@Ineedanswers I agree with you fully, after my own awakenings things that I considered cravings naturally started to fall away. I no longer had the urges I once had, I found beauty in the simplest of things and the energy that was emanating from my heart felt so pure i couldn’t help but have tears in my eyes from all the beauty I was witnessing. That was the only thing I started to care about and to cultivate within me. I still trip sometimes to access these states and speak with God. But more and more I don’t even need that. It’s all perfect and enough.