Tyler Durden

Yes and I have to treat them with respect because they are me and not to mess with their program.

Interesting perspective. Are you sure it's not a random process of deciding which dream to live next or that I'll live my life again in a replay?

I'm affraid they would put me in a mental hospital and I would have to explain to psychiatrists how I'm God and that everything is imaginary

@justfortoday Excellent explanation. You know what is most awkward in that situation - listening to people telling you stories you know didn't happen and not be able to tell them that because they'll think you're crazy or delusional. Should I just play along and pretend that's true even though I'm just talking with myself?

That truly is a mindfuck but I'm omniscient so I'm just pretending I don't have an understanding of it. Searching for meaning is what keeps God interested. It would probably be boring without that.

So basically from the absolute perspective I've been this current human avatar for eternity. Present moment is all there is. I've never been anything else in the past because past is imaginary. I have no memories of past lives because they never existed in the first place.

How come I don't have any memories from my previous avatar's lives? I don't know if 'deja vu' can count as glimpses of that. It seems like a blank slate from the beginning of my current life.

But my body always stays the same wherever I move and the bubble changes. I know there is no movement in reality but in relative sense it seems that there is.

Interesting perspective. You get used to your avatar that you want it to live forever. But no human can do that, only God.

So, when this avatar "dies" I will start a new dream with some other character from my current reality in leading role without memories from my previous "life"?

I agree, God has existed forever. But what about dream avatar it uses to experience the dream of reality? Does it change from dream to dream or the same avatar is being used over and over again?

Would Leo materialize as a physical person if I meet him somewhere in reality?

Hello everyone! This is my first post in this forum and I'm looking forward to interesting discussions in the future. I have a question regarding my ex-girlfriend. We broke up a couple of years ago but I still think about her from time to time. Out of all of my girlfriends, I had the strongest connection with her. When we were dating, I was mostly unaware of spirituality so I didn't notice the hints that she was giving to me. From the present perspective, I noticed a few of them so I'll write them down. She had a snake tatoo which is a symbol of rebirth and immortality. She was working in a shop with word 'rainbow' in its name which is a biblical symbol of covenant between God and humans. She had Jewish origins and they are regarded as God's Chosen People. She told me about her problems with depersonalizaton/derealization and profound experience on LSD which changed her conciousness. She had an interest in Quantum Mechanics which is closest that science has got to spirituality and philosophy. So, my question is was all of that just a coincidence or was she sent in my life by purpose? Did I as God created her to wake myself up from my human form and realise my true nature?

Yes, that's true, all is God. Maybe it's just my human mind trying to make sense of things but I should just accept them as they are.

I agree. That's exactly what I'm trying to do with this topic. I can say all of it was imaginary and not think about it but I really want to learn from it and find its true meaning.

Such beautiful words. I always viewed love as chemical reactions in our brain but that was before I woke up. Now your pantheistic explanation seems much better and closer to what it really is - God.

I did eventually. Made me realise that she never actually existed. I'm just imagining her right now in the present moment. All I have of her are just my memories of our relationship in the past and all of that is an illusion. Past doesn't exist. I'm basically creating a backup story to explain my awakening but there was none. I was aware of being God all along.

Interesting perspective. I'll let things go their own way. Let reality unfolds itselfs and then, who knows, maybe some persons enter my life by "coincidence" when I least expect it.

What did you extactly mean by that? In my human form I'm a male but I know God doesn't have a gender or is both. Do I need to embrace my feminine side to feel complete? Something like yin-yang?

If I wanted to keep myself asleep, why did I created her with so many pointers that could help me realise my God nature?

Does that mean we were meant for each other even if both of us are aware that we are the same person*? *God playing two characters

You got that right. I could say it's because I loved her the most but that is just an explanation from human perspective. It could be due to high levels of oxytocin she produced in my brain but that's only a scientific explanation. I'm aware all of that is nothing but an illusion. I find it difficult to explain it from non-dual perspective. It just doesn't make any sense, it should't be happening. I should forget about her because she was just a figment of my imagination and nothing more. Can't seem to find a golden nugget you're talking about.

That's a good question. If all "people" are me, I shouldn't be thinking about her more than others. She was my imagination/creation/manifestation just like everyone else. And yet I regard her as something special.

Yes, I'm aware of that. God is alone, "other" people are actually me. I don't even know does having a girlfriend has any purpose, I'm basically just loving myself and having sex with myself.

You could be right but here where are live this type of girl is extremely rare. She was something completely different from all of my other girlfriends. Since my awakening I sensed very strong connection with her and felt that she had some special meaning in my life. That's why I'm hoping people here can give me some spiritual explanation to all of that.