Hojo

I have tonnes of memory from being a kid. But self conciousness came when I was jerking off as a 9 year old and I came and thought I was dying. I have earlier memories but I feel the terror of self awareness came in then. I started edging very early in life. I would lay there and jerk off and feel the feeling and try to make it the best possible feeling ever and then one time I came and thought I broke something in my body and had my first panic attack.

I saw one on 20 grams of mushrooms. I saw we are actually in a long string of rooms. Like 1 d is a room that you cant move your head or look left to right just stare forward. And then you can shift rooms. Your room could be directly beside my room even tho we are on opposite sides of the world.

@Inliytened1 i wanted to use it as a tool to stop the woman here from attacking me and so far they stay away.

Yes its me as a woman. I wanted to see what I would look like and then I said I'm the hottest woman I have ever seen. Via AI.

Your soul.

You can really see trumps devilry these days, automatically deny anything bad from your own team all the time.

@Joseph Maynor You dont even know who you are.

@Joseph Maynor Just like real life . I could be a demon lord.

@Inliytened1 grok_video_2026-01-07-23-30-42.mp4 Here is my female version bouncing up and down as a teaser.

Lol

It is me as a woman if you want i will sell you nudes when grok let's you do it.

@Inliytened1Think about how cool and how much fun your computer is right now. God created an infinitely cooler computer that you are. I can be Hojo as long as I want in my own reality. We are farming personalities. This life is like a mario party mini game.

@Inliytened1You get to pick which one you want. We use this to create personalities we can be whatever we want. Your personality is uploaded to your harddrive.

@Inliytened1The myth is that God created infinite versions of itself and then one of the Gods created its own God thats unloving and we are living in it right now. We use this God to fuck around and be selfish in and to learn and be more loving towards ourselves as God.

@Inliytened1According gnostisim God created infinite versions of itself. So you can be God and I can be God separately.

@Carl-RichardYou dont exist in the dream the same way you dont exist in an mmo. But you are outside the MMO playing the character.

@Inliytened1I think people are in their own minds seperately. IE you arent not witnessing objective reality objective reality is being shown into your eyes into your subjective reality. In your own subjective conciousness only what you think is happening is happening. Now there is someone on the other side of the room and the exact same thing is happening to them. When you meet you are merging your conciousness' together and both decide subjectively what is going on. While they are npcs because you get to control how you feel about them, and you are just seeing a 2dimensional representation of them, they might exist in another dimension like how you exist in another dimension. Its possible for another to exist. In this body its solipsism but it might not be totally solipsism. Like if life is a simulation and you are outside the simulation playing it, it could be possible for it to be a MMO. It cant be a MMO to your computer but there might be something behind the character that isnt actually there on your computer screen. Similar to how this forum dosent have people in it but there are people somewhere else outside the forum using the forum to communicate.

@Inliytened1Thats just how people will take it when you tell them.

Death makes people scared solipsism just disgusts people because they dont want to think about it. Death = terrifying Solipsism = crazy

I kinda fell into the trap of listening to spiritual teachers because I got enlightened and I didnt know what the fuck was happening. I was already meditating via drinking alcohol and I already got the cosmic joke. Then I saw spiritual teachers and I listen to them but they are talking about people that havent gotten the joke yet. I already got the joke I dont need to listen to this shit. I already was aware I already was mindful. When I listen to this shit I feel like im not doing it but getting the cosmic joke means I was. I just did it a different way. I am literally permanently meditating.

@Inliytened1According to a guru enlightenment is the cosmic joke. So if you ever got the joke you got enlightenment.

@Inliytened1They are as close as spiritual teachers get.

@Inliytened1Sadhguru and Leo are very close in their teachings. Difference is Sahguru says God isnt love.

@Inliytened1He does teach it. He just dosent use the word. people are scared of the word.

Sadhguru does he just dosent say it out right.