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@Davino so basically, it challenging but you love it so much that you actually embrace it? Edit: I still can't see it. Prolly just keep contemplating it I guess.

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First and foremost, my pronouns are xim/xer. Any misgendering after reading this, will get reported to the mod. Before answering this question, I want to acknowledge that I am on the traditional territory of the Tsimshian aboriginals. The Canadian government has been working with the Tsimshian aboriginals eversince the creation of Treaty 8. We will always remember and not forget. I will be quoting every question to accomodate neurodivergent people. I am not joking, and everybody who assume my emotional state while reading this will get reported to the mod. I have not watched all of Leo's videos. I have watched some of them, and generally rewatch them instead of watching a new one. I tried taking notes when and after watching, but I seem retain the advice better if my intuition feels like the subject matter is important to me. I tend to not retain his videos if it just "logically" sounds interesting. I only contemplate the videos that are important for me in the moment. I have not. I am not sure, but does not his life purpose have recommended books that are also in the booklist? I used to be both serious and self-amused about the work, but I was wrong. I would like to apologize to all those disparaged by my previous "comments(definitely not jokes, especially edgy jokes)." I am now just serious in doing my self -actualisation work. There is no tolerance for low consciousness humor. I am going to take my self-actualisation work very logically and to not include authentic fun in it; similar to Germans, Politicians, and College Students. The interesting thing about Leo's work is his authentic charm and relateable communication. The most useful thing about Leo's work was that it helped me open my mind and helped me experience the true nature of reality. I have taken the life purpose course and I am working towards it. I have repeated the course twice, and sometimes rewatch or redo the content, to squeeze more juice out of his work that I did not get the first time (when I say "juice," I did not mean to disparage the fruit community, but rather am just using it as metaphor). I can not disclose the specific subjects, as it might be offensive to living creatures. What I can say is I am having trouble contemplating where some of his "profound answers" are coming from. It takes a lot of time, work, and frustration trying to question the source of the answers he gives the audience. In closing, I again want to acknowledge that I am on the traditional territory of the Tsimshian aboriginals. The Canadian government has been working with the Tsimshian aboriginals eversince the creation of Treaty 8. We will always remember and not forget. I would also like to apologize to all of entities that I have disparaged with my comments from the past. I would also like to remind everyone that I would no longer make attempts in humor, as they are disparaging to the subject of said joke.

I understand your feeling, although we should always be open minded for the sake of diversity. If you have not been made aware, this forum consist of people from all over the world. You have people from different and diverse backgrounds. We must not contribute to the oppression of minorities by being bored of this forum. Long live diversity.

My spritual animal would be the Giant Panda, from China. They represent diversity. They are black, they are white, and they live in asia.

Eversince meditating, the way I carry myself in public is causing some girls to do stupid shit to get my attention to flirt, and its making my blood boil. All the pillars of sex worthiness(Accordng to RSD Julien): Purposeful, Flowing, Controlled, & Self-amused, have gotten stronger after meditating and working on spirituality. Should I just stay at home as much as I can, ie.doordash instead of going to restaurants? Cuz if I want to fuck the shit out of a gril, I would do it on my own terms, not theirs. IK yall would be saying, "You are lucky," but its legit infuriating, when you want to contemplate while walking downtown or while eating at a restaurant, then some fucking horny cu** can't behave herself.

Now dudes are flirting with me online too!?!? Fuck I guess Ill cut my internet off as well.

If studying is one of your blisses, then its definitely possible. I remember learning systems programming, and my shit gets bricked errytime I interface with the command line and work with C, no matter if I have a migraine or a cold.

Does everyone need a life purpose? Can enlightenment reveal that you don't need a life purpose? Can someone people love the way their body moves when working these blue collar jobs? Leo encourages life purpose, but he isn't saying that you need it. You will realize what he says by doing the work and also by listening to his videos more diligently.

@Ulax My dumbass didn't even realize there was a hidden text, because I use a dark mode extension.

This is concerning. But then again, Leo only expects 1% of those who follow his work to succeed in self-actualizing.

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Just anonymous to the public, to avoid fame and relatives asking for money. Is it possible? No issues with government knowing everything about me, even the color of my rectum.

Shoveling your drive way, scraping your car windows, layering a fuckton of clothes, and praying to god that you don't slip on ice and crack your head on the side walk cement, Yay!! winter season I can't wait to increase my odds of dying, Yay!! winter season

In the future, remember: Prevent theft = electronic journals. Keeping family from reading my paper journals = create a personal writing system Wach this video حبيبتي :

Their ego will likely not take it. They'll probably just get defensive. Like... it already happened, so whats the point of telling them? They'll just feel bad. If you have wise parents, they might change -- but, this is indirectly just controlling them; I don't like controling people... so...

@shree The quote i responded to: was a response about his claim that he read the benefits of NoFap -- not about how NoFap is making him miserable due to his constant horniness. Jesus fucking Christ. Can GOD just fucking put the barrel of a gun in between my eyebrows and pull the trigger as hard as he can? I have $500, enough for a 9mm pocket pistol to just fucking dome me to infinity.

Are you sure you aren't in a better mood because you are creating a habit that requires discpline? Are you sure its not a general feeling that you get by having discipline to abstain from something? Because I felt good when I maintained a schedule of sleeping and waking up at the same time everyday: this is while jerking off around the same time everyday as well. Are you sure there are STRONG EVIDENCE to support semen retention? Have you also looked at the cons of it? Can't just look the pros without looking at the cons. Ngl my fellow Gen Zs and their culture are giving wierdo/tryhard vibes fr fr. This culture feels very "non-conformist in a very comformist" sort of way. When I found out that my Gen Z friends are a part of this culture, I cut them off: which is like 95% of them. Toxic Green with Orange and Blue Shadows.

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Idk, but you can always go back to academia... if you want. Most math profs and tutors are horrible( and then you see how ugly their wives are and that makes me even disgusted of them). Except for this guy, https://m.youtube.com/@ProfessorLeonard/playlists He has Calc 1,2, 3, and also differntials. Many engineering students skip their own lectures and just learns from this guys videos instead. He explains the concepts well and is funny at times. Before you now properly learn Calc 1 from his videos(which i know is the bottle neck of ur academic pursuits) watch this video by Leo, because he himself wasn't a good student in the past: I also noticed that you still have a lot of middle eastern influences in your subconscious, so I'd recommend you watch his older videos(2014-2016) and try to avoid his videos after that -- atleast for now. Last thing, I made a post on the "High Quality sources" section of this forum. It was about good resources for learning proof based math, if you want to check that out.

@Husseinisdoingfine Look man I was in your shoes before. Just remember you dont need anybody's approval. You can be happy on your own. Fuck the thoughts or opinions of anybody in this whole planet. Fuck what I, Leo, your parents, Elon musk, or anybody has to say.

@Hojo I can only speak of computer science. You can learn it for free online, BUT YOU NEED COMPELLING PERSONAL PROJECTS to compete against college graduates. If you want COmputer Science: 1) Research a Curriculum for a Computer science degree -- its so easy. 2) Find free online courses/textbooks of the topics in the curriculum MIT OCW has Algorithms(6.006) and Operating Systems(6.828 i think) as its notable free courses. MIT OCW has other CS, math, and stats courses. MIT OCW courses will give you lecture notes, assignments, schedule, labs, etc.. like an online course. Other universities also have free courses Buy textbooks and do the exercise. 3) Create your personal projects to showcase ur skills Most university is just to make connections(IMO chimp stuff). Most of the learning can be done for free online.

Your post is mad goofy bro. Just be honest with yourself, you just want to be a Physics researcher because you want the presteige and so that you can please ur family. You are telling yourself, "its because I want to get to the bottom of reality", but deep down you just want to stroke that ego. You reek of ego. I can smell your ego from my computer screen bro. You have so much of it, ADMIT IT.

It can further inspire people if they see their teacher doing the work. Maybe get inspired by how you integrate your alien consciousness into your retreats, etc..