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Well first of all the dose shouldn't be too high so that you can do something like drawing properly, secondly a very visual compound is probably better than one that isn't that visual such as 5-MeO-DMT. Something like 2C-B, LSD, maybe shrooms, et cetera. I haven't tried drawing on that many compounds as it is a secondary component to my trips, so I don't know how accurate my information is. I like to draw for a few hours and during the comedown so for me the substance should be a long lasting one. I've mainly drawn on LSD and other lysergamides.

Well, a lot of the items in the bingo come from realizing that you are God. It's not like I went down and deliberated that I am Adolf Hitler specifically for example, I just realized that I am everybody in general. Though I really like the music one, it's always extremely beautiful to see the depth hidden in music during trips that you normally are not capable of appreciating, it's like music takes on a dozen or so new layers to it. Also, what about your bingo?

Finally I can get an ego boost from comparing myself

Many people use psychedelics for art and creativity. I sometimes do drawing on psychedelics, I've noticed that you can make a lot of connections you normally would not be able to make, and it just feels like I am able to access a lot more depth than usual. Definitely good for it.

1cP-AL-LAD was extremely insightful for me. 1cP-LSD was also the same as usual LSD for me. Also 1P-LSD is supposedly (and probably) an LSD prodrug, so it makes no sense for there to be that big of a difference.

Some people actually literally hear their thoughts, I have a friend who genuinely hears his thoughts. I'm not capable of this, I can think linearly but it has absolutely no voice to it, it's just a thought. I think I mostly use raw thoughts too, I already know what I would think before I think linearly it so I usually just skip the thinking process where I would become conscious of it in word format. Though in my default state I do not think that much at all, I never have the text I'm either reading or writing occur in my head at all for example, which is such a nice feeling compared to how it used to be when I still automatically thought about everything that I read et cetera.

You can try to realize that reality is your own mind and thus nothing outside of your control or against your will can ever occur. You can also try to become conscious of the fact that everything that has happened has been in accordance with infinite intelligence and that there are no mistakes. Or you can try to become conscious of the fact that reality is Love or Absolutely Good.

This scale seems completely arbitrary and inaccurate, I have no idea how he decided some of these things, it seems completely ridiculous. You can see his personal preferences in this scale, not some absolute accuracy. Some of the things don't make any sense in this scale at all, I have no idea why anybody would use such a limited and baseless thing. How does this person know what is maximum energy level tolerated by the human body for example? He just pulls this stuff out of his ass.

A Fictional thing that in which you supposedly exit from a fictional cycle of birth and death (samsara), linked to other fictions like karma, soul, and so on. There's even more fictions linked to it like 'liberation' after death (that some people supposedly get, but not everybody, which again is another fiction). Completely unnecessary for actual awakening.

You're God. There is nobody else to experience anything except God.

Awakening is about waking up from the illusion, insanity is delving ever deeper into it. You could use words like transrational vs irrational too, but I'm not sure how well they would fit this context. Also notice that the person in the video just believed everything Leo said. Believing what someone says about what reality is supposed to be is not awakening.

I don't think the first or second plateaus are that valuable, it's not very psychedelic nor profound, and the first plateau is more like being drunk, but the third plateau was pretty good. Though I've only tried DXM around 5 times.

Well, sometimes dreams can be linked to actual things outside the dreams (like precognitive dreams as an example), but most of the time dreams do not share such a link. Are these dreams repeated (since you say dreams and not a dream)? If it's just one dream then it probably has no connection. I have dreams with aliens/other entities pretty frequently, and none of them have been linked with any of my trips where I encountered entities.

I've long since realized that everything is perfect no matter what you do, as has Leo most likely given how he keeps talking about it in his videos, so I doubt that he is operating from a place of fear in this case. I also don't consider trust to be something outside of myself. You also need a lot of trust in yourself to reach a level of letting go where you don't care about making mistakes. You are talking about trusting more, not about trusting less or not trusting at all. Not needing to 'trust yourself' is also a state of deep trust, and in that state you actually deeply trust yourself. In my opinion letting go requires trust to do in the first place. You are not letting go of anything if you do not trust enough to let go. Especially during a trip. Including your letting go of letting go, that is actually something that requires a lot of trust to do. If you genuinely would not trust yourself during the trip you would instead be fighting the trip so much that you would get a bad trip, which would not lead to any actual realizations, so your 'not trusting' is just another word for trusting more. Actual not trusting is the antithesis of good or profound trips. So your wording here is bad.

Yeah I agree, you have to trust yourself completely. There is nothing like trusting your own abilities, having confidence to reach your goals, and especially trusting yourself in the more metaphysical sense of being God. You especially have to trust your own mind, it's all you got.

Off topic, but can you describe your experiences with it?

Mushrooms definitely open up emotions a lot, and often make you cry or laugh a lot, they are a very good psychedelic for this. Since you have already taken mushrooms two times but didn't reach your goal maybe you should adjust the dosage to be higher. Or just try with the same dose and see how it goes without your friend around. It also seems unimaginable to me that someone would have not cried for 20 years, personally I cry literally every day (although almost always due to happiness).

Nope, nothing wrong with that. Relatively speaking you might see it as wrong, but absolutely there is nothing wrong with it.

Sounds like a great experience. It's interesting how when someone realizes that something is literally you and it becomes incredibly real and alive, you get scared of that, I wonder why that is.

Yeah I agree, letting infinite intelligence do what it does is the best way. Yeah I agree, it's a state of very deep relaxation, that is what happened to me. If I can get into this state again I will see how the control goes, thanks for your tips.

I see, sounds very nice. Also, I just had an experience where I disconnected from the body and became spacious bliss and felt a body high / euphoria not in my body but in the space that I am, and I had a realization that I am God. I don't know if your posts helped to trigger this sudden experience, but if it did, thank you

Very interesting, what kind of enhancements are you doing to your reality? I very much agree that the body is a modulator of experience, a very good description.

Sounds amazing. Do the hallucinations become the actual 'reality' or are they just visual images in your mind? What kind of realities have you hallucinated?

All of that is true and all, but have you actually personally experienced any of these things like going back in time, shifted realities, or gone to discover these other realities, or are you just aware that is possible but have not actually done anything?

I've always heard people say that LSD is very visual, but maybe it's wrong then. During my early psychedelic usage my trips were very very visual, but then transferred to less visual and more consciousness expansion over time. Also I get very little visuals on mushrooms compared to other psychedelics, even at high doses, it's usually more mind related for me. I've heard many people say that shrooms are incredible visual for them, and others say that they get very little visuals, there is probably some variable at play here that makes people react differently to it.