AuroraDream

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  1. I played this game all the way through, avoided spoilers, beat it on hard without knowing the plot. I really thought it wasn't a good game at all but that's just my opinion, I'm glad you genuinely enjoyed it.
  2. @LoneWonderer Thats his toxic authoritarian dictator style of talking cranked up a small notch, its usually always on overdrive.
  3. hey man be careful, only leo gets to decide who is enlightened or not around here you know that
  4. Going to clubs and bars and hitting on women is one of the most spiritual things you can do
  5. This is just one of the many sketchy, questionable, creepy things the wef has put out there. You would have to be insane to think there is any positive spin on such a quote whatsoever. From publicly admitting they are using this covid "opportunity" as a great reset - as they said in their own words, (wow that's awfully convenient, im glad they can turn a tragedy into an opportunity...), publishing articles on the benefit of eating insects, the benefits of world hunger, the head of the wef c.s. wearing a black villain like robes, him talking with phizer ceo that they are working on literally putting microchips in their pills, as he says "imagine the compliance".... "No! They're not putting microchips into the vaccines you dumb conspiracy theory idiots... they're putting them into their pills! Know the difference!"
  6. I learned that I am what I am. being authentic is just being what i already am, as i am, now in the present moment. which means I attract what I naturally attract. I learned to be with that and accept it. thats the hard part for people to grasp. authentic means just being you as you are now, and not changing and acting different to get results, to then become someone else. Someone "better". That's why there is always this awkward dissonance when these pickup gurus use spiritual principles in their obvious hedonistic pursuit of pussy. But still there's nothing wrong with wanting to be better and want to attract more attractive people if that's what you want to do, it just doesn't relate much to being authentic. We naturally grow, and can take action to grow, and can be all good, then we are authentic to that new person and that's great, cause that will be the new present moment. Being authentic is just being authentic now, to the present moment, with how you are, what you're feeling right now etc. I just want to point out that difference.
  7. goodluck, im not a fan of pickup, it can be quite cringe
  8. You're level of consciousness doesn't matter.... ignorant fools...
  9. thanks man. right like that's what I mean, im pointing to undertones here, so many people here and leo say to people "youre not awake" or something along those lines like its a problem when it isn't. Like youre not good enough or something or don't "get it" in a way that presents like a math equation you have to understand or else youre falling short. I'm glad you can appreciate what I said, which also kinda proves my point a bit that people here are affected by the standards of awakening or development being presented and can appreciate when someone says hey any level youre at is no big deal and all good, dont worry about it. 100% thats fair, and like i know what you mean here, theres no one size fits all teaching I know of really, gotta do what you gotta do, im just here to speak my mind on what I think of this place. Like what ive seen for me is that advice like that of "going with the flow" which leads to innaction, has hurt me sometimes, and sometimes what I needed to do was take action, and one more meta level up, go with the flow of that, which is the action taking. For me actually with this, it was the active seeking that was holding me back and just needed to take the foot off the gas and relax for me to actually move forward. but thats where mdma really helped me. Greater levels of awareness exist im sure and can be nice and beneficial etc, but to cast down the shadow onto other "ignorant fools" for not getting there or understanding these deep places or understandings is absolutely ridiculous and egoic as fuck.
  10. and of course no further comment from leo lol... i guess that's expected, he just wants to dictate rather than discuss
  11. @Razard86 Im fine with being triggered, it's not a problem for me, but seems to be a problem for you. I actually do love myself cause I love myself just the way I am in the present moment now, as I am, with a "lack of self love" according to your standards. I think its actually you who is triggered because you're telling me to change and integrate more of my masculine. to be "better" or "more loving".... because it seems you think I should live up to some standard. Remember than old teaching?: "love something just as it is?" I don't lack self love, you think I do. True self love doesn't have a standard, or threshold point for it to be a real thing, it loves everything at every level and no level of self love is better than another, that's true self love.
  12. thanks. yea my point is basically to point out the undertone to the words he speaks and the vibe of the forum which includes bullying, comparing attainments, other people deciding for another who is awake and who isn't etc. This isn't just a neutral thing, there's obvious undertones of toxic hierarchy which is hurting people here and adding to their struggles.
  13. Tell that to the guy who does that for a living I'm not awake. I'm trying to say that pursuing awakening is silly cause the levels of awakening never end and go on, so "enjoy where you are" in the present moment now was my message and dont get caught up in the attainments, cause that's what inspires competition and hierarchy without a doubt. This point youre trying to make here could easily be applied to Leo also. I've Shown leo to a bunch of people I know, looked around the internet, threads, forums, talking bout him.... arrogance is one of the words i hear over, and over, and over. Maybe its leo thats bothered by it? after all, he called me arrogant which his SO funny. I've never been called arrogant in my life. I'm not bothered by being called that too haha. Its hilarious to me. When someone says strong language like "don;t you dare claim youre awake" and contstaly polices on the forums who and who isnt't awake with such blunt tone, maybe he's emotionally attatched to people claiming such a status... jealousy maybe? I am NOT awake everybody. It's great and I'm fine with it. I'm no better than you. If I know myself more than you know yourself, its all good I'm not better than you or vice versa. Just so you know. And if you never awaken in this life, all good! Nothing wrong with you! You deserve love just as much as someone who is awake! And who cares who is awake and who isnt? enjoy life! We are free to be whatever we want at any level of awakreness we want!
  14. aha ^^ and take a look at this right here guys.... lol. Dont you know guys? you have to wait for leo's verification of your own awakness before you can ever advance in your spiritual journey, join the waiting list.
  15. @Space Aha!!! what hypocracy. I'm not awake, never once clamied i was awake even in the slightest. namasate to you you arrogant prick. Really funny as f*** to hear You calling someone else arrogant.... i guess youre not really aware of your own energy.... You didn't even acknowledge any of my good points so that speaks volumes of your inability to discus, but rather just say what is true for someone else instead, like you alwasys do The fact that you even dare have the audacity to determine whether someone else you dont even know is awake is a complete an utter profound arrogance that is just disgusting so many ways, hats off to you man.
  16. @Space I find it odd how people "like" tough love.....they must get a "sick pleasure" out of it as Leo would say
  17. bewcause i think hate is the dominant force in the world so whatever has the strongest influence will have the strongest pull like gravity and pull us in naturally
  18. Mdma has been personally my best learning experiences. Learned so much about myself then anything else, on the trip, but more so after the trip, as i would a nice afterglow for about a month where I could continue to feel into myself easier than normal. I also learned that a lot of the questions I thought I wanted to know while sober, I realized I was just playing with fire, and didn't actually want them answered. Because contemplation can get very much so potentiated on psychs. You can potentially learn anything or get any answer but may or may not be authentic timing or ready to recieve those answers. The mind being so out of touch from being for so long can trick us into thinking we want things that we don't actually want or are ready for and psych showed me that. I've only taken m a small handful of times and its been a full year of learning
  19. One of the greatest delusions: "I'm not good enough". This delusion is itself the illusion of the spiritual journey, which is wanting to ascend due to perceived suffering of not being happy or good enough, awakened enough, attractive enough, or what have you. You are good enough, now, here in the present moment (ah the present moment, remember that old teaching?) No level of anything is better than anything else. Its all love. It's all beautiful.
  20. Yeah haha but tell me this Leo, what happens if you don't ever realize yourself as God fully? Then will you still be good enough? Will you still be worthy of love?.... ? Standards are the issue. Your whole tone, attitude and teaching is this: Reach this level of understanding here or else you're falling short. Almost impossible to not equate self worth into this thing, and not a fair thing to ask, especially considering self worth, and not being good enough, IS one of the most tenacuous issues almost every human deals with and causes great amounts of pain and suffering. Try and tell me that self worth and value isn't one of the most permeating psychological issues with profound effects human beings feel that permeate society in so many ways. And try and tell me how much of that doesn't exists on this forum here, something you created. The core wound of the ego is thinking its not good enough and has to be "over there" with God, in heaven, at the "highest levels" otherwise its not good enough, or deluded, or egotistical, or in hell, or what have you... the present moment is all there is, no level of understanding is better than any else everything just is what it is and being. There's nothing to reach, the top is already right here in the present moment theres nothing to do. You seem to forget the fundamental teaching of being in the present moment here, and now, and not trying to go over there, transcended with God, super deeply instead of being here, as you are now, with whatever level of awareness is present. We are here to be human after all.
  21. Lol and here you are telling me to integrate more of my masculin. Why can't I just be myself as I am now and that be good enough? ?
  22. @Vynce I find it hilarious as it's so obvious people here are at the point of equating their self worth with their depth or degree of awakening.... lol complete opposite of spiritual. and like also quick to devalue someone elses expereince because they hadn't had an awakening or had a shallow one or something. just a new game of heiirarchy. haha ok no problem, i'll just overlook the glaring arrogance and bullyingh energy and see what he is point to. if only women in abusive relationships could see past the mean abuse and see what the men were really pointin to......
  23. @Revolutionary Think sure i can respect that. but overall i think a strict, blunt "telling people what to do energy", listen to what I say, with a very enforcing, commanding tone, and like "if you dont do this youre stupid" energy vibe that i get from most of this actualixed stuff is ultimately toxic, and thats my main point really.