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I saw sunlight coming into my window in the summer and I saw white glowing orbs floating around in the light. Now that snow is on the ground I was squinting at it and I see the white glowing orbs in the snow possibly from sunlight reflecting. It has nothing to do with brightness as if I look at a light in my house it does not appear and if I look at a glowing plate from light in my house it does not appear. The only place I see these orbs appear is via sunlight. I asked people at work and they said they could see it and one woman said I must have catarax but if multiple others I saw see it then it could be something else. If you look at the snow or at sunlight coming into your window and you squint and look do you see thousands of glowing orbs? One time when I was looking at them and moving my head and they looked like 3d objects outside of my head. They are very easy to see in the snow.

Does regime change include bombing airports? https://www.reddit.com/r/UnderReportedNews/comments/1rmw43j/usisr_strikes_demolish_mehrabad_international/

Men dont understand how often woman shit talk their husbands behind their back. I work with many woman and they are constantly doing it. Its like a daily thing. I work with philipino woman and white woman and I have never heard the philipino woman do it but like 60 percent of the white woman do it.

@enchanted its cause you cannot convince them they are wrong or doing something wrong. If they see you as beneath them they will always think they are in the right. So your problems with them must be sexist or racist. If they deem you not more attractive, no money, no authority you cant make a point against them.

Ramaste has fallen for the Russian propoghanda and anything west is satanic. Hes completely lost and cannot be found. They pay attention to the Russian propoghanda for decades and form a narrative that cannot be broken.

Drink a couple beer. The liquid courage stays through the trip.

@Never_give_up thats a fear you must overcome. A fear of not feeling welcomed and it will ruin your life. This forum is a good way to break that. If you can learn to express yourself here you will open up in real life. Autistic people are naturally charming. They are like man children. If you get over the fear that you listened to people's bs in the past you will become charming. Like a ps2 games. Retarded looking and sounding but cute for trying and therefore charming. The ps2 is limited like an autistic person, it can tell the story not as hot or shiny as some but its stories will be remembered unlike the newer flashier versions because of their charm. Everyone looks back at the ps2 and says its the best. The thing you need to overcome is the labels, you are every label just cause one person labels you as something dosent make you that. When an autistic person gets labeled as something they are extra sensitive to it and they think they are that. They can feel the personality shrinking and react to it. Cause they have less of an identity than other people.

@LordFall They do it for fun cause they are immortal. Their realm is right in front of you. They live in the light. A personality is the most valuable thing cause you have to live it to understand it.

@LordFall if you are an alien its like being windows 100 simulating a lower version of its operating system. Like windows 100 simulating windows 11 to see what it was like in a lower realm or lower version of its software.

@Hasson_Miah i saw it with my perception. Reality turned unto a 2 dimensional screen and then the screen started swiping left like how your phone screen can swipe to another screen I was going through alot of rooms( rooms being like different blank pages of your phone screen) and then i stopped in a room and there was an alien. The alien said we are brothers and I'm a doctor. I learned dimensions are not objective they are subjective. If dimensions are compared to your phone 3d would he like moving your phone around in camera mode and you can pretend you are moving around in a space. 2d is like your eyes it can focus and click on a specific app it wants on the phone screen, you can move your 2dimensional self up and down and diagnally. And 1d is like you becoming the entire screen off the phone and you can swipe left and right into different 'rooms'( Or different screens on the front page of your phone) 0 d is God or the phone when its off. When I was in 1d I was going to the right and going through multiple different rooms and landed in one that was brught glowing pink and there was a green alien doctor pointing at a chair. And it mind wiped me. He was wearing a whit lab coat.

@LordFall I didn't say the alien was the end all of existence. Its just the next step. God is the whole thing but God is pretending to be an alien and the alien is pretending to be you.

Your frustration with your selfishness is paradoxically the selfish thing. Isnt it selfish to want more selflessness? Next step is to meta cognisize why you are being selfish in this way. Because thats still ego, the selfish thing thinking this.

@NewKidOnTheBlock you can disagree but you are just wrong from my direct experience. Fearing death is the most intelligent think you can do and has a very specific purpose. Its highly intelligent to fear your own death. It will turn you into the universe as you are looking for a way out. Anything you look for long enough in the universe you find. Even a way out of death. You are absolutely wrong about everything in that post. Deviating from a normie is retarded? How do you get that? Deviation from the norm intelligence can either mean less or more but it has to mean more as much as it has to mean less. The human being is born with human conciousness but is capable of reaching universal conciousness to just sit there like an animal is completely squandering your opportunity of being a human. Just because you don't want to scare yourself or are too scared to think about it.

By thinking about this you expand your conciousness. Its a big part and why I awakened to myself as outside the universe. To fear total annihilation of the self and expand it out to infinity is the key. The way you are talking is Akin to a 12 year old being scared of dying and then saying yea its a long time away tho so it dosent matter. Thats not the point. You are brushing it off the same way as normies brush off death until existential crisis happens at 50 as a warning that time is running out to think about this. Then they buy a motorcycle instead out of fear of thinking about this. Then they hit 70 and have another existential crisis and turn to God as a cop out instead of focusing on this. While fearing death i thought of everything. Well if I reincarnate I can keep going, yea but what about after that? What about after that? Then after that? I would have panic attacks non stop thinking about this stuff. To ignore the fact that annihilation is around every corner and push it off as its a long ways away is wasting your intelligence. Being 80 to a 12 year old is an incomprehensible amount of time but the intelligent ones will take it very seriously that annihilation is coming! You should treat it as if its happening right now. Thinking about this and taking it seriously isn't a waste a time. Its the most intelligent thing you can be doing with your mind and imagination. A plate can't do this. An animal can't do this. Only a human can do this. And only you can do it. If you pay attention to the orgin stories of every guru it all started with an intense unrelenting fear of annihilation that they could not brush off as, it'll happen, but its so far away. You are only here a short period of time take it seriously focus on the unknown.

@MellowmarshThey say your soul IS literally knowledge and wisdom. Can you know yourself? No because of the self reflection paradox. You cant know intelligence because its what you are. The ego is there for self doubt but your soul is infinitely intelligent and its doing something intelligently, without the self doubt the intelligence cannot see itself. The ego is there for intelligence to see itself and say WOW look at me go! When the intelligence sees itself going its literally the funniest thing in existence. When the ego quickly dissipates the infinite intelligence can see itself for a split second. The ego allows for this knowledge and wisdom to see itself. Ego allows for self reference. It allows the word to self reflect on itself. Or nothing to self reflect. The word itself alone goes wow I just saw my meaning against itself, I broke the self reflection paradox. Like 2 words put together, and the first word thinks its the second word for a long time, then the second word goes away,and the first word goes, omg im leaving, then the second word leaves, and the 1st word goes holy shit I just saw myself. I just self referenced myself.

@Ramasta9 it was already all inclusiveness before you went hunting for something else.

@Ramasta9Awakening has nothing to do with the government. Follow Jesus, love your tax man. This stuff is a trap.

Whisper 'my sweet darling princess' in her ear. Maybe lick the lobe.

@ValachHe dosent know shit, hes making shit up. He could find a very hot woman and have tonnes of sex and fall in love and his worldview would change instantly. Hes making shit up about stuff that can or cant happen when he dosent have too. And cucking himself in the mean time based on made up stories hes created in his mind. He could have sex once and get AIDS.

@Valach if you read my 1st post I said hes ethically cucking himself and you went against it. I said he's thinking too much and dosent know what he wants or what will happen. Stop making these bs plans and go with the flow. You aren't explaining anything you are ignoring what I said to make a bs point. You dont need to state your desires to be ethical. Your desires are your own and have nothing to do with other people. You dont need to make a 15 year projection of your sex life you can just go out and do it without thinking about what will happen.

@Valach Do you have to openly state your desires every time you have one? Wanting to have sex is not manipulation. Going out to dinner for free food is. If you forced the woman to do it because you payed for food it is but if you dont and just go with the flow its not.

@Valach I dont believe that statement at all. It dosent even make sense to me. Its contradictory.

My opinion is you are thinking too much and fking yourself. You have no idea what the woman is thinking and you have no idea what you want. Now you have thought yourself into a moral corner for no reason and are self cucking. Cause now you HAVE to do it to stay morally good. Imagine if you didnt think about all this BS and just went with the flow. You could just wait and not think about it then have sex and after if she was like I want to be serious, you could just say your not into it. But since you are spam thinking now you cant. The true self cuck. Stop thinking. Just say I dont know. Let the woman think about it and free yourself from this madness. This is brain washing! Being a conscious player is a hypocritical term. You cant play a seducer then tell the woman you are playing the seducer character. Thats not playing the character, thats pretend playing the character. Its like being a zombie at a horroshow and scaring someone and then taking off the mask and whispering hey Im not really a zombie. Way to ruin the fun. The woman like to play characters and they like to think about the characters. They want to get heartbroken, they want to get burned, they want to not be bored. Anything but being bored, you bore them with these tactics. They want the drama.

@BasmanI never played it, I saw people play it and it looked super boring. The game didnt feel like it was well thought out, or half assed. It seemed ultra simple and dumb. Every aspect could be made in a day with a team. They have different things like make your base only making your base was pressing a button. They had farming but farming was in a designated location and you just pressed a button. Then you fought over a sword and if you got the sword you almost instantly won the game. It looked like it was 1 D chess. Very straightforward, every game is the same. Every part seemed really bad and then as a whole it was bad. Characters seem generic and unremarkable. They just added in horses so they could make their map bigger. The high octane was ruined by the designated farming areas as it brought you out of high octane. 3v3 is not high octaine. The guns were all generic pistol assault rifle, shotgun. Nothing to expand them into. (not sure what weapons it had) It had no chance of longterm play as you need variety to make different scenarios happen for long term. Like you could play League of Legends 10 000 games and still see something new every game. This game you have seen every possibility in 50 games its so simple. High Guard was like do this, then do this, then do this in that specific order (You cant vary from the order of doing things) and thats it. With 5 weapon possibilities. To make a game good you need a variety of things to do, or just do one specific thing good. Compared to league you have dragon, take tower, take baron, teamfight, farm, harrass, rotate, ect, ect.(You can do these at any point in any order) It has 1000s of abilities and hundreds of weapons. Near infinite combinations of team compositions with different combos of abilities. If High guard was just a shooter it would have done way better but they tried to make something that did everything and it turned out a steaming pile of Dogshit cause it does none of them well.