D2sage

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  1. I took 100mg MDMA and did not know what to expect. shortly after I felt hyper-aware and for 5 secs I was scared as fuck. 2 weeks later I went out on a crowded space where I usually would get panic attacks and just social anxiety bullshit. This time I felt nothing. I was calm as I was home under my blanket in my home watching Netflix on iPad. I thought this would pass but it seems still to be the case even after 3 months. My dick is not big, in fact, it's kinda small and the definition of average they say on paper. After MDMA, my dick is still exactly the same size but the sex is far better, I take it much slower and enjoy the foreplay much more now before penetration. I have also become more flirtatious. When girls look at me I used to look away shortly after like a fa*****. But now I can hold eye contact and this has helped me get a girlfriend whom I will travel to Seychelles with, a dream of mine since 2018. The MDMA trip was so intense that I might never do it again. I'm grateful that I am cured. It also has made my visualizations clearer and thus making law of attraction work fine. Cheers, try MDMA if you can.
  2. Quite the healing, yes It's a good tool for healing. You can use it and then meditate for a long period of time.
  3. If you are a man you should always pay the bills at the restaurant. But men are so weak in today's society. And they are getting bum fuc.ked by it and they take it far deep. In some countries, at least in Sweden, they think that femininity is good and masculinity is bad and problematic. They raise their boy kids like girls. The problem is that non-lesbian girls don't find that attractive and will always turn to a man with masculinity. A clash between modern principles and inherited instincts. Let men be men. Feminists in Sweden tried to make man-spreading illegal. Toxic feminism at its best. They hate white privileged men. Who finds a woman with pink hair shaved like a bandit with nose rings attractive anyway? Win-win situation. Netflix has a god damn movie about a man who gets pregnant. It's absurd and comedic at the same time. And then we have the porn generation with overstimulated brains.
  4. @BenG So when I sleep next to my partner, what am I seeing when I turn my head to the left? I've done DMT, I've looked at many trees on screen but without DMT I have never truly SEEN a tree before. I once tried to look at porn while on these substances, for me it looked fake and it was at that moment I quit pixel fantasies.
  5. @Leo Gura Why does it increase your motivation? Your brain thinks you are reproducing. Porn can make an individual suffer from anxiety and other shit. It's easy to pull out your dick and fap and watch another man pleasure himself. Dicks are made bigger for the purpose of the camera. This gives men anxiety and thinks they need a monster cock to please a girl. I have a friend who is porn damaged. He thinks that to please a girl he needs to stick his big dick in her vagina as fast as possible as he sees in porno. He's 31 now without a female partner but pornhub.com
  6. @Manny Mushrooms can do it perfectly. taking high doses, in the beginning then shift to microdose for at least 1-year regular you will see benefits.
  7. Visualizations that come into the light. I see my blog analytics skyrocket and 1 year later its booming. Big stuff like financial gains happens 6 months to 1 year later. MIcrodosing shrooms and not fapping or watching porn has helped make clear visions.
  8. @Thought Art Thanks will practice Qigong, did not know that existed. I've taken mushrooms before. Started with truffles and moved to different shroom strains. I grow them myself. It was indeed powerful. Usually, I don't go 5g. I enjoy hitting the spot where the effects are just very mild visuals but still healing. I'm very curious about what 10g will produce.
  9. I took 5g and after 20 min I could not sit on my computer so I lay down in my bed with a blanket over my eyes. I have anxiety and tension on my shoulders. Felt like something electrical buzzing and occasionally electric shocks on my shoulders for like 2-3 hours straight. My anxiety melted away. 3 hours after I opened my eyes, it felt like I'd been given a new pair of eyes. Then I also had this weird feeling. Hard to describe. I had a thought and a feeling for a sec that there's something here. It felt incredible to just see the room and that this exists. That I am alive and conscious and not dead. I thought of tall grass, then suddenly I saw tall grass in front of me like I was there physically. I remember thinking of people and their faces would morph into some weird shit like you see in horror movies. I thanked the mushrooms for that they exist.
  10. I've been making music for 6 years now. Produced over 1000 tracks but only 1 of them with a good and memorable melody and one has made it into Spotify and record label. I saw Leo's videos and remember he said something about listening to 10 different genres and taking notes on stuff. What's the best practice to improve art? I'm starting tomorrow to meditate from 10:00 to 18:00. But what more can I do to get Teotl as fast as possible.
  11. I had total freedom as a child. I was allowed to be outdoor as long as I wanted. My parents never forced me to become something. We had no rules at home. Come and eat whenever I wanted. Failed math hard in elementary school and could not get into high school but had full support to pursue what I wanted. My dad was cheap but I remember wanting an expensive electric car toy so bad that he actually stole it to make me happy. I was raised to love and treat all humans equally no matter skin color, ethnicity, or any finical matter. Poor or rich doesn't matter. This made me feel loved and love for reality. Overall, it felt like I was an independent child who had total control of my life and choices.
  12. Soviet Russia tried to invade Finland during the cold war. We can all see how Russia is treating its family neighbor. Kids, civilians, cows, dogs, hospitals, and as of today, a children's park bombed. Heck, they even bombed their own apartments in Moscow, Buynansk, and Volgodonsk in 1999. Stole some money from their own citizen and bought villas in Spain. Putin now cries when Finland and Sweden want to join NATO, which was created solely to secure countries being invaded by Russia. Sweden doesn't even need to be in NATO to get military assistance. Sweden has strong military ties with, for example, the UK, which will join the fight. The USA will probably send nasty high-tech weapons. For starters, Russia cannot dominate the airspace in Sweden or Finland. If they are dumb enough and decide to invade Sweden they must first battle and conquer the sea. They can't just fly in Sweden and bomb civilians like they own the world. And if they manage to win the sea then the next step is to fight on ground level. And the entire world knows that the Russian army on the ground is extremely incompetent. The only threat from Russia toward Sweden is cyberattacks, which happens long before the war. The other threat is Putin's nuclear card. Sure he can place robots close to the borders but using them is another thing. He cant simply launch a nuclear attack on Sweden and get away with it. If he did that then entire Russia will become dust and ruins and probably the rest of the world as well. Putin needs to shove 10g of psychedelic mushrooms together with some LSD then put in a completely green room. Green walls, ceiling, and no windows. It must be green.
  13. There are some beautiful beaches in India. And the home of many Buddhists. A good country but could need cleaner cities.
  14. I was born and live in Sweden. My parents are from Albania. I have childhood friends from Serbia, Africa, Iran, Iraq, Colombia, Russia and Kyrgyzstan. In my city, there has never been a fight against black and white. No racism. In fact, racists on the west coast of Sweden are seen as hobos. You can spot a racist easily by the bad odor and unkempt hair. Then why in some parts of Sweden it is chaos? Well, if you put all immigrants in one place like they have done in Malmo, Gothenburg and Stockholm for example, it will make it hard to integrate into the Swedish culture. Hard to learn the language when almost nobody speaks Swedish. Where I live the Government has done a wise choice to spread out all the immigrants. Last summer we got a wave of African refugees. Now they work or study. Multiculturism is good, segregation is not.
  15. @IAmReallyImportant Many things mentioned here I learned from watching a Swedish public state-controlled television channel. WION is a shitty, sneaky channel in my opinion. It's better to learn history before watching the news.
  16. I'm just putting this video from 2019 here with no bad intentions against him. Personally, I love Zelensky and don't give a damn about oligarch connections. Many leaders have oligarch connections. Putin, Trump, Obama, and Löfven, the former Swedish prime minister for example.
  17. @ArcticGong At least they caught a bunch. Criminal Network. 0 cops are dead. Last riot was 10 years ago.
  18. If he does it is probably to fish some votes from that community?
  19. VR is good for educational purposes. Tried VR to see human anatomy and it beats learning that stuff comapred to books.
  20. Almost every kid has a Phone. Instagram, TikTok, and stuff like that make depressed teenagers. They see "models" with fake lips and firm asses. Then they compare themselves to those. That's not the only reason but it's valid.
  21. Save up for a house in Spain with a nice garden and soil. Grow some healthy food there. No bills because you don't have electricity, you warm yourself with wood etc.
  22. Western media have not told us what Russia did in Aleppo and other countries. And the bombing of Serbia was due to the war crimes done in Kosovo. Relax.
  23. Russian military killing civilians and kids are disgusting.