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Of course. My end goal is to rest within the Love and knowledge of God eternally, but I'm not going to achieve this inside this human form. So what I want to do is gain enough expertise to create the art that will evoke the feelings of Truth in humanity, and get paid for it so I can do more & enjoy life. And die peacefully in the arms of my lover knowing that I've completed my mission in this world. But like you said, that's quite a long road. I've learnt that thinking about the end goal all the time makes me stressed and impatient so I decided to take one step at a time and enjoy the hell out of it.

Honestly I don't remember if they were CBT because I was going to high school back then. The last therapist I consciously chose was an Existential Therapist, I was quite hyped for that therapy but it turns out he is one of those therapists who only memorized all those books and try to categorize me as one of the psychological definitions. He didn't give me any exercises but simply listened to me. I was seeing him about 4-6 months but after a while I couldn't take it any longer. After I quit therapy, I felt more open to different ideas and started to feel interested in spirituality. I listened to one of Leo's guided meditations, and during the trance state I saw very colorful and bright spiral fractals for the first time in my life, I never thought that was possible. That experience opened many doors for me and after a few months I met my soul mate, they are the one who helped me make the real progress. But I'm sure there are lots of therapists out there who REALLY wants to help their patients, this is only my experience from a 2nd-3rd world country with no real business ethics.

I wish you added the source link as well.

It's about the journey, not the destination.

I've always felt disappointed about my therapists. I felt like that person is not actually interested in my life but simply listening to me because I'm paying him. At that moment in my life I was desperate to solve my problems and I really needed therapy but I had to quit because I felt like the core of any human connection was missing: sincerity. I don't think they actually tried to solve my problems neither, I don't remember them showing me a perspective I didn't think about before. What really helped me and saved me from diving into the void was my spouse. They gave me the true therapy I could never achieve from thousands of hours of therapy sessions.

That's an amazing question and a really hard one, I wonder why he didn't make a full video about it yet.

Opera mobile has a dark mode for webpages, it's amazing. I don't think Leo will make a dark mode because I believe he is the only person working for this site, which is quite a bummer. If I had millions of dollars I'd hire a great web dev and a UI & UX designer to make this site look damn good.

Are you texting / calling her too often? Girls don't like it when guys become too clingy. Try to text her less, show her that you can take care of yourself without her, act confident + build a strong character and she won't be ignoring you anymore.

I think both monogamy and polygyny have their own biases. The reason you want to have multiple sexual partners is because humans are selfish by nature, therefore staying monogamous can be a good practice for practicing selflessness. It also depends on the type of love between you and your partner, do you think you both really fell in love with each other? If you did, you wouldn't have the need to have other partners because you would knew that'll hurt your relationship dynamics and no other women, no matter how hot they might seem, complete you as your girlfriend does, both spiritually and physically. So, even if you really think having sex with other people is a way of you to "spread the love of God", you shouldn't do it without the consent of your partner. If you think she also has the right to have sex with other men in order to spread love, you should discuss it with her.