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Hes just having fun, why so mad?

@Sugarcoat Energy shot up through my body my brain exploded. The bottom of my visual field looked like a curtain blowing in the wind. A disembodied voice talked into my ear and asked me what I was, I said I am God. I closed my eyes and I saw the entire universe behind my eyes. Energy shot out out of the top of my head and I tore off my point of view like hair being ripped out of a head and I flew back and saw my soul and then flew back further and I was with God or was God and I hear or feel a million voices saying I love you you are beautiful you are perfect then I shot back back into my body and laughed and cried for 6 hours.

@SugarcoatYea, after i awaken I saw that when people look for relationships actively they are seeking something they dont know they can give themselves. This is a subreddit I relate to https://www.reddit.com/r/SchizoidAdjacent/ I wasnt always this way it happened after I awaken. I was actually the opposite. I dont have an imaginary world I live in like is described tho. I am in a period of deep rest after 30 years of over stimulated nervous system. I dont avoid talking to people or doing work or cleaning my house but once thats done Im done.

@mmKayYou wont go cross eyed that a myth created so you wont do it.

@pablo_aka_godI hear a guru say if you want fuck something the universe will fuck you.

I find it easier to connect and talk but something isn't there anymore. Me caring about a connection is gone. It feels different almost like I don't care about the person or the connection. I used to want to build relationships and actively go seek it out and its kinda nice to have. I feel null toward relationship.

Discussed here ancient greece and psychedelics, Jesus eating his semen as the nectar of eternal life, ancient language.

@Ramasta9 What he is saying is very similar to story in the book of mormon there is a character Nephi that eats his own semen and he gets his mom to eat his semen and he gets his friends to do it. He said there is a vision of many people thinking its weird and twisted but the ones that do it gain access to something special. https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/1-ne/8?lang=eng This is a story about a dick and drinking semen from a dick and people do it and become ashamed. Iron rod = Boner White fruit = semen Partaking in eating of the fruit = eating semen Tree of life = your dick People tasting it and being ashamed = you The story he is saying in the video is almost exactly the same story in the book of mormon. He said Jesus gave his mom his semen and some others in the video and in this story Nephi does the same thing. He says his disciples refused and in the story it says some of his friends refused.

@Ramasta9What do you think is more intelligent an ant or a deer?

@TwentyfirstYou expect men to be trustworthy?

@theleelajoker the simulation is reading every single micro movement you make. Every single fluttered heartbeat every micro single eyeshift. Everytime you check out a woman for one second the simulation says gotcha bitch. God knows everything.

Each insect is like a super sayian. Killing 1 retarded weak deer vs 1000 super sayians. The insect overlords will get angry. Which would you rather fight a weak deer God or a fly God? The fly or ant gods are much more powerful.

@ladelle maybe but not your art.

Expect the worst hope for nothing.

@Twentyfirst I thrive in senseless chaos. I am completely clueless in order. At least in chaos there is a clear way. In order everything stays the same giving me no understanding on what to do.

Id say its worse. You gotta kill like 1000 things instead of one.

Do you not see your own egoic projection here? You are clearly projecting what your ego is upset about. You think God and your mom hates you. Forgive your mother, this universe is not your mother, your mother is in the universe of your mind. My mother kick me out when i was 17 I never was without a roof because i never blamed anyone or got mad. Stop being mad a bout your situation and it will improve. Being stuck in anger will not let God help you. You are very angry about this. Reverse your thought process you are not better for going through this you are worse its all your fault. You are protecting ego via feeling manly for going through something. Become humble.

Not necessarily asmr If you pretend you are in a space craft with vegeta going to a planet its asmr.

@Bruins8000There could be a longer version but no infinite. There could be an existent being that lives for 10 000 years, even 9 trillion years.

Yes fear of solipsism is ego. You are deep sleep, between every thought of ego you see the brain dead state of deep sleep that never leaves.

Everytime I eat lentil my face goes

Dont cum in a woman your bodies will develop relations beyond the sex. For literally years. It wont make her fall in love you thats BS. It might make her think about you but that dosent mean she even likes you.

Those 2 words dont belong together, its like saying dry water.

Yes they are basically lying about them. How can you find a cure for something if you dont feed it to the LLM. The LLM dosent think.