Phil King

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  1. Face ID is far better than any fingerprint scanner lol. You get a little bit of moisture and it doesnt work. My Face ID works in complete darkness
  2. Dont all the new iphones have face ID? Thats way better than any fingerprint reader. I always prefer the apple ecosystem cause its super user friendly
  3. It wouldnt be worth their time to go through the trouble of charging you and taking you to trial for what is likely a small amount of psychedelics. Unless it was an absurdly large order where they think you have intent to sell, then you should be fine. Police usually dont care about users only big time sellers. I live in the USA though so it may be different where u live
  4. Theres a small possibility the cops will intercept it. Maybe like under 5%. There is a virtually zero percent chance of you getting arrested for it even if it is intercepted
  5. Yeah i definitely think certain personality types are more attracted to spirituality. Im pretty sure there was a poll for meyers briggs personality types on the forum and a large percentage were INTJ, INTP, INFJ, more introverted types. And yeah i still struggle with the daydreaming although i think it can be helpful in moderation in the form of a visualization exercise. It basically pointed me in the right direction in spirituality. I was agnostic and pretty nihilistic before and the depersonalization just made life feel completely meaningless. After directly experiencing God and seeing what Leo was actually talking about and not just theorizing and mentally masturbating it made the work a lot easier
  6. Im pretty sure it was LSD. Ive basically tripped 1-2 times per month every month in the past 2 years Im kinda similar. I thought I may have had maladaptive daydreaming disorder. I remember when I was really young, like under 10, my imagination was so vivid that I would essentially be completely in my mind and lose touch with the "real world." Been working on getting over my social anxiety though the spiritual work as helped a lot When i was 17-18 I started smoking and would get so high that I would have ego deaths and forget who I was. The days after I got that high, I always felt depersonalization and I didnt understand what was happening cause I had not found actualized yet. It actually made me extremely depressed, but there was a lot of stuff going on in my life at that time(peak of covid) so it probably just made it worse. I then went to college and had access to LSD and then looked up on YT "How to do psychedelics for personal development" and found actualized. About 2 months later, I had my first real awakening on LSD and that gave me extreme joy instead of depression. Its possible if I found actualized during when I was smoking weed I may have recontextualized the derealization as awakening, but the two states felt very different.
  7. Most redditors are way too in love with science to recognize any sort of awakening and will classify any awakening symptoms as some sort of mental illness. I feel that depersonalization is very similar losing of sense of self. I also get bouts of visual snow on the daily, especially during meditation and have had depersonalization/derealization in the past from overusing weed. The difference I think is that during depersonalization, life didnt feel real and there was a serious lack of love for life. Whereas awakening makes life feel extremely vivid and "real" even though you know its an illusion. Its possible that it could be a mental illness, but if you have been doing serious spiritual work, then i doubt it
  8. Assuming all at peak freshness 1. Peach 2. Pineapple 3. Blueberries 4. Apples 5. Oranges
  9. You dont have to be super direct if you know your gonna see her again like in class or something. You can slowly build and then once youve built some comfort you can go for number close and show intent. For cold approach or a girl at a party, you need to be pretty direct. These vids helped I just transferred to a new school with 40,000+ people and knew nobody, also in my third year. I wouldnt really judge your success by how many people you know in your class, but rather the depth of those relationships. I met a shit ton of people in my first couple weeks, and i barely speak to 95% of them because i just didnt vibe with them. 1 high quality relationship > 1000 shitty friends/girlfriends
  10. Cold approach is viable if you go to a huge school with like 30,000+ people. However, The best way ive found to meet girls in college is social circle game and going to mutual interest groups. Yoga classes, sports groups, art groups, etc are all great places to meet girls. Look on your colleges website to see events and just go with intent to talk to and meet people
  11. Leo made a blog post kind of talking about this topic https://www.actualized.org/insights/guerilla-business-advice
  12. Would it then be possible to make minecraft in minecraft in minecraft for infinity
  13. If you try to spread Leos message the same way andrew tate did, you will garner the same hate. You cant compress a 3 hour video of deep wisdom or him explaining god consciousness into a 1 minute tiktok and expect normies to get it. Actualized.org should not be marketed like this. Spread the message by doing your work, improving daily, and fulfilling your life purpose. Be an example to those around you and you will inspire them to work on themselves. Then maybe u could reccomend Leos videos
  14. To everyone not seeing @Leo Gura example of how a person could be so beyond redeemable and obviously deserving of the death penalty, watch this vid in short This man Robert Gleeson actually wanted the death penalty and kept finding ways to manipulate and kill his fellow inmates until his request was granted.
  15. Background: I moved to Tampa, FL two days ago for college and I havent met a new girl in like a year. This past year, i did about 20 shrooms trips and focused on inner growth and finding my life purpose. The downside is that for like 9 months, the only people I spoke to were my parents and siblings. I had one gf in in 2019 for 2 months, but besides that im completely inexperienced with girls. To fulfill my LP I feel like I cannot be afraid to approach a woman that Im genuinely attracted to, so I want to put in deliberate practice to get better at it I had this whole plan in my head about how I was gonna go to the dining hall and just try and find a cute girl sitting alone and just ask if i could sit with her. I biked over to the dining hall and as I was locking up my bike, I saw this gorgeous girl also locking her bike. I wondered if I should say something to her, or just follow through with the plan in my head. As i was stressing about whether or not to talk to her, I noticed that she was using a wraparound chord lock that could easily be broken by bolt cutters and then let the bike be stolen. Without thinking, I said " You actually trust that lock?!" in a joking way. She kinda smiled, and said that she knows that they suck and that she needs to get a U-lock. I dont even remember what I said after that, just general stuff like where we were from, when we moved in, majors, etc. She was smiling a lot and seemed sorta interested. I tried for instadate and go out to eat, but she said she was going up to see her roommates. I asked for her number she said sure and i gave her my phone to put it in. She put her full name in and we said goodbye. I was so hyped, and then was gonna go into the dining hall to go through with the original plan, but IT WAS CLOSED for a meeting. So if I didnt talk to that girl in the bike lot, then idk wtf i would have done. I feel proud and thank God that I actually did it. After that I rode around the campus on my bike and I couldnt believe that I actually just saw a random girl, talked to her and got her number. I thought, "Dam I have to do that like 1,000 more times to be amazing". It felt like the easiest yet hardest thing ever. Then I tried to look her up on instagram, and saw a J with a heart next to it in her bio, so idk if thats a bf or dead relative. To improve, I think that I talked too fast. I should have left time for her to respond and I cut her off before she was gonna say something a couple times. Also I showed almost no intent at all or attempt at a man to woman frame. Does anyone have any tips for meeting girls on college campuses?
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  17. Bro thats so crazy. I also am learning music production. I have been dabbling in it for a couple years since high school in FL Studio and i played guitar, but only in the past 3 months have gotten serious about it. I started learning piano and made a lot of shitty projects in ableton live and have maybe 1 cool song. Ive been playing a lot of piano and trying to learn music theory because i think it should help with creating songs I also love that Victor Wooten Book "The music lesson" How would you go about increasing the quality of your practice and how long does it take to get to a point where it becomes quicker and easier to make a decent song. I watch a lot of livestreams from producers like nick mira and kennybeats and they can make something crazy good in like 20 minutes by using seemingly simple stuff. I feel this. Any advice on getting over this
  18. Realizing that all your memories are imaginary and waking up to absolute solipsism so that you realize nobody else is there to cringe at you. Only you can cringe at yourself and you can choose not to. Also if ur not cringing and being absolutely embarrased by your past self, you havent grown enough
  19. @Vincent SYeah it was insane. I had done 900ug 2 weeks prior and still didnt get the breakthrough to infinity, just a very cool experience. Then I decided to try one more time with a higher dose and within 30 minutes I knew this was gonna be it. I listened to that acid thumbprint vid and when the guy says, "I melt into eternity and die into the moment. There is no you left" thats exactly what it was like. It felt like literally eternity but when I came back it ended up being about 5 hours. Incredibly terrifying the first time you realize the groundlessness and immaterial nature of reality, but ultimately it was the best experience ever
  20. The book "Becoming Supernatural" is awesome. Many great meditations in there, you can find most of them on youtube. The best one in my opinion is the tuning into new potentials meditation. Ive used it to manifest tens of thousands of dollars. Must be done consistently everyday tho. Ive read a couple of his other books, but Becoming Supernatural is the only one I feel is worth your time. .
  21. I used to have a super high tolerance to psychs until i did 1200ug of LSD and whited out and became infinity. Now I can get LSD visuals from a moderate dose of weed and meditation.
  22. I also feel the same way. I turned 20 5 months ago. Ive been having midlife crises since I was like 15 lol. The good news is were young enough to make mistakes and we have access to amazing personal development resources. If you take an objective look at your situation, youre in a better position than 99% of humanity. Most people dont even think of getting their shit together until theyre like 25 if theyre lucky. Most people I work with are 30+ and still dont have shit figured out and dont care to develop themselves. That regret of wasted time can be a good thing and its good that youre realizing that now instead of 35. If you just focus on today and being better than you were yesterday, then the years will take care of themselves. Just focus on 1 or 2 high value skills and if you work on them everyday consistently, youd be amazed at the results after 2 years and have built momentum. "Everyday it gets a little easier, but you have to do it everyday, thats the hard part." Congrats on turning 20 and good luck.
  23. Just watched Leos new video and near the 2hrs 10 min mark he said that all states are god, yet most people do not realize that they are god, unless they are god realized. Ive had god realizations on psychedelics before and become aware that I am god, but after the trips end, I dont always act like it. I guess my question is, is someone still god realized even after they come down from an awakening or enlightened state, or is it more like a dial that is turned where you are more or less aware that you are god.
  24. Psychedelics will take you right to Teotl. They also help with creativity