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What rubs you the wrong way lol Do your Yoga and smoke your DMT and Cannabis if you want I surely won't

We could come up with all sorts of stories. In my life, the Bible IS the truth. Maybe we lived trough an infinite amount of incarnations and this is the finale one before we get to enter literal Heaven, a golden city made out of spiritual substance. I once smoked some HHC and came up with some thought processes along the lines of "Maybe the "non-Christian God" turned himself into the Christian God to end the cycle of non-sense Infinity, endless incarnations."

If this fantasy allows me to enter the Christian Heaven, I am IN I see it as the way to break the curse of endless reincarnation

I'd be interested to hear from you after you've read at least the entire New Testament

yeah this stuff will help me to just die in love and peace with no fear

Did you ever seriously read and study it though... the answer will be no... Did you grasp it's beauty, complexity, depth, metaphoric and literal value, the morals, the love that it contains? Satan's deception is much deeper and more complex than you think it is. The fact that you once had this 666 lamp just y'know... of course it could be a joke on God's side but on the other hand... I want to live the Christian dream and enter Heaven and live there forever. And even if I am God, I want to create the Christian heaven. It's beautiful.

Whatever you want to call it... it's not what I want...

not just sleep at night but also live a very pleasant life

I just meant this whole I AM GOD + meditation + all sorts of drugs + yoga type of lifestyle

Your words try to plant great doubt into my heart but my faith will remain solid and pass trough the fire and brimstone

Ah so some people remember my posts :') I never suffered phyiscal torture but the highest forms of psychological torture here and there, I had my shots. Yes I had months of therapies in clinics and normal therapy outside clinics, I had various antidepressants and tried all sorts of drugs (LSD, weed, speed, ecstasy) , meditation, yoga , exercise, having friends, having no friends , a lover, no lover .... No that is not what I am saying, I just did not feel like writing a book on here. During my last days of psychosis I constantly cried to my EXTREMLY CHRISTIAN boyfriend "Jesus killed himself, He killed himself because of me, can't you see??!" and then a friend of ours gave me a HHC vape. That shit relaxed me so hard and for some reason I started giggling and I realized the whole Psychosis was completely in my head. I suffered for 13 months of these extreme delusions that sometimes scared me to death. I think what led to this is that my boyfriend prayed for me constantly. Prayer of a righteous man is worth gold. I still have depersonalization but I can feel more now. I once prayed to Jesus and was overcome with an intense feeling of Love for an hour. That was like a few days ago. I now write poetry about God.

Thank you yeah the Bible very stronlgy feels right to me. Whether it's true or not my soul just WANTS it

So you in believe in future and past lives? Did you ever seriously read the Bible and also ask God to reveal himself to you while doing so?

@Salvijus I pray to the Lord every day and I do not want it any other way

Read the Bible and ask God to reveal himself to you with a sincere heart.

Believing that your mind "is full of traps" already sounds like demonic deception to me. Please consider that Demons are 5000+ years old and know the hearts of men. In the last days, as the bible teaches, there will be many false prophets and many will fall for their deception. Satan pretends to be an angel of light. If he were easy to see trough, he would not be God's enemy and we would not need the word of God as a sword and shield. ... Even if the Bible turns out to be false, I will live my life as if it is the highest truth. I would slice my wrists the second I found out that Jesus is not the highest truth of truths, the Lord of Lords, the King of Kings our Father and savior. Amen

Amen

I wanted to post something very similiar to you, God warned me to be very careful. Christ is our Lord and savior. I was saved by miracles, I am loved dearly. Wake up God bless.

Since Truth must be infinite (Infinity) you would have to be aware of infinity, All there is. You cannot do this because it is infinite. If you were in the Godhead for five minutes, you know "five Minutes" of the Truth, but you weren't aware of the Total because that is Impossible. You would just have to be everything forever. It is like the "number" 0, while theoretically possible, it does not exist because Nothingness cannot exist, there just is Everything and always has. Since there are an infinite amount of truths (our individual perspectives) all of them are neither true nor false. The moment we attempt to characterize Truth we already limit it, and it is beyond any limit and beyond any understanding. Words cannot do it Justice. Either you are Truth or you arent. ? Late night discussions i had with a friend...

I tought some of you with PTSD, C-PTSD or depersonalization might find this relevant. A few days ago it is now the second time it happened, the first time being Last year, that Sex resulted in me having a massive Trauma release. Last year however it was much less powerful. My guess is that it has to do with the defenses of the mind disappearing when you feel 100% safe psychologically and physically. After we were 'finished', he just held me tight and after a few minutes I just had to think of the Death of my Father that I never processed and started crying. Then, my breathing pattern changed and I felt like I was on a psychedelic trip, I could see Zombies, Monsters, Aliens etc. I cried some more, he gave me kisses. I had intense bodily twitching. This lasted an hour. Afterwards I felt like I was on literal Ecstasy, i.e. his skin felt "super-soft" to me and I wanted to touch him more, all the time haha. My head was drowsy but it was awesome. If you dont have a partner who can hold you, just do breathwork alone maybe with low dose of psychs. Quite obviously breathwork alone can release these energies. If your Trauma is rooted in Relationship to other, a loving partner would maybe be the key to healing

Exactly he blew my mind when he said "this guys full of shit" I was like "what, that is leo, he knows everything..."

Something that persists indefinitely with neither ending nor beginning. That which is ungraspable due to its very own nature.

My current experience is Relative Truth, an infinitely small aspect of what Absolute Truth is. A different kind of infinity, maybe. If this were Absolute, it would have to be infinite, infinitely persistent. But it is not, since I have limits. What do you even mean by my experience, the sum of my perception?

Well I taste something all day every day whether I am aware of it or not. When I drink cola I am aware of the taste of cola as long as these molecules "touch" my tongue receptors. Well, you could then try to zoom in and find the border between the start of the taste and the end of the taste sensation but you would never find it. It is impossible. I can say the sky is blue but that means absolutely nothing. I can say cola tastes like cola but that means absolutely nothing.

No I would not say this, the things I wrote here about him is like a 1% reflection of what he is like. He even said that science/logic cannot truly explain anything