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will be reporting on my productivity before: want to sleep all day on bed and think about doing stuff or starting a lesson that will change me or make progress for me won't work on python project or start documentation or lpmath or or journal my day to improve writing and communication After:

doing nofap 7 day

i wonder if the constant need to check social web will go away

i dont feel strong or competent in this state or that i would be able to handle things i think thats when my life will truly begins

cause you don't feel like you are enough on the inside you look for outside things to fulfill you

becoming desensitized to hot girls its actually depressing now i'll help me in the future but now i feel like i dont see the beauty in nature

the day i said i'll reach out

do you understand numbers are symbols or that they are made up?

i might actually be able to heal this if cancer can be cured why not this

used to bel that opening a can of bottle with teeth may make my teeth fall but now its d/nt

today i felt that i can start it today watch one or two videos and continue it tomorrow like LP courses

i actually want to socialize and not hu

been taught i should hate myself to the point kill myself by my parents

it's almost like fucking a chick you jam it in and you pull it out

looking for social p but when i got it its just another p its not going to change my life

all those times i made people uncomfortable by being around and making people dislike me

i believe guys will gang up on me and hurt me if i start talking to girls and start hooking up

i believe guys will gang up on me and hurt me if i start talking to girls and start hooking up

realized i was wrong all my life i thought the world was a negative place everyone trying to win and crush others but its not people want to socialize make friends and work together to be successful its that simple

i believe sub that big k's girls hates me

got cut lets see how long it takes to heal

what a lonely life i am living with no-one by my side and the worst feeling is that you won't be accepted even if you tried to put yourself out there the thought of them reacting and saying why are you talking , why is he so quiet to feel that at the end of the day nothing will workout

sometimes i think why don't i just give up and why keep trying why keep hoping that things are going to change i know i am going to die alone

Restart after kiss

thought poppin that god consciousness can't be reached just by meditating or it may take a long time