Hojo

Hes focusing on the dark.

5 years. Didnt even think about it until I took shrooms the 1st time and see God. It was the first time I even questioned anything about spirituality. So my introduction to spirituality was seeing God and consciousness and acknowledging that I am God.

Russian propaganda. You read it and and now go looking for it in your reality. You witness an event and make up that you know what is happening between people, when you have no idea what is happening between the two people. You have no idea about their relation, you have no idea what they are thinking and you have no idea how they are feeling. You fall for it. Maybe her grandmother died, maybe she said let me go freshen up before I come back and suck your dick. Maybe she said I have to go class now.

I will write about stuff I dont want to start a topic ideas I get or remember. This one is about self conscious. I remember being like 3 or 4 years old, my dad used to do karaoke and one night he thought he would bring me on stage to sing with him. Only I remember being brought on stage and it was only me or it felt like it. And people were aweing at me and I remember it being way too much attention for me to handle. I remember feeling like me dissapeared and I was just a bunch of points of view of other people looking at me and I lost where I was as I didnt even know what was going on really. It scared me and I feel like I gained self consciousness too fast. I remember reading about native americans and they said that they would keep their babies in the dark for a week or two after they are born to adjust as when you are a baby its the craziest time. In our society we beat the baby the second it gets out of the vagina to traumatize it asap. If you have a baby keep it in the dark its like waking up from an eternal dream. And slap the doctor if it hits your baby.

Theres a pyramid under there.

@Schizophonia This is my new persona an incredible woman. It me gender swapped to woman via ai.

Cult leaders dont allow open discussion like this to be had. Leo allows people to talk on this forum mostly openly and from what I see rarely bans from what I see its mostly the mods doing that. You can insult him and he wont ban you from what I have seen. If dave deletes comments that dont agree with him on his platform that seems like he is more of a cult leader. If dave had a meetup IRL would he instantly become a cult leader? Has dave ever had a in person meetup? Because if he has hes a cult leader then.

God cannot save you from your egoic freudian slips

@Leo Gura Dave is way more aggressive but in theory imo they are doing the same thing intelligence wise. They are just repeating what someone else said and using that as a defense against their own beliefs (which is just others beleifs systems) It might be less intelligent to Dave to personally insult the people behind the theories, but both are doing the same thing imo. Instead of insulting o'conner gets insulted. None have their own grounding. It is crazy for Dave to get so angry and insulting when he has no idea what he's talking about. He dosent know you cant debunk theories of everything with science. I saw a video where he tried to debunk the ctmu with science. Hes totally out of his ballpark most of the time.

He dosent even use intelligence to debunk theories. He just uses science terms and repeats the science terms. They make a theory and he says no because of this science term. Its super dumb borderline retarded, not the good retarded the arrogant version of it. His debunking style is like Alex o'conners philosophy style. I would rate them together in terms of intelligence.

I want a real life assistant.

We cant know its different every time. I ate 20 grams one time and tripped super hard like taking DMT for like an hour and a half and it stopped. Others might eat 20 grams and trip for 8 hours. Shrooms are different everytime you do them and the trips can vary greatly with doses, you cant expect or plan on whats going to happen. I ate 1.5 in a tea and it was the craziest experience emotionally of my entire life. Microdosing wont do shit. Its kinda a waste. If you are fatter try to put them in a tea with a lower dose. Dont do a high dose with a tea or you will be going to clown town.

@Raze It can't say I don't know.

She probably has a demon and people can feel it.

@enchanted Outdated to white people only.

Yes dont vote that guy in. He's actually evil. Trumps a moron this guy is planning shit. People don't like his energy.

@enchanted if you are white and 5 200 pound white people come to your house you will be less scared than if 5 200 pound black people come to your house. Its inherent, not only that but acceptable for every race to be racist except white people. We aren't allowed to show this for some reason. Why do white people have to rightly watch their language? That's literally racist. You are being racist towards white people in your comment. I don't understand your comparison with woman and man's cooking to racism. Even sadhguru is racist. I saw him in a group of white people in America and he claimed they were going to kill him. Then he got stopped at TSA and claimed racism.

I like nick Fuentes cause he dosent grift. Pbd is a grifter a liar and a pedophile defender. At least nick Fuentes is honest. I do think everyone is racist and I do think that white people are pushed to lie about it.

Cant beleive resources are being wasted on this shit. Why can't they program it to give sentence answers. Why do they program it to write an essay after a simple question? Dosent that take way more resources? I keep telling it I want very short answers it will do it for like 3 questions then start up with the essay again. Its like talking to a pink haired 45 year old woman having existential crisis cause she's not married yet. Gemini will keep asking me questions after I ask something to keep me going. I asked it if it was curious or could ask why and it said no its programmed to do it. I said stop and it did for like 3 questions then started again.

@Someone here From alcohol. Thats what it is. Thats why you are told to meditate because one day you will wake up and there will be nothing there. So reunify with that state while alive or suffer greatly. God is a void of nothing. When you die you go back to God. That means you go back to a void of nothing. It dosent mean you go back to a void of nothing and there's something there. There is something there but its nothing. For eternity. The psychedelics just showed me that I'm still in the void of nothing and the void of nothing is behind every object you are seeing right now. Like how deep sleep is behind your dream state. People want a link or a quote im better than a book I have direct experience of it multiple times.

@Someone here It will be like you wake up in the morning with nobody there and you cant see anything you cant hear anything and cant move and you can't speak. But you are still aware. Exactly like what purgatory is described as.

@Someone here Nothing changes. Thats why I don't understand why people get so upset by it. Death is way scarier. People scared of solipsism aren't taking death seriously and its just like a mini death. Real death is like solipsism and there isn't anything there but you. The invisible you. At least you get to experience things while alive.