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That's cool, next up maybe try bringing the level up to the solar system or the galaxy or more. It's a very amazing realization when you realize how aware the galaxy is, when you become it, at least based on my experience. Also, how did it feel like?

I'll add one more thing to clear up the confusion: In depersonalization/derealization when they say alien, they are talking about feeling alienated. Leo is talking about a non-human intelligence, not the sense of alienation.

Well I mean if the bioavailability is not an issue then no problem, but if it isn't then I would just opt to take orally to avoid any hassle. But he can choose any ROA he wants. I also don't know the price of ketamine elsewhere, but it's around 100€ per gram here and depending on the dose that's not very many sessions, at least personally I've had many sessions where I took more than 300mg, so depending on his money situation he might find bioavailability important. I was reading some anecdotal evidence too and a lot of people were saying that it doesn't work as well when boofed (one even said that DCK worked fine for them when boofed, so shouldn't be a problem of technique), a few people did say that boofing worked very well for them however. I guess do your own testing and see if it's good.

I wouldn't recommend boofing ketamine, it has lower bioavailability than insufflation (unlike most compounds that have very high rectal bioavailability). Apparently the molecule isn't at an ideal pH range to be absorbed properly. Bioavailability according to Wikipedia: Intranasal: 45–50% Rectal: 25–30% Some other sources say even lower than that.

Don't get too hung up on trying to realize this very specific form of God that Leo experienced. Most psychedelic trips are very unique, and given the infinitude of infinity, if you ever end up having some experience with some kind of form of an alien hyperintelligence / entity it will most likely not be the one Leo became. There are infinite entities, dimensions, configurations, forms, and so on, that you can become conscious of, you shouldn't limit yourself to any ideas of what to expect.

Absolute ugliness does not exist, only Absolute Beauty Absolute Beauty is inherent, not a duality. What you perceive as beautiful is a different matter.

He's talking about a God confirming to you that their religion is the specific way, I don't think he is talking about the actual nondual God, it's not like God is some vision, God is literally direct experience and you will not find anything else than that. Plus he makes a bad point about personal experience contradicting reality citing things like hallucinations when reality itself is a hallucination, there is no opposite to direct experience so it cannot contradict anything in the first place.

This is great

When you say that the mouse's body is identical to your human body, are you saying that your life had all along been this mouse's dance or do you mean something else by this? And in exactly in what ways did you become it?

What is the new way of taking psychedelics that you invented? Did you experience all of these different levels that the mouse was doing the dance/quirkiness in? What was the dimension where this mouse resided in like, what kinds of rules were there, what kinds of limitations did it experience, what were some definibg elements of it? What kinds of senses did the mouse have, was it inventing new ones or did it have some set of specific senses? (Senses might be a bad word since it implies sense organs, but I mean primarily the experience itself)

I don't see the problem if you are not doing them from a place of addiction or escape, I have no idea why you would feel guilty about it if doesn't affect you negatively, that seems to be more of a social thing. Most people don't have a problem with occasionally drinking alcohol either, I don't see what's that different with other drugs. Personally I use all kinds of drugs because I love all kinds of altered states of consciousness and exploring compounds, and it doesn't affect my life negatively, but I don't distinguish between recreational use/use for exploring consciousness in my drug usage.

Thanks, very interesting, even 5-MeO-DMT had a 1000% increase. But how much is that in the end relative to a recreational dosage, we don't know. But it seems like the study that found this is unpublished so who knows how accurate it is or if it even is true.

I've been thinking about going for higher and higher dosages to see what is possible. I am mainly thinking about DMT and LSD, because they have been well established to be safe at high doses. For DMT something like 120-200mg, for LSD something like 1000-2000ug. I am also much more sensitive to psychedelics than normal. But what I was wondering is if anybody who has done higher end dosages, does actually increasing the dose keep giving deeper insights, realizations, and awakenings? Or does it plateau at some point? For example, a lot of high dose LSD trip reports on erowid and such that I've read have nothing to do with awakening, likely due to the user and their intentions, so it is hard to gauge if awakenings actually continue to get deeper. So far I've found that higher dose is not always a higher awakening, but I want to know if others have tested out these higher dose ranges and if they are worthwhile, in your opinion. I want to know specifically for the purposes of insights and awakenings. I know the trip itself will always go up in intensity, but I want to know if the realizations will become deeper too, or if the insights become unsalvageable at some point. Or is there perhaps a lower dose range that is better than actually taking a higher dose for this purpose?

That endogenous DMT claim seems interesting, what are you basing it on? I can't seem to find any information about it

This whole dream that you are having that contains starts with your direct experience, you imagined the Big Bang as an explanation as to how and why you are here. The Big Bang did not actually happen as you just imagined the dream directly out of nowhere with no processes required for it, the Big Bang is a support of this in order to provide content, backstory, and explanations to what is happening in your direct experience, but it is practically speaking equivalent to actually having happened, because you imagined it like that.

God doesn't actually need an 'other' to have experiences to in order to interact with supposed 'others', it only needs the illusion that they are having their own lives and experiences. The things in God's experience that make it seem as if others truly are real are enough. Either way, others being real wouldn't affect one's direct experience in any way, it would be exactly the same as the illusion of them having their own experiences. That's why its an illusion.

The problem is that people do not realize everything else that comes with experiencing a particular point of view. Their own mind has to construct all other people in their bubble of consciousness which leaves no room for an other, because the 'other' is held in your consciousness. One problem could be that people assume that brains construct their experience, so they see other people with brains, assuming they have consciousness. When in actuality your consciousness is what those other peoole are, so they are your consciousness but not conscious. There just isn't anywhere for them to be conscious, because they are already in your own consciousness, so for them to be conscious would mean that they would have to be constructing everyone else too, which makes no sense and isn't actually possible. The environment has to be constructed too, which basically leaves no world that would have any others in it without you present. But people think their mind is the personal ego mind, not seeing the extent of the self-construction. There just somehow are supposed to be other minds out there. When out there, is actually in your own mind, which naturally means that you are constructing them.

Yeah that's true and I've certainly had experience with such trips but I've noticed that I can take more out of higher dose trips the more my experience grows in understanding consciousness and tripping in general even if the intensity or depth is the same as before, which is what is mainly prompting me to explore higher doses

I'll probably experiment with a lot of options and see which works out the best.

Of course, but I feel like a higher dose can help one deconstruct areas of consciousness or reality that normally wouldn't be as accessible at lower doses.

I'm basing my sensitivity on me getting far deeper and stronger trips relative to what my friends have told me or what I've seen in trip reports. I don't care if I'm sensitive or not since I can always take more. I have mixed DMT with LSD, it is indeed very nice, but I want to also see what they can do alone in even higher dosages. I also have a vaporgenie.

I don't know how safe 5-MeO-DMT is at these higher doses. DMT is one of the things I want to experiment with higher doses though. I love to trip in general, I enjoy long durations, which is why I like LSD. I don't really fear psychedelics or bad trips due to my understanding of why they happen (and of consciousness in general) and how to prevent them, I've had only one genuinely bad trip in my life.

Reality is the utmost perfect design there is. It is infinite perfection, the most intelligent design there is. Every single part of reality is perfect, the qualia itself are completely perfect, how can God be so intelligent as to imagine different qualia? It's shocking. Can't you see, the love is all around you, it is literally everywhere. There is deep intelligence flowing in every action. It's so seamless, so beautiful, perfected to work in absolute harmony. This perfection is the pinnacle of Love itself, and in no way does this apparent duality diminish the quality of Love at all. Every single moment is the best moment there is, there is none better, it is the height of infinity itself. There are absolutely no mistakes, everything is going just as it should be, there is no other way for things to be, nor a need for them to be otherwise. Why cling to suffering when you can focus on all the love this perfection has to offer? But even then the suffering serves the ingenious and perfect design of God. There is no other way reality should be, this is the perfect design for it. This is literally the most perfect way for things to be! Infinite perfection in every moment employed by infinite consciousness, it is consciousness itself just radiating it's own perfection back to you. The perfection is not waiting for you out there later, it is actually right here in this very moment. This experience is literally crafted with infinite intelligence, and you take it all for granted. Don't you see how shocking it is that there can be such things as different colors, sounds, tastes, concepts, feelings, thoughts, and so much more? Take a moment to actually realize how deep an intelligence must be to be able to generate new and different qualia. Not concepts or thoughts, but qualia itself! Could you do that based on your will? That's what's really shocking here, the fact that God can generate experience itself. What's even more shocking is the fact that it is none other than Love that this is. I hope that one day you will see the perfection and love right in this moment, to see that you yourself, are perfect.

The weirdest part about it is that it isn't supposed to be like dreaming. You supposedly leave a "clone" that is a piece of your consciousness in your current reality that can do things you normally should be doing, while you are in experiencing the reality you shifted to. So your body isn't going to be asleep for all of that time, you can supposedly spend days in the shifted reality. You can even script exactly what kind of reality it should be. Even reality checks (which tell you that you are in a dream) are supposed to pass in the shifted reality. Honestly it's one of the more unbelievable things I've heard about, and what's even more surprising is that there are a lot of people claiming they've done it on the subreddit for it. It's weird how popular it actually is, given how unbelievable it all seems.

I can feel God to a very lesser extent most of the time, but this is more like a slight baseline increase rather than a constant deep awakening, so yeah I would say it's closer to not feeling it at all. And of course, there is always deeper to go, I was just pointing out that the initial realization can occur quickly, that doesn't mean there is nothing more to do after that, in fact there is so much to God you can never exhaust it.