Iesu

Read my mind

Only rivals being cats

I am just as clueless as you.

Yes the I am that is everything not josh Or consciousness is

lady brought up solipsism and rupert gave some very good help

We=Me

@Intraplanetary feel free to PM me

Struggled with his myself. Once you realize actual oneness there won't be a "you" to be alone

@The0Self @The Rainmaker Im pretty sure I have ptsd autism and ocd

@The0Self not according to @Leo Gura

@The Rainmaker it's literally no teacher but fucking him @Leo Gura if I had a dollar for every douche comment, arrogant remark, solipsistic claim, nihilistic views, calling people fucking stupid. Saying there is so much love it's traumatic, I had a traumatic experience I imagined my mom. I want to reach out to other but other is a projection of your own mind. It feels like you're going insane it feels like you're insane and want to put a gun in your mouth. How I am all alone and by reaching out to other I am reaching out to myself. How maybe to wake up you need to put a gun in your mouth @The0Self then saying it's ego bullshit and truth doesn't make you feel shitty when I say I want to fucking killmyself. Fuck any bullshit happening in life either.

at least you've been helpful. I would be more mindfucked that other people DO exist vs not

I beg to differ and I have seen a video of the egg

Bro it's healing all the fucking brain damage I'm a fucking perma fried vegetable. I tried hanging myself but being suffocated while conscious was even more of a nuisance

drugs arent the issue. there not being any other beings is

^ @The Rainmaker

almost if not daily nicotine, alcohol but yes recently. Used to do molly coke xans weed adderall acid shrooms dmt although I have never had a bad dmt trip

@The Rainmaker @Carl-Richard the trauma is so severe I cant even cry, if there was a gun in front of me id put it in my mouth. Guess who's mentioned that its so horrifying you want to put a gun in your mouth ^

@The Rainmaker @Carl-Richard

idrc I feel like shit everyday and have been for the past 2 years. Spirtuality has been a fucking nightmare of solipsism and nihilism. Half the worlds population could die so what? just a fucking dream

lmfao Leo made a post on his blog saying if he dropped a nuke on 6 million people he would still love himself and the swatsika backwards is the symbol for buddhism. Lol do whatever the fuck you want god doesn't give a fuck lol

My mom is a Christian fanatic if God told her to goatsie him and give him a rim Job she'd do it in a flash

There's this video on YouTube of a shootout with a guy and the cops. The cops shot him in the side. And then they shot him over 9! Times. And then as a message to the public the cop say. "For all you idiots asking why we shot him so many times, evil can't be dead enough"

Yes 100% always saw A as Bs but B is what really got to me