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i hear alan watts a lot and his thoughts talks a lot about that

let me add this i do feel empathy and compassion toward many people that are stuck in a dead end job, but when ever i tried to communicate that they can create a totally different life for them they dont really believe its possible or understand how or see a way into that especially girl that are conforming to what they got already and what saw in society i feel like people stuck in a boring job they are also stuck in patterns and can't get out of it too

You know what i had experience with a girl that want me to do all the things from the traditional society and want all the freedom from the modern one without she taking any responsibility lol, not only that i'm the one who clean and make food too lol I do agree its SO much work if there is kids i spent tons of money on my ex relative to our slanderers and she wasn't happy, i dont expect any money from a girl but girls that are more successful tend to understand me more and appreciate the effort am putting more, girls that are not that successful now a day for me they dont have a realistic expectation they have tiktok expectation LOL, ill try to give more to the next girl am with tho or maybe see what makes her feel the best her father she tells me used to spent literally all his money maybe that has a lots of influence on her Thank you @Lila9 you too

Tell me what you wanna do exactly what is your end goal and ill try to see if i have good materials links or i can just give you the keywords you need to search

basically you need to learn lighting framing timing cuts editing camera and lenses aspect ratios colors, you can take it as far as you want if you wanna learn full film making but deepening on what is your end goal you might add a bit of writing too you dont need too much of that if you only wanna make simple youtube videos and you can start by focus maybe only on editing you are literally tabbing into art and there is no end to how much you can learn and improve with it so be wise with it

also @Lila9 do you feel girls like you are rare or is it that most girls in your culture are like that ? the most successful girl i met was my ex irl lol we couldn't make it we where living in different cities, and most girls i meet are just not into it at all (not successful) or having the most boring job

@Lila9 wow you did all of that as a girl, am an artist too at the heart making it professionally surviving on my art was Brutally hard still not where i wanna be yet i wanna do full animations i really feel like girls that can't take care of them self and are dependent on man they are immature in someway or another, but i do love giving as a man too what do you think about that @Lila9 , girls where am from are traditional house wife type they dont know much and they can't do much the way i imagine my relationship now is that i want a successful girl i can provide everything for her no problem but i want her to be successful to have a good character also girls with passion are much more attractive to me like when i see a girl that love art and yoga or love music id love her much more and there will be more common ground in the relationship too but build a career to do the things you love to do the most not the things that makes you most money : D and you can pick more feminine fields too

hamas want to wipe Israel from the face of the earth, that is what they actually want now they are seen as radical by a lots of people in the middle east

Hi @Asia P i hope you are doing good today since i got my first awakening at age 14-15 i can relate with that, it changed me radically, my family are so different from me now tho i love them i live away from them and i can't really live with them, i changed my whole path and really hated school i went to choosing art so i too lost many of my old interest my whole world views shifted too, took me a lots of time almost 10 years to rediscover my self and understand what have happened to me, you still need a degree of discipline in your life and you might have really hard time rediscovering your true self and true passions i struggled with the same thing also your family might be traditionally minded too it might be really difficult for you to accept your true self and move on from what you life was like well i wanna add 2 most important thing i have learned is to learn to trust my self and follow my heart or my bliss whispering in obi one voice "may the force be with you", "feel the force"

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let leo be leo and sadhguru be sadhguru i love sadhguru but leo has a much bigger inpact on me than sadhguru because leo mind appeal to mind leo is the only leo on the planet lol leo doesn't have to have any of that btw he can give his unique gift btw having one teacher is never enough earth is billion time better when leo is leo LOL leo tho has a lot of limitation he offers a very unique perspectives and takes also sadhguru has tons of blind spots too and leo is more western like teal and sadhguru is more western minded its just radically different worlds

what about alan watts

@Sir Oberon cool websites thanks i dont thing i can get Mimosa bark, but if i manged to ill try it

it seem syrian rue is the only Psychedelics i can get my hand on is syrian rue, i wish to grow magic mushroom but didn't find a way So did any one here take syrian rue at home what is the extraction process that doesn't require a lab, all search result that i have seen requires a lab equipment yet i hared that it can be extracted at home, i dont wanna harm my self accidentally

@Porphyry Fedotov well the problem that i can't get the seed anywhere atm

i just learned that i dont receive notification when someone tags me nice @Danioover9000 you know what is more crazy religious fundamentalist supporting his action here saying that he is a good answer to western influence

thank you leo for being with us, you are the best gift there is, your videos have helped me tremendously

wow can you share pictures ? @Fluran

i love the emerging of stage green rethinking how we should think about our future we definitely need more yellow system thinking to make it into full economy and governments on scale, that can scale with the need of society, and in alignment with economy + ecology

"orgy relativity opening a hole in time space"

i do understand that most Israelis just wanna live in peace, and most people there opened their eyes on wars and conflicts, but i hope we reach one state where both side coexist peacefully @Lila9 well stay safe there lol yeah, and i hope the 4 yo dont get killed too

well hamas is a joke but azballah has much bigger arsenal and superior count, leadership and training they even suppressed the Syrian revolution in Syria https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXJGBQVasqY

the US destabilized the middle east iran filled the vacuum by supporting radical groups like huthies in yamen the middle east is plagued by these toxic ideology and politicians capitalize on that supporting both extremes the west decisions wasn't the wisest too, actually the west is acting like 6 yo and the middle east like 4 yo war is radicalizing both side, if we just made isreal and palatines one secular country fair for everyone, that gonna solve the problem, i understand the suffering of both sides and the west is using jews as a tool to project power into the middle east, and how Israel started with nakba is not a very peaceful start too are you an israeli @Lila9 for defending israel like that ? am not blaming you i just wanna understand where you came from the arab left dont support hamas am from the arab world just the far right wing some religious fanatics do support it but people are people and thye feel the suffering of other war is the problem not jews or arab its a systemic problem, Syrian lost so much too and got displaced so is ukrainians, it not only the jews that are suffering we are all suffering from war really i personally lost my house and almost died in Syria @Lila9 am not pro Hamas or pro palestinian am pro humans : D we must understand the suffering the the POV of each side here so we can find solutions

this is so fucking beautiful

i had the exact same problem the solution i found in my life is this, well my money is mine but i offer her gifts take her out, make her feel like she is my little baby girl and that will keep the safety of the relationship, tho be careful dont compromise if you are compromising there is a big problem these 2 videos helped me a lot i didn't read the whole forum post but if you wanna good result seek understanding, dont demonize the girl and draw clear bondries