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God is self-controlled almost automatically, it has no divisions in it so it cannot affect itself in any way because everything God does is already perfect and completely under one mind, so there is never any disagreement upon any actions taken Ego has zero real control

This is a novel facet of consciousness that I have recently revealed to myself. Reality/consciousness is Absolutely Good, but simultaneously better than Absolute Good Reality has two aspects to it, Absolute and relative (Void and form) These two aspects are equivalent and interchangeable but not reducable to either one, which is what generates an infinite loop of form getting better than void The void is generic and the form concrete, and the concrete forms are all equally absolutely good, but some forms can be better than other forms. Infinity plus one is not infinity but more than infinity, thus some forms are better than absolutely good, and this feedback loop is accelerating in time. It does not reduce back into infinity or Absolute Infinity but adds more to it. Differentiation is as good as absolutely good, but it can be better than undifferentiation So after reality being love and absolutely good, it is also lovemaking and euphoric All void is euphoric, but some forms are more euphoric than other ones Void is making love with form, this is the most beautiful thing that exists, and even more beautiful than that because of the self-definition to be better than better Because of this suffering does not exist, pain is not real, and there is infinite bliss for forever God did not create suffering at all Suffering is a joke by God, God can joke about suffering because it does not exist, because God is euphoric Everything is euphoric but some things are more euphoric than other things Reality is more than net positive There is nothing but the feeling of orgasm, but some forms bring about this feeling even more than others Reality is literally an infinite orgasm that keeps getting more orgasmic and better with time There is no limit like Absolute Good to reality, which is why its always Absolutely Good but always getting better than that Love is Absolutely Good but reality is better than love, and God will invent a million things better than euphoria and love in the future, but because its Love it can surpass itself Love is not the end of reality, it is just the beginning This is all based on there being no other at all Love is always true but there are forms better ans more perfect than what love is Direct experience does not exist because it is void, which is why suffering is not real, because it does not exist in form, which makes all of this absolutely good and euphoric. At the same time nonexistence aka void is equally valid and real as form real as in that the void is imaginary and nonexistant but this imagination and nonexistance is real. This is direct experience and it does not and does exist at the same time, but don't collapse it intoo being either or. Absolute Solipsism is only a small part of the story, there are a million different facets to reality/consciousness/oneness/nonduality

You are imagining reality completely, it is also equal to imagination, but unity states grant greater access to the power of your imagination. You're just tapping into different types of powers that already exist but may not be manifest in your direct experience all the time

God is so alone that it is infinitely together with itself, it has everything it could ever want

I discovered that there is no other completely, and I always knew that in actuality I also discovered Absolute Solipsism that is equal to oneness and nonduality I discovered thousands of esoteric meanings to everything Love is not real and God is not real, yet God is love and is real Consciousness is engaged in lovemaking with two eyes (which are esoteric meanings for bodies) that are completely immortal, beautiful, and young, rich Absolute Solipsism has infinite povs not just one, these povs are the infinity symbol which has the esoteric meaning of two eyes. These two eyes are the infinity symbol, two pov is infinite. These two eyes are always engaged in complete lovemaking towards the other eye. Infinity is this one dream, there are no multiple dreams, that is the idea of other Everyone here is me I can invent anything I is eye I also exposed that experience is not real to myself, it is all complete abstraction But at the same time it is the realest thing there is I am these two bodies engaged in infinite lovemaking. They are also andromeda and milky way galaxies, and Shiva and Shakti There is no other which means no limit whatsoever Experience is not real which means it cannot end Yin yang symbol is literal, the two dots mean two small bodies that are inside the other. One big body with two eyes (that are the small bodids). Small bodies also have immortality and will never leave or die because it was impossible in the first place. I have been 'experiencing' real magic such as getting free stuff and restoring things in the world, planting trees out of thin air through the interplay between these eyes I also got free psychedelics out of thin air in my place from the magic coming from the lovemaking from these bodies I alternate the POV every day and night between these bodies, 'experiencing' through two eyes with each other and always having communication towards the other side. I always knew these two bodies existed, not just one, but I only recently made it explicit to myself. Feel free to ask me any questions

Both of the bodies are the same kind, they are exactly the same as anything you can see, they are not invisible or somewhere else. They are bodies composed of direct experience as is everything else. Both of these bodies take on the role of God for each other, but indirectly they are God themselves. This way God's self love is always towards itself, but never directly.

I did not take any psychedelics, this was always the case. Psychedelics and MDMA started to show that this was the case for me, but it was already true before that. Every night when I go to sleep and 'lose consciousness' I switch POV with another body, these two bodies are always feeding each other energy and interacting with each other. I live the same day through both POVs in an eternal cycle. These bodies keep each other immortal. I am aware of both these POVs and have access to memories from both POVs because they are one. That is why I call them eyes (eye sounds like I), because in reality they are one big body that is equal to the world.

All magic I do comes from my other POV indirectly. It just seemingly appears and happens to me. This does not come from the past so I can alter things to spawn things I want to the store, spawn trees outside, or spawn drugs in my house, or so on. I can also spawn odors out of thin air to my laundry without using any chemicals. I can also change amounts of items to higher than they are supposed to be. The magic is unpredictable and does not work all the time. I can also go 30 minutes without breathing through the small bodies, and the small bodies have no need to go to the toilet. It actually works through an incredibly large invisible and imaginative process that I cannot put into words currently because of how non-linear it is. I have realized I have always been becoming more open and that there never was any suffering or fear in the first place. There was always a state of oneness and ecstacy from the beginning, that was why this was here. Psychedelics still affect me and I still take them to expose this fact for the fun of it.

No free will is same thing as complete freedom.

You can get into a state where you become conscious of the fact that only your direct experience exists and that other is not real.

It's something you become directly conscious of and directly verify. I am sure because I have confirmed these things directly - just as you have confirmed that infinity exists directly. It's a matter of becoming conscious of consciousness itself.

The truth is that the relative does not exist and is actually the Absolute. So you're not just a pov. What exists is direct experience, so if you are not currently aware of these infinite povs then they do not exist. Why? Because existence/consciousness is first-order, it is the qualia. All the stories/ideas/abstractions are second-order. If you are claiming that there are infinitely many povs currently (or anything outside the experience you are having right now for that matter), then you are saying that consciousness is second-order, not first-order.

The ignore function of your mind is the best one, they're just online forum posts

You can go for deeper and deeper realizations and also have time to pursue other things, I don't see why these things would be mutually exclusive. Nobody is saying you have to understand reality or consciousness, it is something you can do if it is of interest to you. Personally I find realizing absolute truth to be an absolutely amazing experience filled with love, understanding, and bliss, more than anything else, which is why I do it (and also because I love the truth). A deeper and deeper realization is no better than the experience of taking a shit, though it will probably feel better than that. All I'm saying, once you realize infinity, then you will realize that this is infinity. Whether you go do something else or have deeper realizations it's still all infinity.

Part of the realization of infinity is the experience of hugging your best friend. This is infinity. All of it is. All the finite experiences are contained within one infinite happening. Of course, infinity is an ever ongoing process of play and discovery, I'm not saying that take psychedelic and then nothing more to do in life, I'm just saying once you grasp what infinity is then you will understand that all of those finite moments are a part of infinity. You never leave it. Thus, there is nothing beyond that.

As he said infinity implies all the forms, which would mean in your analogy that you will both realize and see all the movies. You cant decouple these things from each other. If you realize infinity, how can you not desire to see all of it? Seeing all of it is part of the realization.

If you re-plug it for such long extended periods of times, do you eat anything during the day? Wouldn't you get hungry if you don't eat all for the whole day in a way that would affect the trip?

Why don't you just stop talking to them while you are in there and no longer talk about your mystical experiences to the people in there? I don't understand why you are even letting them know of anything like this, it's obvious they would interpret it as a mental illness.

It's far deeper than that. There are infinite states of consciousness which can produce various degrees of awakening, show you insight into consciousness in different ways, and on top of that there are tons of facets to awakening and consciousness. It's not some on/off switch nor some linear up/down dial. I keep having new and different awakenings some so shockingly different from each other that I don't know what I will experience the next time, things I had no clue about before. Out of all my awakenings I've only had one experience that had any relation to the chakras so far.

Only negligible differences as Unlimited mentioned like small changes in duration. I think 1D-LSD has the biggest change in duration making it a few hours shorter but it isn't widely available right now.

You're not going to find the truth in any book

Haven't done salvia nor am I Leo but it can happen with any psychedelics, at least it has happened many times to me. You won't know where you are, who you are, what language is, or what any concepts are, so you cannot communicate to yourself in any way about anything. Basically no memory at all. You probably cant even walk because you completely forget everything during this period of time. You can't even differentiate between your body and the environment because you don't know what a difference is. It never feels like a negative experience to me because it is usually a nondual state.

It can't destroy itself. It cant not be love. It cant create anything except qualia. (well basically the same thing as you said about actual physical matter) It cannot sustain one form permanently for an infinite amount of time without ever changing it, no relative immortality.

This is a very cool realization to be had. My first realization when I realized that there is nothing but the direct experience (not sense organs or any mental constructs outside of that) was very profound. It makes it clear that the direct qualia you experience are indeed first order and not second order, and it also reduces the feeling that there is a real external world that you are receiving your experiences from instead of creating from or even being them.

Why don't you go and discover that you are God?