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I have enough money to live at least 5-8+, maybe even 10 years, just from my savings, making 0 money from today. Maybe not super-fancy life-style, but i can manage. I don't need expensive cars, houses, clothes, I live a very modest life. I don't have ANY drive to make more money. I watch bilioners, who even with 100 mln + on their accounts, still do their job, cause for some reason, they can't stop. I feel, it's useless. I run the company which i'm afraid to lose, because it still gives me a lot of income, but i don't like it anymore. Other people would call me insane to leave something which gives me that much cash. One part of me says it's ok to stop, and leave it, but the other part, just can't live with that lack of purpose, and laziness after that. I can't stay motivated for more than one day, because i think making more money is pointless. On the other hand, i can't take a break and go do whatever, maybe travel, because i'm scared, eventually i'll run out of money, i feel like it's insane to leave business which runs that well... plus my whole life experience was about chasing the career. Im stuck. Please, any advices?

Hi I've had 10g of magic truffles, it was nice trip and i want to have similiar experience, maybe a little bit stronger. How many grams of dried mushrooms is similiar to that? is 3g okay for a trip? ive once had 400 uq LSD and it was hardcore, but manageable

If a tree falls and no one is there to hear it, does it make a sound? Does universe exist independently of people who might watch it? Or does it appear, only, when someone's looking? I think that's what quantum physics is trying to say, that everything is simply a cloud of possibilities, which is determined only after looking at it?

Exactly. That's why most zen teachers, if you ask them about point of life, purpose, or anything, they would simply clap their hands. There's nothing to be said. Our minds simply cannot grasp it. Mind gets looped, it's done, then we feel miserable about that. But it's about being, not knowing. It's intuition, there's nothing to get or grasp. It's like a river, you just can't hold on to it. Whenever you try, it goes away. Somehow i understand what you feel very well. I fell into this trap of mind loop too. But then, i try to explain it to myself just as i said above.

Of course, I had similar thoughts and feelings. It's 100% okay. I was really confused and overwhelmed. BUT! There's only one thing, JUST ONE THING, you really should know. You should know, that you don't have to know anything! You are confused, cause you think that you should do something. That you need to know something. That there are things which need to be done... But you should just.. RELAX. Take your time. Relax. There's nothing to know or to do. Just sit in the present moment, everything is perfect as it is. Just chill and melt in your breath in the present moment. And leave all conceptions and thinking behind. You really don't need to figure out anything. Life already is. You are. Just be.

Holy F***! I've had some trips on shrooms, lsd, i've done meditation, listen to countless guru's on non-duality, no time, god's realization, but this... I've tried some changa - which basically is meo-dmt. It works for 15-25 minutes. Damn. Time has stopped. Literally, there was no time. I've heard many stories about illusion of time, but to experience it, it's so much different. It was terrifying as f***! I've realized, that there's no one, but me. It's just my giant imagination. Everything, and everyone. I was so alone, with nothing but endless void which is so powerful, that it creates everything from nothing. I was so scared, my ego was screaming like a little pig, begging to go back to the illusion. And i thought i was ready for it! My spiritual ego was to the roof. What a joke! When I came back to the matrix, i felt nothing but gratitude and love, that i can experience all this. I had tears in my eyes, and i was laughing like a madman. My question is: 1) Is it possible to be ready for something that profound, or it always goes that hardcore? I seriously thought, that a few trips on lsd or shrooms would be enough. I was so wrong! 2)Can you feel acceptance and presence during the trip, instead of fear? How to manage that? It was scary as fuck, all i was hoping for was just to end. 3)How to maintain that god's realization on daily basis? I just want to experience life, knowing, it's all an illusion, and there's literary nothing to worry about. 4)What was your first experience on dmt? Does it get more manageable next time? it was so fast and intense. 5) Does ayahuasca work similar to dmt, but you have longer time to integrate your experience? Maybe more time to manage fear? Thanks my illusory self for the answer, I'm so glad there's someone to ask! i send nothing but love!

1. Can we heal ourselves? 2. Can we feel and manipulate energy of ourselves, others and objects? 3. Can we energetically heal other human beings? 4. Can we get access to information of collective consciousness, and for example, know what happens to others? (if they are missing, if they feel bad, what are their thoughts etc) 5. Does negative energy of food, places, other people, affect ours consciousness and feeling? 6. What are we really capable of?

Trust only in your direct experience. Everything else is just a mental story. If you focus on "being" hard enough, you will see that "non-existence" has never been the case. You are always present. You are always there. You have never experienced death, birth, or non-existence. It's just a mental story, nothing else.

what happens when u got hit unconscious? Or when you had an accident? I mean, there's no one, to experience consciousness anyway, but i can't imagine that. When you got unconscious, after you wake up, you feel like it was just empty blank. But it might be just a thought. I think it's what we fear in death, non-existence. But we never directly experience it, so it's an illusion, right? I don't get it, it's so tricky, so what actually happens?

Still don't understand how, and on what source do you base that information? Have you experienced it? is DMT freebase better?

So you actually discourage to take DMT? Isn't it avoidance of truth? I mean, it sure was scary as hell. I still sense fear, when i recall this trip. I felt so lonly, that there's no one else, it's just an illusion. Total madness, that i imagined all this. But at the same time, you may admire that so called "reality" exists in such a perfect way, and there's no limit to it. All it matters is perspective, right? So what's the danger?

Thanks for your point of view, im going to try ayu also, lot's of tripping ahead!:) Love!

Thanks Leo, honestly, your work makes so much more sense after DMT. What do you think, Is it possible to get there without any substances? Do you have GOD realization all the time with you?

If you care that much about guru's, than you are to much attached to his teaching. Obey noone, listen just to yourself. Don't belive anyone, put belives only into your experience

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3BU9TgTaKo&t=384s&ab_channel=AnnaBrown You don't need to be healed! You don't need to feel something! You don't need to do anything! There's still just mental story, that you need to do more. No. You are enough ALREADY. THIS IS IT! You are just GOD pretending that you are not. You just still acting like you'are on the path. PATH TO WHERE? there's no one who's walking the path. There's no path neither.

One day, you finally realize, that you are basically Role-Playing-Character, stuck into that crazy game called "life". Now you realize, that either "winning" or "losing" doesn't matter, there's no goal, other than to enjoy. So you decide to leave everything behind, and chase your dreams, whatever it is, either living somewhere else, traveling full time etc. Whatever you feel like doing, and what might sound crazy to the "old self" You don't really know, how you gonna do it, you don't have a lot of money, but the adventure is calling. Do you think, that universe rewards and support people like that? That with some incredible twits of actions it might work out, just fine? Are those words of "chasing your dreams" true? Is it true, that there is no boundaries other than those in our heads? have you guys tried? what are your experience?

i think you still may have doubts, but act on your dreams anyway

Working 9-5, paying his debts, having little, to no free time to enjoy, couple days off, and constantly struggling to get up every morning to go to the job you hate. SOME people really doesn't have a choice to do anything else. Why all powerful mighty GOD would choose something like that? It's get worse, if u were born in India, and u work 12-15 hour a day, just to earn enough money, not to starve to death. Doesn't really sound like "soul experiencing life" There are also many heart-breaking traumas like, being raped, and kept in basement for most life etc. For me, it's beyond understanding, and it's a giant contradiction- WHY?

Hi. I've been into spiritual path for a while now. Ive done many things such as meditation, psychedelics, presence on daily basis, and so on. Ive noticed, how pointless the ego drive is. It doesn't matter what you do, it doesn't matter if u seek pleasure, sex, money, power, whatever. I literally sit all day, and im not able to start anything. So i've stopped, doing anything. I'm like in apathy, asking myself " what's the point anyway?" Life is pointless. I don't feel horrible about it, but i have 0 energy to live, 0 drive to do anything. Furthermore, I know, that it won't give me happiness anyway. Is it normal? Have u guys been there?

Thank you very much sir, all the love to you!

DAMN, That's sooo powerful! " If a thought feels bad to you, it’s because it’s not true for you" yes, that's right. I think we all share common mind, and you might be right, i just got attached to wrong ones, saying it might be something odd with me. Your answer gave me more insight, maybe it's that "shame" of society who just simply cannot stop, and embrace not-doing for a moment. I think you might be right, nothing is wrong, and as said @SonataAllegro it cannot be force neither. Thank you a lot. BTW. Some people claim, that GOD won't speak to them. IT DOES, using people mouths, when they follow their heart. Thanks for that! ( and us god i mean everything there is, including me and you)

it's from David Hawkings, search for his books:) here's some insights:

Auch, when i first saw your reply, i thought, that it might be something insightful, maybe as guys above said, something about acceptance. And now i feel there's something wrong with me, and i feel kinda bad, especially hearing that from you. Can you say something more, what seems to be the problem, from your perspective ? I'm going to be grateful. Thanks.

I saw the David Hawkins scale, and i think it's rather neutral, but occasionally, there are some thoughts, that there's something wrong with me, and it goes down to apathy... Maybe you are right, maybe acceptance at first is the key. Thank you very much, sir!

Thank you so much! Your reply gives me a ton of insights! I'll stop doing anything related to spiritual growth for a while. How do you find your life purpose, and what do you want to do? Cause after this realization, everything I see, is people chasing air (literally, money is printed, it is created from air!) and I'm not able to do that anymore, I simply don't want more. I had successful business, so right now i don't need to work as hard, I live very modest life, from my savings. Other friends, are still in the rush, for bigger car, house, whatever, and i live in my small cozy flat, and it's enough...But I need to do "something" whatever it is, to fill my time. What do you think? and thanks, again, your reply really gave me hope, that there's nothing wrong with me.:)