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Good write up try this masterbate use imagination but you dont interact. You are like link in the imagination.

@Rishabh R wow its like we are before and after the big bang at the same time! There is no space between anything the space is imagined by nothing. So everything is literally right up against eachother with 0 space in between.

@Yimpa Turning yourself off turns the real you on

To turn 'yourself' off so it dosent bother you when you die. Become a void in your mind so when you die you instantly respawn. Becoming a void in your mind also lets you live this dream without limits of self.

@Someone here the only thing I am scared of is dying. I have minute fears like getting my testicle chopped off yes. There are things I don't want to happen if that is fear then I am scared of alot of things. The fear of death took over my life for so long that I never had a chance to be scared of anything else. I don't want to be embarrassed and if it happens then I will deal with it but I am not scared of it. I do go out of my way to not be embarrassed so you could say im scared of that too.

@meta_male its sort of like meditation without actually doing it your mind is still running a mile a minute and you are still engaging with it and think you aren't. This leads to psychosis over time. Meditation you can quiet your mind weed dosent quiet the mind and you are unconcioisly interacting with it. You just stop reacting emotionally to it.

@Someone here I try not to worry I also won't deny its possible existence. If I were to deny its existence I would say why am I doing that if I don't know. The only reason I can think of would be out of fear.

@Someone here thats my point it dosent exist but you are aware of its existence somehow you are aware of something existing that can't be pointed too. Therefore hell can be real without being able to point at it.

@Someone here point at yourself. Don't deny my existence cause you are scared of hell.

@Someone here how do you know it dosent?

If you think something is happening then you are living in the false world. In the simulation nothing is happening. You are living in a false world by acknowledging that anything has happened. And if you agree that nothing is happening then you are lying to fit into the simulation. Because clearly things are happening to you.

This is why humans are so special and its showing God gave us a power unique to humans. Contemplating is God's gift.

I've made this mistake and am just noticing it now after 4 years. You gotta let the ego flow let your brain think whatever it wants even if you deem the thoughts bad or evil or fked up. If you are standing next to someone and your brain thinks it wants to kill them stopping the thought of wanting to kill them is attacking the ego. Its very hard to get down because we are so accustomed to policing our thoughts. When around other people I feel the need to police my thoughts if I am around attractive women the mind will wander to sex and I will say hey! Not here buddy stop! Thats the dumbest thing you can do encourage it to think fked up shit. Awakening and schizophrenia are very closely related and its important not think you are better than your ego as they are 1.

@UnbornTao i think there is alot of baggage there that people don't want to look at. Like the hole people feel in them is baggage they are carrying from being seperated from God.