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Everyone is purely selfish, it'd be selfish to try and not be selfish, and second I'm quite sure Leo/Sadghuru describes life as a mere speck like an ant (who cares if someone stomps on an ant, and if the ant dies does it care any longer about the Queen's survival? Of course not !) ... I'm quite sure spritual leaders describe life like a dream and when one dies then none of this truely matters because only the body cares about the mother's love or to have supportive friends or to devour delicous food or sex with attractive people AND when the body dies, you don't have a body, so these insecure qualities that come with being a human speck in the cosmos really has no value once the body DIES ... so your response is fear based and really it shares no value with the topic starter or anyone else like myself actually contemplating if suicide is a great solution to not merely ending suffering, no, but to purely return back home which has been craved for a great many years and a disgust at the world and how imperfect it looks under the gaze of a persistant ego over the said years of craving through life's tormenting ciscumstances in order to finally return home,

I don't believe this, I think you're sharing nonesense, plus my years of research easily calls out this to be bs, you're discussing karma and a sort of Christian eternity of suffering and damnations, a mixture of Eastern and Christian philosophies coupled with a fuel of fear and a dictator who will punish a soul for choosing suicide, not accurate, please think twice before making silly fear based comments,

I don't buy into this, there's plenty of past mistakes I would love to fix that occured, and they don't show me any lessons I've learned nor do I reflect back and think any of what I have lived to be worth the endless acute painful suffering, ALSO I wouldn't allow a lot of the things to exist like alcohol addiction, or my desire to escape sobriety and even on the extreme like child molestation or a mother killing her new born because it won't shut up ... wow, very artistic, actually these are traumatic enough that anyone to kill themselves over it seems reasonable to me,

Why are you interviewing your job interviewer? Just go where the money is, who cares about the environment

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Why do we experience salary slavery? Is this accurate? Can I easily make an argument that the bare bones of our economic structure to which humans thrive upon is actually stupid and rediculous. Can I also add that upcoming generations will awaken to what we're doing to ourselves in terms of Global Warming, Materialism, and of course overall wage slavery ... OR, are we priveledged and there's plenty of opportunities available to anyone willingly working towards satisfactory income and stability, with a guarantee that their patience and hard work will rake in justifiable earnings to survive and better yet play with?

@Vincent S I thought you'd quoted my messgage, probably a while ago, I thought recent, never mind,

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That too is a concept, it'll disapear as you're watching porn, and then you'll return to this forum making up more words which point to who knows what, and lets say this were MY sheer will, are you non-existent as I go to make tea? Of course you exist, but your sheer will can't force me to respond to anything else you have to say, so don't bother sharing silly words that have 0 validity about anything, not going to respond although I'm sure in your monkey brain you have something important to share because you feed off the argument between us, your 'ego' whatever that means, loves it, I said don't be a bitch, and become God right now, you won't and you can't, because you're making this up as if you have any clue what 'God' means, God is just a word you walk around with, the word changes meaning, perhaps first its a bearded man in the sky, and then you do too many drugs and now your concept of 'god' has changed, but there's primitive tribes which exist still and they have no clue what death is or god, they don't think about it because they're only interested in surviving and finding meat, I'll find the video and show you, its all make believe, be a baby and nag lovingly when you're hungry or horny and in need of another person who you can't control to provide the tender attention we all crave desperately, not from 'god,' but from one another, No need to respond I have an internet addiction and will leave it here, unless you do respond I'll be interested hearing it, but if it triggers me you bet I'll resist responding to it, because 'your godly sheer will can't control me'

I'm angry sure, scared idk, Maybe not be a bitch, I dare you to become god this moment, right now, wait, you can't and you won't, so there's not quite anything to be afraid of, it's the primitive un-yet-evolved monkey brain chattering on about concepts that aren't of this moment, I could probably understand some of the stuff about being the breeze, but you can't control people to behave how you want, or make the Sun stay up for an entire week, or float off into space, there's an element of nature you can't control in order for it to surprise you as being a human, which is likely why you're here, to be human and forget about being 'god' for a while, so perhaps your idea of 'God' is wrong where you imagine you can somehow manipulate and control the 'dream' one exists in ,,, dream and god are both concepts, you don't know what any of that is, become a baby again, you have no clue what anything means, not death, not nothingness, not god, not evil, not good, not pain, absolutly no clue, no notion of fear, that too is a concept only you play around with, you have no clue, I'm afraid of not being able to survive, that's my fear, SURVIVING, I WANT FOOD, PLEASURE, AND NOT TO GO HUNGRY OR DIE, I don't know anything about god, about the self, about love, about pain, I know not of these concepts Don't piss me off with silly responses when I'm the only one responding to your post that's not going to kiss your ass and hand you a lollypop about nonesense you have no clue about,

Could you please clarify? I'm not buying it, who the Fuck would want to experience an aggonizing, slow, miserable, painful dying all alone without a soul to touch compassion alongside their final moments experiencing tormenting pain, as they're instead dying for hours alone in the hopes they'll survive to avoid finally dying into infinity? Grow up

@Guardian Yes, indeeeeeeeeeeeeed,

@HypnoticMagician He feels like he will go without if he doesn't take this type of action, shit doesn't usually magically fall onto your lap like a big booty goth anime cosplay girl

Hi, I can 100% understand this, I saw this as my own karmic propensity like a sticky mass manifesting me into the world, if I didn't have a messy family or friend relationships to revel in I'd likely dissipitate into the infinite and I'd have no purpose here, after all to be humans involves the poetic need for meaninful relationships, whether messy and in need of unconditional presense or even just messy and that's the way things are for the person until further evolution/creation when they meet others ,,, Idk my mother being one of them, I didn't want her to think I were dead because I realized eveyone left behind still believes in death if I were to move on into infinity, but I get irritated with relationships and often hate people or I feel shame and guilt and wish I dissipitated into infinity like Sadghuru's wife, or at least that's what I suspect to be the case, unless as you pointed out about leo saying that this is all my imagination, but how to I see this without drugs involved ,,, Maybe some sort of practise, unless I am supposed in this world and not escaping it towards god awakeneing as you are clearly pointing out ... I have also seen some radical infinity type of stuff on drugs like Leo's perhaps, except I didn't go exploring it because I'm a human for a reason, not God, so it doesn't reeeeeeally have much value to me awakening fully as God and perhaps even leaving the body and manifestations if it were possible when diving to deep into the 'truth'

Sounds like you might refer to the dark night of the soul, I've had quite a few of these bleak excursions and how everyone was just mechanical lifeless entities reacting to a world of chaotic innocence,

@Ry4n Someone needs to take the position of the court jest, let me introduce myself

Yes, a brilliant showdown, let me pop a can of coke cola and devour this marvelous drama !!

I 100 % understand this nonesense, I am a 25 year old virgin,

I'm going through it real tough, I could hang myself tonight but I don't think suicide is possible in case I survive and am disabled, or I after death I regret it, nor is there a god or jesus or parent to come save me and make things better - My name is also Isaac,

Hi, I get addicted easily, hence I stay away from alcohol for example, because it'd become a life long relationship and as I age the more I fear I'd be like heck with it and consume higher than the recommended weekly intake. That's why I cut everything out my life, including people, because it all dies in the end.

I want to know, if I got stabbed, would it hurt? Or if I got into a tragic car accident, do you think I'll feel glass inside me, and everything's a blur except buzzing blue and red lights as I'm waiting around in a crushed vehicle for fire fighters to pry metal pieces out my lazy limp body, or during the warm day as a sudden voice asks me to stay awake and flies are suddenly attracted to me ... While a passenger victims cries and groans in the background? Essentially, does dying at all hurt, or will I slip into death like removing a tight shoe or awakening immediately out a dream as if nothing had happened - What if I were to get shot, will I notice anything during a dying process, like half my limb missing and sudden I notice an inability to move or talk? Will I reflect on my social circles and feel a sense of shame that I'm allowing myself to practically give up on life and fall "asleep"? Sadghuru says if you die accidentally like suicide or your body is injured at too young of an age, then you kind of have to wait a very long time I think before you can finally come back again ... because no matter how hellish this current life appears to get, we all want to have a physical life, apparently ... Apparently we won't spend too long as dead folks and will wish we had our lives back ... Which is hard to believe as I know I'm resistant, stubborn, bitter, and sometimes in despair and aguish about a build-up of events leading to this moment, Also, will I reincarnate into someone I don't want to be? Like I see plenty of people and I'd hate to be them, can I keep choosing what best suits me as a sort of game I'd like to opt into like character customization and world building options ... Thanks, I need details about pain and suffering during the final moments which are sure to come,

Yes, like clicking a link and waiting for a sexy website to pop up; but can thee awaken as God and manifest the perfect woman into thy lives and become Chads? Asking for my lonelsome dog named Buff,

@RMQualtrough Let me explain to you all exactly what nothing is by using words, so I may then trigger conceptual thinking in each of your minds ... Nothingness is technically something - It is everything - Though I'm unsure how to access it, personally, by meditative rituals, or if I even desire spending the next three years chasing nothing - Today I finished watching Leo's video about 'Advanced Tips For Self-Inquiry', and I guess I must get to the bottom of this and assume yes it is possible to access this realm of nothingness without substances like weed or acide - The funny part is that nothingness is right at the tip of our noses, not some other place like a DMT realm, or a book or youtube guru video or a rope to hang from ...

I heard also that a torturer will eventually have to kill the person he/she tortures because pain eventually turns into pleasure and therefore the torturer can no long inflict pain on the person ... and another report was that there were a man who returned back to his body in hospital and then to interpret the world was like being in a wonky-weighty crushed soda can, and nothing really compared to the free airiness of out of body ... Sometimes I'm utterly confused with learning about all this information to the point I'm confused and unsure what to do or where to go except meditate and push aside life - I watched a video this morning and Leo said to inquire into one self, and it may take years, and that it is possible to find something important about myself such as the discovery I'm not being the body or the mind, which the most important discovery about nothingness one can obtain, better than money, sex, success, education and all this, @Nahm And thanks for the sharing !