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realising not fully but the people i think are against me are in my mind may be that is why my brain is not into protecting yourself against books

be a blind slate like a child learning to walk

funny how it can make you forget to keep your current identity

watch the video and check the link http://wisdomofchopra.com/

safety as in -not knowing about contracts -that i don't know enough about the world and being seen as clueless as in politics race -the expression gap or not being able to articulate thoughts

even if i take action on creating diagrams it still wouldn't make a difference and wouldnt matter the same goes for math that i wouldn't be able to remember it or understand it the same for py and for essay too that the change wouldn't last

its crazy though the life i have lead taught to never trust myself be myself can't even take action even though i want to cause even when i take action a bunch of emotions come up anger plus fear and i can't even read the paper right infront of me the only time i can clearly see the paper and document is just an hour before the test that is when my mind is free

perfectionism is a big issue in my life

even a 20 minute of writing essay is hard for me

even if i read a book to improve my communication it wouldn't work yet key and may be in the future i will do that

i have not experienced that everything is consciousness and that only i exist and that others don't

successful people saying don't go to college for them that might be an option they took but they don't understand that to succeed without college they need to study on their own educate themselves and the average person doesn't have that skill and take massive action fail and fail

realized that what leo did with actualized.org is incredible putting these insights into words that must take a lot of focus and hard work because it is not that easy

been getting kind of these insights when i hear certain things like when elon musk says i want to go to mars my thoughts "it doesn't exist" comes my experience not changing when i look at a beautiful place its like whatever the only thing i want is connecting with people performing on stage unexpected just going on stage and doing some thing (fantasy)

getting online certificates

i want to work on articulating my thoughts more be it in english or some other language

i feel like i lack the words or how to respond if some guy confronted me looking for a fight and knowing how to handle that it connects to fear it is an issue jp think, write and speak

the rule of reality is start and then consume/learn information

the need to be always safe and is what is keeping me from taking action like i feel like i have to consume information to keep myself safe from danger assuming that the people are out to get me and the need to be smart and know certain things laws and prince and chess book etc before i start to take action and put myself out there

LP and essay to procr

in the past i always had the thought of kissing a bunch of girls or sleeping with many as i raise my consciousness i realize that if a girl is cool enough its alright to be in a relationship with her cool enough meaning that she doesn't want me to invite her to restaurant and spend money i dont have on her if she is a genuine person and has compassion and confident and secure in herself

can someone link the thread where he said that trump's tax policies made him rich i want to read it?

if i become so conscious can consciousness heal the body or diseases that doctors or scientists haven't figured out how to cure yet? or what are some books that that talk about this?

i will admit that i have made major change when i kiss a girl

used to overthink about how and when i'm going to spend on a girl on a date i guess that slowly disappeared