Wizardking

I find it hard to put this into word but this is my best attempt. I can't wrap my head around a lot of the spiritual ideas. I've had many psychedelic experiences where I've experienced many of the things Leo talks about but every single time my conviction starts declining over the coming month after the experience. I've written notes to myself several times during these experiences saying something along the lines of "I know you'll probably doubt this in the future but this is the absolut truth. You know it with absolute certainty at this moment. You need to trust me that this is the truth" but every single time I become less and less convinced with time and start questioning if perhaps I was just delusional. I've had two of these experiences while sober as well. One whilst doing breathwork and one whilst meditating. But still I can't be convinced. I haven't done psychedelics in over a year now because they started messing me up mentally. They were a big part in healing me the three years prior to that but then they just started having negative effects on me. How can I know these truths? I've been meditating almost every single day for the past 5 years. I've done some contemplation on the big questions and I've heard the reasoning of people who claim to have realised these truths but non of it truly convinces me whilst I'm in my normal conscious state. Perhaps I haven't every truly experiences an awakening. Also every time I take a psychedelic I am 100% certain that I'm meant to do music but that conviction also starts dissipating after these experiences. It's as if I can feel myself slowly falling back into my unconscious autopilot mode. How do I stay at this level? Everything seems so clear at that level. My mind is a bit scattered but hope you understand what I mean. Thanks for reading.

@FourCrossedWands That I do agree on

Damn you're right... It didn't reach 150k last cycle... It only did a 10x. What a foolish investment 😂

A specific Isha Kriya meditation? I find a lot of them at different lengths on youtube. My main issue in regards to what your saying is that I'm very addicted to stimulation. Boredom is really hard for me right now. Was much easier when I was taking psychedelics but right now I'm basically always doing something and feeling stressed about having to do stuff. Almost always watching youtube or listening to a book/podcast, fooling myself that I'm being productive by watching educational videos.

Thank you for your response. I mostly question my beliefs in spirituality. I've experienced god realisation and ego dissolution which has made me believe that this is all a dream and we are all God but I can't explain it other than by saying I've experienced it many times. Which I don't feel is ground for these claims when people ask what my beliefs are. I want to discuss these things in my music and perhaps even in youtube videos but it just seems so ungrounded. I am diagnosed with depression and am currently on Wellbutrin. It helped a lot in the beginning but now I feel kind of back to square one. I just feel lost. Don't have the energy, motivation or drive to act. Not sure which path to go. My mind is a chaotic mess. I have adhd but rarely take my medication as I don't feel like myself on it.

Could you elaborate on why you think that? In my interpretation of crypto that seems like a rather ignorant claim. You should look up the solid projects. Chainlink for example has just partnered up with Swiss. A lot of AI developers are also saying that crypto and blockchain technology will be part of AI.

Bought some cardano but also a big bag of AERO. You should look into it. It's the central liquidity hub of Coinbases base network. Its main DEX. Already outperforming Uniswap and Solana. 8 years in the making and has major backing from Coinbase. With coinbases smart wallet soon coming out everyone using Coinbase will be using Aerodrome even if they know it or not. Biggest no brainer to me this cycle

Just thought I'd share this interesting podcast. Two different views on how to protect ourselves financially. One anti crypto and one pro. I thought both had very good points. I know Peter Schiff from before but not Raoul Pal. Can't find much on him either. Anyone got any info on him?

Yeah I also highly doubt it. People would be too eager jump on bitcoin if the price goes down significantly. It has become such a mainstream asset and gained so much credibility over the years

Elaborate on why you think that

And on 4/20, what a good omen. Here we go

I actually just traded all my Avax for Aerodrome yesterday. I think Avax is great and probably will do great, it's just that Solana and Base are kinda stealing the spotlight right now when it comes to networks

Highly unlikely. If you get spooked by a correction you're probably over invested. Study the previous cycles. 20-30% corrections are common on the way up.

My biggest bag is Solana. Also hold a lot of arbitrum, rndr and chainlink. Looking into a couple others but these are the main ones that I really believe in.

I’m a bit split whether it is morally wrong to invest in crypto or not. Yes, winning money means someone else loses it. But if you’re investing in crypto because you believe it is the future and brings more value than the current centralised financial system does then why should you feel bad when someone who is just in it to win money buys high and sells low? People should only invest in things they believe will bring value to the world and if they don’t and instead they do it out of greed then they have no one to blame but themselves. I might be wrong tho. Might have missed something. Want to hear others take on this

I’m a bit split whether it is morally wrong to invest in crypto or not. Yes, winning money means someone else loses it. But if you’re investing in crypto because you believe it is the future and brings more value than the current centralised financial system does then why should you feel bad when someone who is just in it to win money buys high and sells low? People should only invest in things they believe will bring value to the world and if they don’t and instead they do it out of greed then they have no one to blame but themselves. I might be wrong tho. Might have missed something. Want to hear others take on this

I find it hard to decide on that. I have ADHD and my brain is constantly so scattered that I usually start 100 different things in a day but without completing a single one. I've read Gabor Mates book on it which says that one should focus on healing trauma to overcome it but that's such a long process that I fear I will be putting off my journey too long. I want to become an artist and I see it as being very important to start that journey at a young age. I can of course still make music while focusing on healing, doing both would probably even synergises each other, but my ADHD makes me fear that I'm not ready to actually go out and start networking, building my image, etc. That's why I'm trying the nootropics, to see if they can help alleviate my issues relating to ADHD.

I just watched Leos video on Nootropics and I'm going to try some (most) of them. But I have a question, does Leo mean one could take all of these? I feel like taking 10+ pills per day seems excessive. If I like the individual effect each of them has on me, could I take all of them daily?

Thank you. I would also like to ask you, do you think health should be the first priority before moving on to other things? Makes sense to have a solid foundation. Should I focus on getting my physical and mental health in order before pursuing my ambitions in life? I think of it like this, I'm a car with a punctured tire, leaking fuel tank and an overheating engine. Before I go out on my journey I need to fix these things otherwise I won't get far. But perhaps this is just holding me from going out on the journey.

Well I was more referring to telling people about their psychology and mental health.

A lot of people are suffering because of trauma that they don't want to face and that they maybe even deny. They might even deny that they are suffering. For example, a person who doesn't love/value/respect themselves goes into relationship after relationship that ends with them getting mistreated and finally dumped. They might be too caught up in their pride to take responsibility and instead just blame the other part which then causes the cycle to continue. If I could tell this person that they subconsciously don't think they deserve love because of perhaps something that happened to them in their childhood, would that be the right thing to do? Ignorance is bliss and in their ignorance they think they are experiencing bliss, at least most of the time. But if they were to heal themselves and develop better mindsets towards life they would experience true bliss. Sure the journey there will be painful but in the end they will be thankful that they did it. In therapy a lot of it's about making the patient realise these things for themselves, but with my personal experience in therapy I needed to hear the hard truth. I did 3 years where the therapist mostly just listened but when I switched to a therapist that actually told me what they thought, that's when I really started improving. I feel so bad for these people because some of them go their entires lives without realising this and fixing it. And most of the people who do realise these things probably don't start to do so properly until they have a mid life crisis or when they reach retirement and realise that life is about enjoying it, not reaching an end destination. I kinda interpret the saying "if you want to change the world change yourself" as also saying "you can only change people by inspiring them with your own change" but I find this way kind of discouraging because of how much longer that takes and how much time is then wasted on the unnecessary suffering that they might have to go through to realise it for themselves. Maybe it would be seen as creepy to get a psychoanalysis/advice from someone. Especially if it isn't a really close friend or family. Do you think it's pointless, maybe even harmful, to try and tell people what you believe it might be that they need to figure out? Do they need to reach that realisation on their own? Posted this on Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation and God also:

I just managed to get a front row seat for one of Jordan Petersons talks and I want to come up with a good question to ask him. Any suggestions? Maybe something relating to spirituality as he is a bit religious but I'm not sure what he's already answered.

A lot of people are suffering because of trauma that they don't want to face and that they maybe even deny. They might even deny that they are suffering. For example, a person who doesn't love/value/respect themselves goes into relationship after relationship that ends with them getting mistreated and finally dumped. They might be too caught up in their pride to take responsibility and instead just blame the other part which then causes the cycle to continue. If I could tell this person that they subconsciously don't think they deserve love because of perhaps something that happened to them in their childhood, would that be the right thing to do? Ignorance is bliss and in their ignorance they think they are experiencing bliss, at least most of the time. But if they were to heal themselves and develop better mindsets towards life they would experience true bliss. Sure the journey there will be painful but in the end they will be thankful that they did it. In therapy a lot of it's about making the patient realise these things for themselves, but with my personal experience in therapy I needed to hear the hard truth. I did 3 years where the therapist mostly just listened but when I switched to a therapist that actually told me what they thought, that's when I really started improving. I feel so bad for these people because some of them go their entires lives without realising this and fixing it. And most of the people who do realise these things probably don't start to do so properly until they have a mid life crisis or when they reach retirement and realise that life is about enjoying it, not reaching an end destination. I kinda interpret the saying "if you want to change the world change yourself" as also saying "you can only change people by inspiring them with your own change" but I find this way kind of discouraging because of how much longer that takes and how much time is then wasted on the unnecessary suffering that they might have to go through to realise it for themselves. Maybe it would be seen as creepy to get a psychoanalysis/advice from someone. Especially if it isn't a really close friend or family. Do you think it's pointless, maybe even harmful, to try and tell people what you believe it might be that they need to figure out? Do they need to reach that realisation on their own? Posted this on Mental Health, Serious Emotional Issues as well: