KatiesKarma

This is good thank you.

What if Satan is so powerful that he can makes us believe we are God, eternal rejection of Christ? ? I will watch it tomorrow

What exactly is true about it and what isn't?

A lot of things but my main paranoia and focus right now is Satan being the ultimate deceiver. I.e. Leo's 666 lamp gives me the chills

@TheCloud thanks I will definitely try this. Yeah I can imagine that on psychs things will go out of control rapidly as I am probably very afraid of losing control

@Schizophonia my father died last year I live with my mom and sister and have a few friends I regularly interact with I had a boyfriend for six months but then this condition got psychotic and worse so I had to break up we are still friends

So I ordered 100ug worth of LSD in 10 small tablets. It's legal here in Germany.. until they make it illegal again.. So how much do I take? I was thinking first dose 40, 2nd 60. Or do I just take all of it? Two years ago I had probably 100-150 ug and it was pretty strong. Was hallucinating wildly and could make pictures move

Must I do this sober or can I try it on psychs? I feel like I can literally not acess anything when I am sober

You are right. It also depends on so many things man how one is going to react to what dosage

I think it's interesting how you can see completely differently with you inner eye. Hard to describe but it's like normally we see in 3D and on drugs I see 4D and 5D too

1P-LSD is illegal since last year or so now they sell 1D-LSD The site says it's pretty much identical to normal LSD I think I will go for 50 and microdose the rest

Oh okay. Thanks

Meditate until then

I agree. Tripping without music is whack

I've read reviews and they said 40 is already strong. So I'll slowly work myself up. My goal would be to do a 225 trip once or twice. I don't think I'll ever do DMT. Don't have the guts to do that

No would have to order that.. I am currently satisfied with the strength of the regular HHC

Ah okay.. might be.. I wouldn't know where to get edibles. Probably have to order them online. (Got the vape at a Kiosk). Do you think this could cause lung damage?

@Pudgey yes. I once combined it with LSD and it made the LSD crazier I really enjoyed messing with my consciousness. I had intrusive thought but it was easy to push them aside after a while.

I ordered 10x 10ug tablets. I am thinking of starting with 40 and the second trip will be 60ug

@Schizophonia I bought it as a HHC-vape-pen with 250 hits. The first hit is fine but the second one always ends in a coughing fit I don't know why. I like it a lot and I think I am now ready to try LSD

@integral you're right, I need serveral approaches. I'm thinking right now: 30-60 mins intense exercise per day Try the somatic meditation If the meditation is good combine with low dose psychedelic Low dose Psychedelic + holotropic breathing 10-30 mins I take vitamin D pills and have these vitamin water drops, gut health seems fine I think. If all goes to shit I will have to pay a somatic therapist to do trauma therapy on me. I am just not willing to pay 90€ per hour...

Thanks, I'll check that out...

Not really, I went jogging for 50 minutes here and there but felt.. you guessed it.. nothing afterwards. I'll try to get really fit anyways, it can't hurt and maybe it'll help in some magical way.

One would think that but this issue is so deep, it changed my mind AND physiology of body COMPLETELY. I am no longer able to normally respond to any of these things, i.e. I laugh but the heart remains empty, I try to love others but I literally can't, I used to dance but it would just make me sweaty. Skydiving would just make me faint. It's like my inner body, the subtle body, it's completely rigid. It does not let emotion (energy in motion) pass trough, everything is just sticky, cannot move. If something horrific happens, slight emotion might emerge but it will be a very dull version of what you would normally get. Someone explain this curse to me

"When a feeling comes up" .. this does not occur. I cannot feel into something which does not happen. Even if I sit in a two hour meditation absolutely nothing happens inside me, I am a rock on the inside. Or, very very rarely. When my father died I felt pain in my heart, it was very numbed out type of pain. But this is like an extreme scenario. Recently I talked to a friend how unfair life is and started crying but again I couldn't feel it nor process the feeling. (?) I don't know if an emotional body/chakras exist(s) but it seems mine is completely blocked off