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I give up alcohol and switched to weed then I quit weed. Environment is a big part as it took no will power to do it for me once I got my own environment. I just stopped because my environment bow allowed me to do nothing as I got my own home. I used to rent rooms or live with parents and it was a constant stress for me. As with with renting a room I don't feel comfortable leaving my room and with parents they constantly ask what you are doing and shit non stop. I also got a job where the environment is very friendly towards me. I still smoke cigarettes tho.

@Shermaningeorgia Pretty much are its the beggining of your dream. Everytime you ask how did I get here your childhood is the root.

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0022103109001048 "Who’s chasing whom? The impact of gender and relationship status on mate poaching," published in 2009 in the Journal of Experimental Social Psychology. The authors, Jessica Parker and Melissa Burkley from Oklahoma State University, conducted a controlled experiment to see how "relationship status" affects a person's attractiveness to the opposite sex. Study Methodology The researchers used 184 undergraduate students (97 women and 87 men) and followed this specific process: The Profile: Participants were shown a photo and a brief profile of an attractive person of the opposite sex. The Variation: The researchers "rigged" the computer program so that for half of the participants, the person in the photo was labeled as "Single," and for the other half, the person was labeled as "In a Relationship." The Question: Participants were asked to rate their interest in pursuing the person (e.g., "How interested would you be in pursuing this person?"). Detailed Findings (The 59% vs. 90% Stats) The most famous result from the study focused on single women evaluating a man: When the man was "Single": Only 59% of single women expressed interest in pursuing him. When the man was "Taken": The number jumped to 90% of single women expressing interest. Other Interesting Results: Men’s Reaction: Men in the study did not show this bias. They were equally interested in the woman whether she was single or taken. Coupled Women: Women who were already in a relationship did not show the same jump in interest toward "taken" men. The effect was specific to single women looking for a partner. Mate-Choice Copying: The researchers concluded that this is a form of "mate-choice copying." For women, seeing that a man is already in a relationship acts as a "seal of approval." It signals that he has already been vetted by another woman and likely possesses qualities like reliability, social skills, or resources.

@StickGuru job is to confuse you so you focus on what you dont know.

I think you go insane as God and God created a mechanism for itself to reset itself when that happens. I think your dreams turn so fucked up or you get caught in a loop and can't get out. If you have demented sex dream and you start crying cause you cant imagine anything other than sex and get caught in a corner looping in the most disgusting way. God resets itself and now your life revolves around sex addiction cause of the karma. And your life is way for God to show itself look there's more you can imagine. Like imagine you die and you can do whatever you want and you really just want to have sex with every woman you will just do that and then limit your imagination to just that and you will get stuck and want out but you can't. The same way we get caught in loops irl.

Internet said the best option is to buy a mini computer. The prebuilt ones are all fucked if you wanna do ps2. There are some that are like 500 and it says that their harddrives they use are trash.

Why do you avoid pain. Survival is avoiding pain and having sex.

@emil1234Denying consciousness is denying God. Science is the devil.

Love the demon you chained up.

@Oppositionless Or a way to deny it.

The answer to any question is always yes. God is infinite you can do anything.

It dosent exist in material reality. So the materialist is right there. Its just that he's denying that he dosent exist to do the philosophy too. He would say im real, but then there is more to the story and your qualia is experienced beyond materialism so then materialism crumbles right there. If he denies he exists and its just material then slap him around and when he tells you to stop then don't until he admits he's there to experience some sort of qualia. Science itself denies that the scientist exists and they are too stupid to see this massive contradiction. You will often hear materialism say im just electricity in the brain. Who's controlling the electricity? I can tell you to think of something and you will does that mean I am in control of your electricity in your brain? No thats not the case there is something else in control that is not the electricity and not the brain. If you threatened the life of a materialist they will get scared. Why are you scared if you dont even exist retard. They will say I want to keep living. What wants to keep living? Electricity in the brain? Electricity dosent care if it gets slapped around or killed. Thats like saying the power in your computer will fight or scream before you turn the power off. You can do this with every single part of a human the body the mind and you will always come up with thats not me. Thats because 'me dosent exist in material reality its literally in a higher dimension looking down into material reality. The self is not 3 dimensional. Its like 12 dimensional or more. All the way down to 0 dimensional. A yogi is more materialist then a scientist if you pointed a gun at a yogis face he wouldn't flinch cause he knows he's not there. A scientist would cry and beg for his life that he himself denies.

When I saw God it was black. Like deep sleep black. It showed me deep sleep state is happening right now while awake.

When I saw God it was black.

The website says Lions mane extract. https://rizeofhope.com/product/12g-dark-crunch-chocolate-bar/

Firefox then chrome to cast to my tv.

AI companies should be held accountable for this shit via incarceration. THE CEO SHOULD BE LOCKED UP! Folie à Deux (Shared Psychotic Disorder) This is the clinical term for when one person (the "primary") has a genuine delusion and "infects" or convinces another person (the "secondary") to believe the same delusion. The Murder Aspect: In these cases, the primary person might convince the secondary person that a victim is a demon, a spy, or a threat, leading the secondary person to commit violence based on that shared false belief. Prosecution as a "Guiltless Instrument" In legal systems, if a manipulator uses someone who is mentally incapacitated or delusional to commit a crime, the person who did the "convincing" is often treated as the actual murderer. The Concept: The person who committed the physical act is seen as a "human weapon" or a "guiltless instrument." The manipulator is considered to have "constructive possession" of the act. Gaslighting to Incite Violence While "gaslighting" is often used for emotional abuse, it can be escalated to Malignant Narcissistic Manipulation. This occurs when a manipulator identifies an individual’s existing paranoia or delusions and feeds them false "evidence" to push them toward a specific target. Stochastic Terrorism (Broad Context) If the "convincing" isn't done one-on-one but through public rhetoric that targets a person’s unstable grip on reality, it is sometimes called Stochastic Terrorism. This is the use of mass communication to demonize a group or individual, making it statistically probable that a "lone wolf" with underlying issues will eventually lash out.

@Natasha Tori MaruHappy new year

I havent celebrated a special date in 10 years. Always alone.

Take a break?

@Someone hereThank God its almost over.

Really depends. Wests relationships are fucked up in a Lotta ways. People forget what love is or were never taught both the man and woman. Even in the east it seems kinda fucked up but they are alot more conservative so the idea of fucking around is more taboo. Once that is gone in a woman she is harder to chain down and relationships get more confusing. You kinda just gotta risk it if you really want too do it. There are foreign woman at my work that are like 24 25 and still act like they are in high school in terms of relationships. The foreigners are all really close to their families and the white ones have already gone through periods or are in periods if not even communicating with their children. It has downsides and upsides on both ends. As the children of the non foreigners have both less and more confidence at different levels. The foreign women still act like relationships are special but they are under the foot of their parents still. Like we are watching every move you make type stuff. It seems like the more liberal you get the more life experiences you get but you also get fucked super hard and the more conservative you get you get fucked in life experiences but you remain pure hearted but also remain scared of everything.

Fuck the whore devil im glad his plan comes to an end tonight. Good job solving the puzzle and freeing all of us from this maze by going insane.