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but others have died in worst ways but my mind but i dont want that to happen to me

doubting even the idea that i can change my life what if its a fantasy i'm living in i will do this when i go here and i will make these friends what if i am deceiving myself and what if i am destined to stay stuck

my mind saying i dont want to be in no competition it be sports or others cause they are low conscious or is it cause it is trying to avoid facing fear of confrontation and being embaressed or feeling the emotions of losing infront of others

i keep remembering things that people said to me tahj walking my brain keeps going back to that

if you are looking for funny youtubers watch Jidion every video this guy uploads is so funny

when i look at people with cool cloth in my head i think do they think they are better than me is that why they are dressed that way the answer is no they got the money the thing is i can afford to buy that cloth but myself esteem is too low that i think they are better than me and if i introduced myself they wouldn't like me

when i see a group having fun i go back to thinking you did this in 8 grad party self atta self ha

when i finally get to do it be social am i unaware no

i want to experience the feeling that everything is going to be okay

i just hope to be at peace before i perish

how i would handle if one of them peri or if they would embarrass me at grad

worrying about being competent and knowing political and speaking up from a safety point and fear view i wonder how i would handle that

if i would still worry about my safety in uni or how i should act so i dont attract issues or if i would become friends with those protesta k or constantly worry about being tested by gangsters or locals in k or worry about people being jealous of me or stealing my cloth or my ego not liking that i like girls cause of their body and that they shouldn't be attracted to me cause of my face i wonder if i would accept that

i af of fear of ppl coming after me would disappear or if people are out to get me

i wonder if i would stop staring at cool expensive cloths when i become enlight

low work out

if i start raising my status i don't know how i would be able to handle the group dynamics and other bullshit people will start throwing at my face

ask le about how he developed his writing skills or clear expression someone he took after or studied or what did he practice to make it like this

tht do even the first secetion "hello world"

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"Finding your Life Purpose. Honestly, after you have done this everything else falls into place... You are now playing life on "easy". Having a Life Purpose to me is the Ultimate Shiny Object you can attain. Once you start to align yourself with your potential you will have it easier to start to fall in love with reality. Then you are on your path for Love and grounding yourself in reality." from someone else

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they are all your children

sat in the middle of two girls and felt uncomfortable immediately the level of uncomfortableness was low but still enough to affect them law of state transference