Hojo

My life is devoted to God. There is nothing more important. All I do with my free time after work is think about god. No family maybe hang out with friends one night a week. I spent the first 33 years of my life terrified of quieting my mind now God has given me peace to focus on him. A smart man use his voice to sing song about money and family a wise man knows the only thing your voice should be used for is to worship God everything else is just filler

God has enough room love and time to shape the cosmos around everything

You are talking about shadow work not the dark night of the soul. Dark night is like years long or decades long suppression of the soul. This is just shadow work. The ego needs to think in order to exist so it will bring up thoughts to get you to stop meditating. After you quite the base noise down it will have to expose itself in the form of unreleived traumas. You just gotta think about it and cry about it. Or take psychs as with psyches this stuff is forced upon you.

hmm i think this is how the brain works.

I already know how to manifest a bigger penis i think about a thick woman and it is instantly working.

If I don't know what is wrong with my life or how to fix it. Could saying I have a demon inside of me causing these problems actually be the solution. If what I beleive manifests as true it in a sense give me a way out of my predicament where I had no way out before that. It could be a good thing to have a demon cause at least you know where the problem is . Admitting you have a demon could just be a term you use to identity the unknown problem. Or maybe it gives it more power

What you need to do is create a group or tribe of people specifically existing to explore consciousness together all being non bias and open minded in real life with out it turning into a shit show. Somehow the ancients managed it in the wild while mapping out consciousness. True hero's

If you deny anything that has happened in reality you are being blasphemous to God. Don't like billionaires? Blasphemy Don't like trans agenda? Blasphemy Dont like slavery? Blasphemy Dont like murder rape genocide? Blasphemous Crash your car and spazz out? Blasphemous

Kinda looks like the straight loop leo has in his strange loop video if it wrapped around to itself.

I consider the 3rd dimension to be a dimension with an identity. It consists of me which is the 3rd dimension dimension I have control or perceived control over my reality. Now me without me is the second dimension i have no body but I can still perceive things through awareness but I can't move my body cause I don't have one and I have no identity. So I move around in my awareness with whatever we are using to zoom in on things the point in your vision that you are always looking at naturally. You have space then you have an ability to kind of zoom in on space. That would be the 2nd dimension. And 1st dimension is just total zoom in but you can't move your zoom anymore. In the 2nd and 1st dimension you have no identity therefore no control your soul is controlling it. And I beleive in the 4th and 5th dimension you have no control your soul is controlling it. Up until the 6th dimension where you have identity again. Then 7 and 8 have no control and in the 9th you have identity again. I do not beleive in the ordinary science of dimensions being 3 dimensions themselves. Each 3 dimensional thing is in the 2nd 1st dimension simultaneously. As well as the 4th 5th 6th 7th 8th 9th. So dimension 1 is total awareness with no movement. 2nd is movement up and down through the zoom you naturally have and 3rd dimension is movement forward and back wards through me my identity. Everything takes place on a screen and dimensions are added to the screen based in understanding of the screen. You are seeing in 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 dimensions right now you just don't understand them from your third dimensional perspective. Each dimension projecting itself onto your consciousness as consciousness is the traveler of dimensions. Akashic records are different tho. They aren't a dimension they are a normally invisible field overlaying every dimension that has all information of the solar system inside of it. Including your 5 paragraph algorithm of identity that your soul has been given.

@Yimpa but you have the choice. If I'm not happy its because I choose to be that person. And I can be happy with my choice even if my choice is to not be happy.

I went to the 2nd dimension. Its an Aztec board game and your pieces are there and you can move them. Its created entirely by Aztec signs and is extremely cramped. The Aztec signs are alive and you can move around with the spot of your eyes that zooms in on things. Then I went to the first dimension its a cube that you are in the center of looking out. It has 4 rooms you cantmove your head or your eyes and you are just static in place. You can only move from room to room as if its a 1 dimensional plane. I only went to one of the rooms and the room had a doctor alien and a chair. He is pointing to the chair with a stick and he mind wipes you. Then I also saw akashic records. It contains algorithms of our identity the akashic records showed me we are 5 short paragraphs long algorithms of identity to create us. Each from a page in the akashic records. You are ethereal here. From what I was told is that the second dimension is literally on Venus and the 1st dimension is on mercury. The pressure is so extreme that it will condense your consciousness into weird fucking states if you were on there. The hopi said there were 2 worlds before this one but they were destroyed. I beleive these were mercury and Venus. There are still things living there we just can't see them. As well as on every planet in the solar system.

Kundalini yoga will release these but apparently it can be dangerous if you aren't ready. But if you want more emotional released it works. It will make you feel like a baby.

a demon is leaving. Negative thoughtform attached to your identity. Crying is pulling apart neurons I think. We focus our minds on those specific neurons and cry so hard they rip apart but at the same time killing our identity which is like dying so we have to greive. Shadow work is destruction of negativity related to identity to become your true self always positive. Instead of feeling pain change your mindset into remembering these things is healing you and you are crying tears of love cause god is healing you. You attached to illusions of the past and have been a long time without releasing them. God is giving you a chance to let go of these and purify your soul. If you keep on this track this is the way to becoming a null identity and you will be able to mold your life into what you want it to be.

@Frenk All depends on where you are in life. If you were jeff bezos and had the realization it would probably crush you. If you are homeless and have the realization it can be a great relief

@Vibes spooky stuff haha

Listen to bashar do whatever most excites you at any given moment dosent matter what it is and keep doing it when something stop exciting you move onto the next most exciting thing you want to do. Could be anything

@Vibes eventually it does. Like eventually you will enter a life where your destiny is to murder someone or multiple people. The question is can you love yourself after that.

@Someone here my soul was revealed to me. Death is just detaching from your movie screen.

I had the worst death anxiety for like 20 years after my realization that death is not real i can finally be at peace of mind. For 20 years it was a fight for silence but silence led to the dread of death. I could never meditate before because I was scared of quieting my mind. Now I have only tiny fears that I can overcome and it feels like bliss. I beat something that cannot be beat. If you are terrified of death and its your worse fear when you overcome you are fearless because nothing was worse

If you keep an attitude that the universe is conspiring against you it will do that. You understand the universe is a reflection of your thoughts. You are doing this to yourself. You are too focused on getting fucked over. Stop caring so much man let the universe fuck you and love it and it will stop fucking you. You are creating your own hell hole by letting Satan's evil thoughts run your mind. You don't need lsd to masahawhatever.

start using your imagination. Sit there or lay down and just use your imagination

Maybe leo didn't reach alien conciousness he just gained pov of sadhguru eyes for a moment.

It was shown to me that its like a vr headset. So where your head is is void of nothing and you are labeling that void as inside your head but its not inside anything its infinite open space. And you are essentially watching a movie so nothing you experience has any emotion or thought reality is empty of emotion. There are no other perspectives only yours. Try to feel that you have no head and there is a infinite black hold where your head is that you can fall into.

Western Human society in 2023 find your line remeber your number deny you have a soul.