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That makes sense. I love to have clear cut explanations for everything. :') Do you have the text that explains the wish to remain separate? It seems to be a very very deep desire. Ah yes Sorry that I kind of forgot you ^^;

Ah you speak German too Well the issue with this is that I have Depersonalization, the roots might be fear of existence and others. Depersonalization makes it physically impossible to feel emotions .. Why do you think I have the wish to die? Ah okay I am reading it right now

@gettoefl I mean, yes The Demon is called Christianity

@Romer02 ? what do I say. I'll try to believe you. I am pretty conscious myself...

God can imagine a solipsistic dream. God can also imagine infinite Gods..

@Yimpa @ZzzleepingBear I for sure know, yet spirituality was just so brutally forced upon me there was no escape. I do everything in my power to remain stable and find the path to salvation

@ZzzleepingBear I turn 21 in a few months.

Could be, I've read a few posts from this guy he is not in a good place. Dude Google the symptoms, it can be cured. Just takes forever and the right approach.

The videos still exist. For example my 13th birthday party - random people I never invited celebrating me sarcastically and sinnically. The videos are real shit quality because during """"psychosis""" Satan was mocking me to no end. Creepy demonic videos. Satanic videos of my mother happily singing about the Death of my Father. Ignore these quotes I can't delete them

@OBEler ssorry for shitty formating I am on my phone I can't find my original comment. Basically, the past did not happen. On my mother's Instagram page there are videos that NEVER HAPPENED. THEY ARE LOGICALLY IMPOSSIBLE. I can explain some more later Okay.

The only Italian songs I know and like are "non mi Avete fatto niente" beautiful imo "Bella ciao", also good

Okay.

I've been in serveral psych wards and was diagnosed with schizophrenia. Lol (which is total garbage) Maybe keeping silent is the best approach. I don't know.

@Harsh Bagdia the reason is that he is Christian and the Bible is corrupting him. He won't listen to me though unless I read the entire Bible and rewatch most of Leo's videos. Too much of a time investment and so I will just transform my life and he will see who was right. I realize that I need to coerce him slowly into it, I threw too much into his face and his ego got very defensive. The hammer is truth, nothing else. I've already had instances of me realizing something true and then my perception changing into more 3D like Qualia, kind of like getting high but without any substance intake.

So I am a magical shape shifter than can just completely alter the apperance of others on a whim too If I were to stick dmt up my anus I would maybe realize how to stop dreaming this garbage. Until then you (we?) will feel like bots

Hahah guess what I spam my ex boyfriend with all these explanations too Could be. I guess my ex (we might get back together) is hugely afraid of such responsibility I feel like I am right behind a breakthrough, I now have the hammer that can smash the wall between me and others. I just need to.. hammer.. lol

:') oh well

What's funny is how immediately after I posted this this website was hacked It's like I might be right, but I shouldn't pay attention to it. Doesn't matter. The answers on here are good

Right, it will still drive you mad when you are not for certain whether or not the other in your Dream also has that "I" behind its eyes. That's what I'm trying to get behind and I think I now understand

I agree. Why the fuck would some part consciousness be able to be consciouss and the other "part" would be unable to maintain it's own singular most important qualia: the ability of being conscious (lmao) God is infinite God is powerful God is beyond any limit whatsoever. You're right. Thanks

Could be, not my point. Real people *feel* like bots to me that somehow just are extremely good actors. This problem is Depersonalization Disorder that will just force you into the depths of deepest spirituality because you will feel like you are in some quantum shift matrix sub realitiy. Other than that, I had probably the weirdest awakening in human history, I've talked about it so many times on here but I still forget important details and aspects. Everyone basically went from *alive* like me to Satan's empty puppets whilst remaining totally unaware. I have videos, pictures, impossible videos that never happened as evidence etc... Another comment said I can just remanifest state one (everyone is just as alive as I am). That's what I will do.

Someone in the comment section said it's a great video but still doesn't cover everything. Discover for yourself, maybe read my post the answers are gold.

I have experienced the total absolute validity of this. You are empty and unfree willed. A bot. Ironic that the Bible teaches "God didn't want robots so he gave us free will" oh I wish! It's not a feeling it's not intuition it's not speculation it's not guessing it's not ranting I saw it with my own eyes and I feel it within my heart every day all day.

If you guys were real yall would immediately answer, ,"I am as real as you are" This is not the case, instead the first answer is "How to be a bot and be cool with it" If Leo were conscious he could go into the Godhead and just tell me precisely what I need to do to re enter my normal reality and exit the matrix one. This does not happen.