done it. I have never asked God for anything except to not be grounded when I was a kid. I start to ask God for things and see if it works.

I would suggest listening to bashars videos. If you have a conflicting thought the conflict is the brain telling you the belief is not part of your belief system of who you really. So listen to the conflicting thought and resolve the issue. Remember you are God you can believe anything you want. The good with Bashar is he gives you step by step thought patterns that your brain will accept as logical. Write down the thought patterns to follow and your brain will listen. Most people just give grandiose ideas about what to do, but bashar says think this then think this then think this. Basically manipulate your beleif system to get your brain to shut up.

@Carl-Richard Well I found this argument under https://www.reddit.com/r/Paleontology/comments/vhai4f/is_it_true_that_dinosaurs_break_the_squarecube_law/ The square-cube law absolutely applies to animals, but, it only applies to when you scale up the same shape and materials. Animals don't do this; they evolve different body plans and skeletal arrangements relative to their body size. So it could have been a different species of ant.

@Carl-RichardWhat happens if you shrink something?

Its a fake man talking.

parrot verb [ T ] disapprovinguk /ˈpær.ət/ us /ˈper.ət/ to repeat exactly what someone else says, without understanding it or thinking about its meaning: She doesn't have an original thought in her head - she just parrots anything that Sara says.

@Dodo You are speaking from the perspective of God while holding the view of a character and disagreeing with yourself? You are saying you are the dream the experience. That means I am the dream the experience you cant hold a view and you are now my slave. Theres no you to counter or argue but you are doing it. You are holding views and calling people parrots while claiming you the thing doing it dosent exist. You are the experiences, well I am the experiences right now that means you are me and you must listen to me. The logic dosent allow seperation but you hold views like you are seperated. The logic dosent circle. The logic must circle to the character. You cant hold the view of a character and then switch logic and think thats sanity. There is a big question mark in the middle of your logic. Maybe wastern logic is schizophrenic it could be.

No You arent you are saying my opinion is wrong and calling me a parrot for having it. Now youve backpedalled all the way to I am just stating my experience. And your explanation is you are God so I cant counter argue, this is retard/schizophrenic logic or intentional manipulation. This entire conversation could be seen as a gaslight on me. This is what neo advita drones do. Neo adivata drones take an opinion, hold it, argue, and then say you cant argue back, because theres no one there arguing or stating opinions. So you must just submit your opinion to what they say and you are wrong. Its not logical and people cant talk to you, and logic train that follows is schizophrenia. Maybe its not schizophrenia, in hinduism but it is in this society. You are holding two views simultaneously while using the God one to hold the argument when God has no opinions.

@DodoYou arent claiming it but you are talking from the perspective of it. While using a character saying you arent that character.