Hojo

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  1. Death is pleasurable, it will feel like you are orgasiming x 1000000000. Its so good the normal feelings of your body dissapear and you only focus on that feeling and then that's the only thing that exists, a very good feeling. You have to feel worse to be something. You are stopping yourself from feeling like you are experiencing a 1k x orgasm that's what your base level is. Sadhguru says stop all brain activity and you will feel like you are cumming.
  2. Tell him its a void of nothing and its scary and that all his problems will still be there because its about how he is witnessing reality and that can change in 1 second. You just have to ask God for help with your whole body. There is a chance that he is not right about his situation and is being tricked by a demon. When you want to commit suicide it means you have 0 life energy.
  3. Try drawing your own porn. Say this is a memory, draw it with you in it then jerk off to it and 'remeber' it.
  4. When you go into the Earth you start experiencing things. The space is different. Bears arent experiencing nothing all winter they are tripping.
  5. @Spiritual Warfare You can see that you cant lose yourself. You are the permanent substance of reality. There is nothing to be scared of. You are scared of feeling something not dying. Feeling and thought are fiction let it ride, Its just part of the story. The fear comes from logic, your neurons are trying to connect because they want to make logical sense. There is no answer to death so they cannot connect unless you lie to yourself. Its then an endless contemplation of you trying to connect neurons to find the answer until you see there isn't one because its a fucking lie! When you cant connect the logic the ego goes oh shit this dosen't make sense Im going to freak out. Its the ego seeing that its not real and you put that emotion the ego thinks as death but its death of a fictional character not you. Dont be your emotions, watch them they come up feel them totally. The body is part of this story of reality you aren't. We are looking at reality like a peephole in a door as weird as that sounds.
  6. @Spiritual Warfare It feels like your imagination comes to the forefront, and the voice you have goes away. Like your imagination falls out of your head onto the floor and becomes reality. Then you go what the fuck is that?! Not at the imagination but the thing looking at the imagination.
  7. @Spiritual Warfare They turn it off like a machine.Like if I put coffee beans into water I get coffee you put mushroom in the body your mind turns off.
  8. This is what I would describe as having a logical fear of death. One moment you are sitting there the next it feel like you are falling and start to panic because it feel like you are dying. When you see that that's all reality is, the feeling of dying becomes something that's just happening not real, a feeling, a perception of something. When you see the feeling is coming from you its not scary. The feeling is not coming from the body.
  9. @Spiritual Warfare If you take time out of ordinary life and look at what you are it will solidify into an object. When you close your eyes it an out of focus object cause human are focused on the outside but the inside is an object and if you stare at it long enough it will become clear.
  10. @Spiritual Warfare You are death looking into life.
  11. @Spiritual Warfare Just close your eyes. That's you. Your pretending to be what you are when your eyes are open.
  12. @James123 No, I know God is just an illusion to something that exists. But to me God is just a question mark of reality. To know that I cannot die is what my soul was yearning for. It feel like my fear of death burst me to a different dimension.
  13. @James123 Then reality would be a black hole shining a light within itself and that's it. The light God give it.
  14. @James123 No I haven't heard of black energy. I have heard of dark matter and maybe dark energy. We do not know what it is but it permeates reality. They have centers deep in the earths crust to avoid all changes in movement, and sometimes the dark matter is able to be seen as fragments of it are flowing through the earth. In my opinion everything in reality is a black hole. God is the black hole that ate everything and we are inside of it. Outside the blackhole that ate everything is nothing but it's edge. The big bang happen inside of God the ultimate simulation.
  15. When I was growing up my parents shunned it. I was forced to turn my head. This severely damaged me. If I turned my head back before it was over they call me a pervert. Now I am a pervert. Be thankful