integration journey

I am simply another deeply imperfect seeker, a single fellow spark of the great divine flame, who is engaging this extreme human experience - like you! Christian Sundberg, A Walk in the Physical: Understanding the Human Experience Within the Larger Spiritual Context

I want to document my journey. I was born and raised in Syria and moved to the US when I was 16. I’ve grown so much and learned a lot in the past 9 years. 🤍🤍

I gave up and ate Italian tirmasu

The self is unfathomably deep, and the individual can benefit greatly from personally exploring one’s own depth of being. Source vastly transcends the sum of its parts. Source fully transcends all form, and yet is immanent within all form. Source fully transcends duality (a context where opposites and spectrums are experienced), and yet is immanent within duality. Christian Sundberg, A Walk in the Physical: Understanding the Human Experience Within the Larger Spiritual Context

I always need better bigger problems to give my life better meaning.

I wish I started meditation really young. I started at 20 and I had a lot of shit to go through still.

I watched an episode yesterday and it’s totally my vibe.

Has anyone watched the wire? It’s so hyped but haven’t watched it.

I read it once and found it interesting but then just forgot about it. I still have the book with me after so many years. Maybe I should revisit it. I struggle with establishing proper boundaries.

I was surprised that there’s more going on in better call Saul than just him.

I’m still on beginning of season 5

Does anyone else think better call Saul is better?

This guy is young but his style is similar to someone who watches actualized

Beautiful contemplation. beautiful meditation

I haven’t even watched part 1 yet. Is this series too airy fairy for someone in a life phase trying to manage survival?

What about New York ?

I was about to try obsidian right now but it wants me to pay for it. I didn’t like that. you had to pay to use it?

I’m in my late twenties but still working on survival stuff but wish I can go to Vegas to learn some pickup there. Is doing pickup in your 30s and 40s a good idea there or no?

I kinda feel the same way about him. trying not to confuse the signal for the noise with him.

This classic Syrian breakfast dish is heaven I do it minimally though you mix tahini+ hummus+ garbanzo beans+ cumin. there’s more to it but I love it minimally as well.

What makes it baked into the culture there relative to other 3rd world countries?

I did some Kriya yoga before sleep and after waking up followed by Vipassana. I feel more alive, energized and just more aware. the trap is to stop the practice. I already have some experience with Kriya yoga but I feel called to practice it again!