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I’m looking for direct and thoughtful answers to a few key questions about suicide, death, and what might come next. My aim is to strike at the core of these topics and get clarity. 1. What Happens After Death? Is it possible to return to "pure positive awareness," where there’s no resistance, need, or pain, only wholeness and joy? Or is death shaped by unresolved beliefs, leading to chaotic, illusory afterlife experiences? Are near-death experiences, spiritual teachings (e.g., Abraham Hicks, Bashar, David Hawkins), and other accounts reliable, or could they just be ego-driven hallucinations? 2. Suicide vs. Natural Death: Does suicide lead to a different afterlife experience than dying naturally? Does the intent behind death matter in shaping what happens next? Are there consequences or “karmic debts” for suicide, or is it just another form of transition? 3. Vibrations and Beliefs at Death: Do one’s beliefs or emotions at the moment of death determine their immediate afterlife experience? If so, how can someone shift their vibration to avoid “negative” outcomes like chaotic or hell-like states? 4. Choosing Death and Reincarnation: If life is chosen before birth, can death also be chosen? Can one align themselves with a peaceful exit and avoid future reincarnation altogether? Is it possible to fully escape the cycle of birth, death, and suffering, or is reincarnation unavoidable until “enlightenment”? 5. Ending the Experience Permanently: Does suicide provide a permanent end to the human experience, or does it simply lead to a new cycle of suffering in another form or life? How does one ensure they do not reincarnate or return to physical existence after deat?

I'm still stuck on this question - so are nde reports a part of my solipsist dream ... Like even people born blind have nde reports which say they could access the sense to see with sight so is that truth or a part of my imagination of the dream ... For example Leo Gura's solipsism idea I feel is like straight to the point like me I am the only one in existence dreaming this life experience and everyone including Leo's teachings are a part of my dream, or is Leo Gura say a part of Christ consciousness white light coming off as Leo and me in this shared dream so in that ultimate sense it is one but on the physical there is seperation with time and space with the illustrated of of seperation but overall nde reports are valid experiences or are they a part of the dream

Also apparently the transition from being alive to death as a ghost from NDE reports is sort of instant and like popping out of the body into the timeless state to which you visit realms that aren't of Earth and are difficult to describe which sounds different than say different alien realm planets or Psychadelic realms ... Though apparently idk sounds like there are loving angels on the other side and you get wrapped in unconditional love which to an extent sounds better than being a human, and many suicide attempts wanted to stay on the other side but were told their time wasn't to die yet so they had to return ... so

@Bobby_2021 @Oppositionless @gengar @kavaris Thanks Soul Fam for sharing some insights - Personally I've been listening to NDE reports about suicide attempts or general deaths, and honestly it is quite interesting ... I mean there does seem to be slight differences amongst stories - Although the same gist of things accross cultures even ... Sometimes I hear that a person may enter a hell realm on death but the moment they begin say praying to God or Jesus, then immediately a mirror reflection in the spiritual realm will reflect the divine heavenly bliss realms which is apparently the natural way of being for spirits ... Which is believable, it makes sense why the majority would prefer Heavenly states naturally over the hell realms, so I suppose it shouldn't be difficult to maintain unconditional love. Anymore insight feel free to add them in and I'll continue responding over time - Thanks again!

@The Crocodile thanks I am aware of Tom although I think Leo Gura might say this man isn't actually enlightened though like he may not have had the experiences like even sadghuru when younger he had poisoned himself to try and learn what is on the other side but he survived it if accurate from memory - like im willing to do similar some how to find an answer I'm almost willing to end it for the ultimate adventure but then again I know how weird things can get on psycadelics so if its that level of chaos in a sense then I may not be able to handle what comes after death the way I man not properly handle some psycadelics experiences but if it is pure positive awareness as Abraham Hicks might suggest ... Then why not end it sooner in all honesty makes no sense to be alive and generic

Even fucking Albert Camus said the number one philosophical question before any other philosophical inquires is the question if to or not commit suicide as a number one question in philosophy to be investigated and personally my answer to this nobel prize winner in literature is yes personally the answer is to kill myself but it fucking stops there like I'm not allowed to end it??? That is my fucking answer to the number one question I prefer to be dead fuck this life and yet I am forced to have to outlive this fucking shit as if my answer for thousands of years gets me no where Will it be pure positive awareness as Abraham Hicks puts it or is it worse of to kill myself and hence I am fucking trapped ???

How can so many people take this path but for thousands of fucking years like thousands of years still this topic is so fucking rare for answers or insights makes no fucking sense - god what the fuck

Like I've had this rage since 2019 like I feel like eventually it will be inevitable on god like the so many thousands each day and yet people fucking sideline the subject even spiritual teachers fucking don't give any fucking answers to this fucking subject yet so many people take this path but is so taboo makes literally no fucking sense

@integral@integral Thanks a lot for your responde inwas hoping for more than this like 1,000 people end their lives each day which is like 30 something thousand per month people take their lives and yet there are no clear answers to these questions and people act like these questions are so taboo - for me personally I feel like eventually I will become one of these statistics I just don't yet have an effective method but I need answers damn it I appreciate your response but fuck why is this so fucking taboo when literally so many people are fucking doing it anyways like there must be an escape from life there has to be an exit method of some sorts there is no way I am fucking trapped until I grow old bitter single virgin ugly erectile dysfunction cleaning toilets and fucking poor makes no fucking sense cu**

Yeah - I sense what you're saying, if the eternal now is more important of a practise than say thinking about the past, or future or thinking about things that aren't actually rooted in this moment fully which would be maybe a detour from truth and then less of an authentic life lived, is it better to be in the moment always 100 percent. If I worded this well enough - I don't really think you can be fully present in the moment 100 percent of the time always even if it was ultimate truth beyond the labrynth of thoughts clouding it ... but maybe also here I think that there is a husstler culture mindset dominant in the west to be fully on top of the game like being present fully alway Although in a sense thinking interesting questions can be fun, which isn't seriously in the present moment completely, ... idk see if this sparks anything lol I sense a husstler western mindset played into the spiritual practise to be fully present in the moment aligned to truth but I think there is fun to be daydreaming, and thinking interesting questions which is also probably a part of the present moment, and even thinking of the past is still in the moment, all thinking is in the moment, and it explores truth too

@Leo Gura Your responses are deeply appreciated—they touch on aspects that neither YouTube videos nor books tend to directly address. The way you clarified the concept of Truth being foundational and ever-present does offer something solid to hold onto amidst all the uncertainty. It feels grounding, even amidst the chaos of questioning existence and its fleeting nature. If I could, I would still have more questions to explore, especially around how Truth interacts with subjective experiences and the dream-like quality of life. But your insights are a valuable step forward, and for that, I sincerely thank you.

As you respond to me—or as any guru, teacher, or figure I might listen to responds—could it all simply be my subjective collapse of the infinite observable field? A kind of "like attracts like" phenomenon? If that’s the case, is there truly such a thing as truth, or is even the concept of truth just part of my hallucinated, dream-like quantum collapse? In other words, could every answer, every NDE report, or every spiritual teaching just be a subjective selection of mine—one chosen from an infinite variety of possibilities? And if so, does that mean there is no ultimate truth, only endless variations within the dream of existence?

Hello Leo Gura, I’m reaching out with an intense existential question. If you don’t answer, honestly, I don’t know who else I can turn to for this kind of depth and understanding. Here’s where I’m at: In this life, I’m under the hallucination of separation—duality. I’m limited, transient, and human. I pour my soul into things, like writing a book, only to feel like it’s not good enough in the end. I’ve been passionate about women, but there’s this lingering fear that it’s just love chemicals, that it all ends, or that I’ll just decay along with everything else. Life feels fleeting. And then there’s the chaos—AI, addiction, war, black holes consuming everything, natural disasters. It all seems indifferent, like humans are just projecting meaning onto it, coming up with grand ideas like spirituality, philosophy, and art to cope. So my question is this: When I die, what happens? Will I return to some kind of pure love or awareness? Or will I be energetically attracted to something else that’s compatible with existence—like I’m stuck forever manifesting in different forms, without control or choice, in some chaotic pull of energy? Could I become a regretful ghost, restless and trapped? Or is there actual freedom—liberation, unity, and understanding? Or is God itself chaotic, imaginative, boundless madness, with its own existential crisis—who am I, loneliness, boredom? Is there any security at all, or is existence inherently insecure, with no hope, no foundation? I need to know: Is there any truth that offers actual freedom, or is it all just infinite uncertainty and chaos? Thank you,

Hello, So I have never been with a woman, and the pain of being this age without even having had a girlfriend can almost be crippling - I don't want to walk around suicidal depressed rage in case it attracts negative experiences in my life, which it has done, as for example my ability to focus is diminished almost to wanting to die - So 27 feels too old to be a virgin, and over the years I continue to bottle down these hormones, but sometimes like once a week, or every two weeks the bottle pops open and I contemplate ending my life ... If I do not ever meet a woman, and thus never have my needs met - I must know Leo, am I fine to commit suicide? Will there be reprecussions on the other side? Or will this free me from this internal torment - Do I have the right to feel this suicidal rage being my age and having missed out ... I am near to 30, nor do I know how I'll afford marriage, or if marriage will destroy me anyways - Can someone tell me why I should not just end it? Thank you Please, this continues bothering me and as the days pass the rage continues and I do my best to live more positive and light hearted, but still - Why don't I just end it? What keeps me alive Leo - I mean did I choose this life or what, can I choose my next life where everything is easier and better? Why is this life on such hard mode with a mind of its own going some direction ...

I may even dare to say that you truley do not actually want a direct answer to the question you are seeking, maybe you are shy of it actually - Otherwise this is all mental masturbation you are indulging in like a philosophical strip tease

@integral Man you have said it so well

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You know dude, I like to reflect of Shakespeare's Hamlet "To be or not to be is the question." as the character wrangles this exact question. Or even the first sentence of The Myth of Sisyphus which states the essay's purpose: ''There is but one serious philosophical problem, and that is suicide. Judging whether life is or is not worth living amounts to answering the fundamental question of philosophy. '' by Albert Camus a nobel prize winner in literature - I personally believe there isn't a sort of negative reprecusion or torment, or damnation, or a sort of punishment for suicide; but I do consider maybe you do exist for a reason which may yet be realized

@TruthFreedom Maybe you haven't convinced people enough in reality to actually break out the dream - Maybe you haven't gone all the way

@Exystem The characters of those dreams are inspired from real life - What dreams do babies have with minimal life experience to create characters though

Dude did you really use ChatGPT or AI to write these answers for you bro ... like you haven't actually read their works and concluded in your own words and contemplated thoughts actual insights to what they may have actually said? I hope this isn't AI or you lose credibility from me on this one dawg

The major question to this problem I sense comes down to: To what extent of the words do you mean that people may or may not exist ... Because people seem to have minds of their own; nor can you decide to make a billionare contact you in the 3 months to transfer money into your account; I'm sure a lifetime of meditation or magic LOA will not allow this - Or could it? But would that time be too much for what it is worth ... But it'd maybe prove a point in the end. If you cannot 'mind-control' others; then maybe what you mean by others is like they share some universal substantial energy as yourself (conciousness as an example; or simply brains and hearts and similar sensory organs) I mean you and other came from sperm and eggs, everyone has eyes and mouth, emotions and thoughts, and it is all alike - If aliens visited Eartch, you'd all look alike essentially anyways ...

@Some dude on the net So you aren't afraid of death? Like if you supposedly did not take the meds and one week later death was to struck at the irreversible turn you'd be fearless? I am interested to hear your answer to this question, sir

It think its like pure awareness but nothing is tricky because it isn't nothing, or void, or nothing or any word ... same with the light at the end of the tunnel - It wouldn't be light, or bright, or transience, because these are words made by humans in finite minds constructed through evolution and society - It'd be beyond words - So I wonder if death is pure awareness afte dropping off this dream body finitude

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