halfknots

Extremely high quality post as always. Thank you.

Just reading this post gave me a pretty strong 5-MeO-DMT reactivation. Welcome back. I love you.

@Adodd I would simply let the experience be, without attachment or aversion. I did not have any specific intention, other than to be open to the experience, on it's own terms, exactly as it is. This is my approach to psychedelics in general. It appears that people misunderstand and misuse intention to such a degree that it becomes a hindrance. Too often intentions imply and indeed create a separate "other" which is distinct from the happening. For me, no intention is the ultimate intention. Surrender.

San Pedro has mescaline as it's primary psychoactive component.

I have to point out that changa is not "basically" 5-MeO-DMT as OP claims. It is a a mixture of smoking herbs, an MAOI, and freebase n,n-DMT.

LSD is one way to explore personal growth. Like all "true" psychedelics, the core characteristic of LSD is boundary dissolution. One possible manifestation of this is the dissolution of boundaries you imagine to exist between the present state of consciousness and one which you characterize as "connected with your heart" "spiritually deeper" or a "better person" "healed" etc. LSD lasts much longer than mushrooms, is more stimulating, and tends to have a more pronounced come up -> peak -> comedown compared to mushrooms, whose intensity can ebb and flow over the course of the trip. LSD was the first psychedelic I encountered, and the only one I used (aside from cannabis) for many years before trying mushrooms, DMT, etc. One can have truly magical, life altering experiences with LSD, even at relatively low doses. The beauty of psychedelics is that that speak for themselves. Ehipassiko.

The Eclipse is a good analog option. If you want electronic, consider the APX Volt or an e-mesh, which requires a bit of shopping around and setup.

Pharmachanga (vaporhuasca) is another good option.

I read through the 5-MeO-MALT megathread to find very little discussion of people's actual experiences with the substance. Who all has used 5-MeO-MALT? Freebase or HCl? What dose and what ROA? How was your experience? There is 500mg HCl on it's way to me now. Would be nice to receive it by the end of the year, but no expectations. I intend to try boofing, of course, but am also curious about intramuscular use. I couldn't find many reports on this ROA, though this paper paints it in a good light. Looking forward to hear people's experiences, and to sharing my own.

I personally don't, but many people across several psychedelic communities I'm part of do casually and regularly smoke n,n-DMT, most often low dose but punctuated with high dose. At low dose it is a mild sedative and can impart a deep sense of peace, love, stillness, and clarity.

Why would there be a reason for that? For anything? You can let go of reasons.

That which is without definition. The indefinable indefinite.

God = Love = Trust = Freedom. God doesn't give a fuck about control, there is nothing, no other, to control. God loves and trusts every facet of it's own self expression 100% and has no need for control. Notice that much of what we call "evil" is predicated on control and uses control as a primary means of expression and interaction.

5-MeO-MALT is in the mail. I recall seeing a dosage guide here but can't find it, can someone help me out? I intend to try plugging and intramuscular, possibly nasal as well though I am not excited about the discomfort of that route.

I have taken toad 5-MeO-DMT, twice in one evening, and am waiting on 5-MeO-MALT in the mail. You can find a full trip report in my profile. Vaporized 5-MeO-DMT is the most immersive and profound psychedelic experience I have ever had, and I have used all the classics (LSD, mescaline, psilocybin, DMT.) All psychedelics at a proper dose will lead to boundary dissolution, one aspect of which is ego dissolution, it is simply "easier" some ways than others. Insights gained? You already know.

What is the fate of consciousness when the body becomes worm food?

Yes.

God's will is the unique expression of your authenticity. Nothing more, nothing less. If that means infinite loving consciousness, cool. If that means fucking up, that's cool. If that means being unsure of what to do, that's cool.

Is there something I don't understand about getting the search function to work? No matter what search terms or settings I use, the search turns up 0 results.

Dimethyltryptamine (DMT): a biochemical Swiss Army knife in neuroinflammation and neuroprotection?

God wants nothing, which is the same as saying God wants everything. And God always get's what they want: nothing and everything.

DMT and neurogenesis

Why think anything about him? Listen if you like, or don't. If what he says resonates with you, cool. If not, also cool.

Nice duality you got there. Would be a shame if it turned out to be pure, empty awareness.

The sound of the rain needs no translation.