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This is a good list for what psychedelics will offer most people, but I would like to add that it is possible reach such infinite levels that are completely different from any of these stages and they cannot be described using human language in any capacity whatsoever. The effects, that are so weird and varied, breaking all conceptions of what psychedelics can do that occur at those levels are completely undocumented because almost nobody experiences those things, and even if someone does they cannot be documented because they have nothing in common with human consciousness and a human is not capable of articulating those effects.

This sounds incredibly fascinating, what else have you experienced going with this alien theme? I've been exploring being an infinite self-illuminating grid-like god-structure that spans in infinite spatial dimensions (and I stress the infinite here, where the limits are truly not existant), where you have no restrictions in terms of directions, which makes all possible directions instantly and completely accessible, and on top of that every direction contains a different qualia, and as every direction is accessible and your mind is not focused you feel all possible qualia at once in infinite dimensions. Coming back from this I felt I had been so "high up" and so groundless that I was incredibly shocked and almost scared that it was even possible, do you feel something like this coming down from these alien states? How do you integrate these kinds of experiences?

These other dream POVs are not linked with imaginary characters inside your current dream, they are their whole own universes. There is no recycled content in consciousness, there is no need for that.

I have a lucid dream usually 1-3 times a week, I do reality checks at times where I try to breathe through my nose while I am holding it, in a dream you will still be able to breathe. I'm also just generally more conscious of whether or not I would be in a dream, it is something like a habit that arose spontaneously. I also write down all my dreams which has given me good dream recall so I can remember more lucid dreams than someone who wouldn't write them down.

I'm not sure what exactly are you asking me by explaining solipsism. The "other" dream is still your dream, just not your current form. You are always the main character no matter what form you are in. I was also speaking of the future relatively, of course everything is in the present moment, it's just hard to communicate stuff like this. Other's don't have POVs, they only seem to have them. I didn't get to the understand the reason so far, I've only had a few experiences confirming that this is the case, but it has something to do with the nature of infinity itself. Repetition is also a bit of an inaccurate word because the whole process happens outside of time. It would be exactly equivalent to how this feels like.

Truth shouldn't make you disregard the illusory suffering of others. I'm not saying not to be compassionate. You definitely shouldn't act as if people were not real. I just said the truth, I was not advocating any actions or changes in behavior.

You can realize the oneness aspect or nonduality without realizing that you are God and that Absolute Solipsism is true, as an example. You can have awakenings to oneness that are distinct from God-Realization. There are many states as there are infinite levels of consciousness and a multitude of facets to truth, some of these states are more complete than others. You can get glimpses of truth or understand some aspects or facets without fully grasping everything. In fact grasping God fully is a far more advanced state than understanding nonduality, which is still true but not the whole story.

I can't believe Leo constantly gets criticized for laughing, for getting 'annoyed', or any minor acts or 'flaws' in his personality that pretty much all humans do or have, especially in altered states of consciousness. I see this kind of criticism here all the time. I guess you're supposed to be some perfect saint that doesn't even go to the toilet if you have realized God. I've been far more maniacal than that during some of my awakening experiences because of how amazing it was.

Just wait until you get into 69D.

Well first of all suffering isn't even unintelligent in the first place, it is purely a survival function, it isn't there for no reason, it's there to tell you something is wrong. Also there are infinitely many ways to create dreams that don't need survival as a mechanic because they function differently than this particular one, which means that out of all the infinite possibilities survival has no reason to take up most of it, which means no suffering in most of them. Well, as everything is infinite you can't really say stuff like most of them though, with infinite time of course even all the suffering will be repeated infinitely many times, but the proportion is definitely not going to be mostly just suffering. Also God can dream whatever it desires, it doesn't have a compulsion towards making suffering because it "has to experience everything", it actually has complete freedom and can never visit suffering again if it doesn't want to in in its' dreams, though I definitely do not think God will ever never experience suffering again in any form. But as an example against "having to experience everything" God never has to experience the other imagined 'POV's in a dream it has. It's more like an infinite process that always is doing whatever it desires, whether its complete hell or absolute heaven.

Maybe God had ten thousand absolutely wonderful dreams unimaginably blissful to humans before this and then decided for once to feel that things were not perfect, all the while complaining constantly through it saying there is nothing but suffering.

Of course, you can only understand that by taking the substances in the first place, I am not advocating not taking them, in fact I would say the opposite, if it came across as underselling them then I was bad at communicating.

Alright, thanks for clarification. I pretty much agree with all of your points, this is basically how my own view of nonduality was and is as well.

Can you open up more on why you say nonduality is BS? I get that God Realization is a higher level of awakening than awakening to nonduality, but aren't the core ideas of nonduality like that there are no differences between anything, oneness, and so on, aren't these still valid? I can't conceive how they could be invalid. Isn't nonduality essentially in the end pointing at the same thing, that there is just one mind, which obviously means that you are God. I'm not talking about nonduality as it's taught by some people where they teach you that there are other minds or some atman or really any extraneous ideas attached to nonduality, but about what the core ideas of nonduality are actually pointing towards.

This. You also have to understand that chemicals do not cause or do anything at all, it is you who is doing everything. It's funny how once you supposedly take a chemical you can realize that you never took any and they have absolutely no effect on you. It was just you!

Fear is what is keeping you believing that you are a separate human being that can be harmed, and fear is also what is keeping you from realizing love. That's why its necessary to go beyond fear, or face the fears, or whatever. Love will kill all your fears, at least at that moment when you are conscious of it. You can also still have everyday fears after coming down from a peak experience, but I think they can also be radically lessened, at least that has been the case in my experience. However I don't think you have to work one by one through all of your fears such as a fear of roller coasters to realize God. I didn't go through a process like this and still managed to realize God. When you realize 'other' is self then most of your fears should dissipate, at least during the moment of realization, but as you come down you might lose sight of this and some fears might come back in.

Selflessness includes selfishness. It's broad. Real love includes your selfishness.

The ego does not really exist, so you have total freedom as God. As there is no ego you can't really interfere with yourself, because there is no separate ego to interfere with God. God can be in a confused state where it thinks its the ego though.

I prefer it over mushrooms because I have far less nausea/vomiting and it comes up faster, and it feels also a bit less twisted than psilocybin at least for me. Otherwise it's pretty similar to mushrooms in my experience so far.

I've had LSD-25 from numerous different sources, and yes I would not be able to tell them apart from the other lysergamides because the differences are negligible to me in my experience, though I've usually done testing on them, and most of them would not trigger the same results on the tests. Also I take all my tabs orally just in case, as NBOMEs don't work orally, even if I have tested the substances. That doesn't discount DOx but the duration of that is so different that it would be easy to notice. I haven't tried 1P-LSD, but I might try 1D-LSD out of curiosity though (a novel legal lysergamide). As an example a dose of 600ug 1cp-AL-LAD did get me pretty deep and got me a full God Realization experience, alongside some other crazy things that I had never experienced before, alongside some other realizations, so I wouldn't say LSD-25 is somehow that much different from the other lysergamides, but maybe it is different for you. Though I'm currently not working with other lysergamides other than LSD-25 so I can't do more testing on this matter.

I also have had some experiences experimenting with this. I've found out that there are a lot of different flavors to insanity, some that I've experienced off the top of my head would include things like feeling like you are losing your mind, actual complete delusion, inability to comprehend, total weirdness and lack of structure, logic, and coherence, complete lack of any familiarity, and even more insane things that I don't know how to describe. Ego replacement is also something that can feel a bit like insanity, but I wouldn't call that actual insanity, they're a bit different. Entering a state like this can be very dangerous in my opinion, because if you truly give yourself to a state like this, you have no idea what you will end up doing, you will be too far gone to act or think in a regular way.

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Well I am not sure what a 'breakthrough' with shrooms is supposed to exactly be, but 2 grams of mushrooms is less than 100mcg equivalent to LSD according to this (who knows how accurate) calculator, as long as it's Cubensis: https://tripsafe.org/lsd-shrooms-dosage-converter/. That would be on the lower end of the common dose range. I've found around 6 grams or more to be good for most purposes, I'm male and I weight a bit over 75kg. But as you said, I would recommend working your way up. You might find a lower dose better, I don't know.

Ah I didn't know that. Well, you don't have to reach these levels of understanding, but it is pretty amazing to have these realizations. In fact realizations like absolute love are among the best things in the world, it's worth pursuing them.

These things are not an expression of love at the relative level according to the conventional ideas of love, but they are an expression of love at the absolute level. Looking at acts that are devoid of the things we might term love might not give you a good impression of love at the absolute level.