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Not knowing anything is first order. Its the base of reality. You have to have not know anything as a grounding to have wisdom.

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@kavaris I havent done dmt but I have enough shrooms to get to dmt levels. Its like you get sucked out of your head into a computer realm and you are very tiny. The realm resembles running through tubes as if you are energy inside of a computer moving through the wiring. Its very mechanical like you are a robot frozen in time being sucked around. Its like you are a man sitting at a computer looking at a monitor and then the man fuses together with the monitor and goes inside of it. It feels very rigid like you are a computer or a robot moving. You realize you arent moving so every action feels mechanical. You conciousness starts moving not whats in conciousness. So it feels very weird. It would be like if your head suddenly changed qualia to feeling like its flat like a pancake not round and in a 3d space. You dont see anyones hairs when you blast off you are in a total trance. Its like being born again into another realm. You have no idea what is going on. The same way you have no idea whats going on when you are born or come into awareness.

They talk in the way of mindset. There is a specific brain mode that you can be in when you are absolutely focused on something. Pretend you are doing what you love the most. You lose track of time, you lose track of your identity. You are so focused on something you forget you exist and are the thing. Thats the state they are in when they wash dishes. If you are thinking about something else while doing them, its wrong. The entire idea of meditation is to stop using the schizophrenic dissociation that you think you are. You were one when you were a baby, then you dissosiated, now become one again. IE Stop self reflecting.

Its way worse you gotta milk 700000 million things instead of 1. Killing 1 trillion insects compared to 1 cow is fucked. The roaches will attack us in unison and they will bring their big daddies. You cant just go genociding a species even if they are insects. They will get angry. There is a spirit of the cockroach and it can get mad. And it cant die.

@Lyubov The fact that people cant sit there for a year or two without going permanently crazy shows me I have insane mental resilience. Imagine everything crashed and we had nothing to do. When covid hit my mother was writing about it non stop checking and comparing stats daily. Claiming something weird is going on. Its like you have 5 minutes to stop, and your mind cant keep making up horror stories that continue for decades. Its like people cant sit there without going permanently insane. The entire trajectory of their lives 180 because they made a story up in their head while they were sitting down.

The veil that is hidden over our eyes is the veil of logic/sanity When having glimpses of the nature of reality occurs the veil lifts and total insanity is revealed. The veil of sanity lifts, and your imagination and reality merge together. Once the veil drops back down you can still see through it, The lace fabric of the veil of logic can be seen through. And you can see that logic is an overlay over madness and has nothing to do with what's happening on the other side. The world on the other side wants to marry you. But you must lift your veil if you want to kiss it.

@ZenAlex if you have a good trip its like being super ultra manic. Whenever you go manic you must come down the same. Thats why peoole with bipolar jump so much. Its not about improving your state its about becoming null. The psychedelics can show you higher realms of mania.

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Gotta be society.

@Lyubov Jesus is at the core of their spiritual beleifs its someone you are introduced to at like 1 years old.

Dear Owen, You handle this by leaving. 40 years maybe 30 years maybe 20 years maybe 10 years maybe 5 years maybe 2 years maybe but thats pushing it 1 month? Its madness.

Bro needs to calm down. He bullied a woman into crying. Its like they are trying to serving the perfect dinner to Xi Jinping. An aura of fear around you is not something you want.

Your deep feeling of sadness is Jesus leaving you. How can you feel him leave if he does not exist? The story has nothing to do with the essence. Words arent what they are saying. Jesus if fictional or real is pointing towards awakening. The name has no parts in it anymore but the energy of what Jesus represents remains there and is real. Unification with God, total acceptance of yourself as the son of God. Jesus is the qualiative state of knowing you are loved by God totally and you only as its one son. Gods best friend forever. This is the song God sang to you when you were a baby on the TV. You dont have to be logical in life. If you want to keep Jesus keep him. The only ones blaspheming Jesus are the ones wearing his dead body and torture device around their necks. Imagine Jesus was killed by torture of the iron maiden and people went around wearing iron maidens on their necks. Like wtf.

@LordFall I was high as fuck.

@LordFall Its true, when I saw myself as the universe I saw that it was perfectly clean and perfectly ordered. It felt like Mr clean and super sparkly.

I was thinking about this earlier, Sadhguru always say, your imagination and intellect have worked against you, and its your fault Hes sitting there like the only one who has mastered this. But if like 70 percent of the world is having the same problem how is that not a design flaw? Or is there serious unchained mass manipulation going on? If its so easy that 70 percent of the world is failing, I dont get how thats good design.

Yes, like fever dreams. I remeber having scarlet fever and my conciousness was leaving my body. I was seeing the room from every area at the same time. It was like I was looking at myself from the staircase from behind the couch from the ceiling flashing at the same time.

@UnbornTao Whos angry? A victim. Why would you be angry if you havent been the victim of something? What are you angry about? Its kinda the same just rephrased differently. The victim comes first then the anger. Then the anger thats there cant come. Now its just the victim surpressing what it wants. If the victim cant express the anger it cant be what it wants to be. The unlreleased anger the victim created is just sitting there now. You can stop the anger only if you stop the victim and just accept the pain, and manage it, but all those times you didnt are still there.

@integral I stopped telling myself when people pissed me off and I think its effecting my lower back. Days when its hurting alot there are alot of crazy thoughts running through my mind all the time. I think I need to start openly calling people what my body thinks they are (at least inside my mind). Pretty much I think life is so fucked you stop narrating your experience and suppressing all these things the invisible man wants to react too. Its like everytime I want to think that someone is a retard or a peice of shit I dont and it sits there and then it comes out on one day. This happens alot to me as I am very hyper aware of judgement and I see judgements happening 1700 times a day. The awareness of judgements makes me judgemental. Another survival mechanism.

@UnbornTao The hurt is the suppression of anger lol. If you cant express anger you must change it to victim. Like there is an angry man inside of you and you are like you cant be that! Whats the angry man going to be? Very sad. Why do you dislike me so much? I want to be angry, its what I am. If you were allowed to express your anger freely without being shamed, there would be no victims, except those that victimize themselves through your anger.

@Razard86 A weird part of it is, the constructs of the identity are like machines. Since psychology works. Like your original thought process is building a machine, or a map. The fact that the metaphysical realm can be mapped shows there is no one there. Theres no one because everyone can be deconstructed. So there is no you or everyone and no one being watched. Because psychology works (people can deconstruct it and know how to shape it and mould it) it means that your identity or existence is a self is a construct. Well then what is watching? A non existent audience member.

If I try to stop what I am truely thinking, I notice that it will come up days later. Somedays I wake up and my mind is just saying the nastiest shit all day. If you are talking to someone and dont honestly think or acknowledge to yourself about what they are doing it will go into storage.

@JoshB thats what becoming the void is. If you stop creating others you dissapear as you cant define yourself.

@Vynce woman, music. He said taylor swift was a master guitarist.