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@Jannes No, I don't attend parties or clubs, otherwise social apps nope - I was homeschooled - I've practise LOA since 2015 or 2017, so hopefully eventually life circumstances will turn around so long as I avoid arguing for my limitations

@Ima Freeman I'm quite alike - The first few hours are almost heaven on Earth, then ensues the comedown - Which life feels almost void, empty, hollow - Once these chemicles fall into my lap, I have a difficult time tossing them in the bin and ignoring the potential to feel ecstasy; a sensation I rarely experience out of life as it is mostly boring, work-based, paying bills, fretting over finances, and being a virgin at 25 with a past of immense loneliness I have a friend who is a drug addict, and he wants to eventually excperience heroin - I'm sort of stuck with this best friend who goes all out on drugs; his habits worsen as the years go by - Unsure why Law of Attraction would put myself with this sort of friend, and I wonder if I will make it out in peace

I hate life, especially Law of Attraction - The amount of BS I attract and are unable to change because I'm a subconciously orriented and pre-programmed nhilist and existentialist since before I learned about LOA is detrimental, and my life continue erroding even though I meditate as often as possible and nap as Abraham Hicks suggest - I've watched her videos on repeat since 2015 and this year is 2022 and my life continues going down hill with a side dishe of personal absolute hate If I could choose to abort myself before birth, I would have done - Never would I have consented to this twisted life I am now in the midst of and unable to escape - Absolute boredom, anxiety, dissappointment, sorrow, trauma, and eventual old age, pain, death with hardly any extscy

@Space Yes, you will be replaced and you have likely wasted years - All for what? Years spent with the sweats and deliberate deisre to achieve what? I've studied these topics for myself, and I guarantee you will be replaced - All your artwork will dwindle in comparison to myself typing in a few words to desribe a piece of art I then receive instantaniously Now I will also point out, that your desire to make art is to impress people like myself - I mean, so long as you enjoy this experience of creating your own masterpieces in the quiet sector of your organism living ebnvironment - Does it matter if you die, with the likeliness of people like myself who may never come across your art? So long as you're in the moment EXPERIENCING this expression of art, which AI yet is unaware about, then the time you spend arting has a blessing of infinite and mysterious value - Unless you need to feel validated with likes, followers, fame, success, and so forth before your death or the rise of AI; well you're distracted, therefore wasting your time instead of being a real experiencing human enjoying the evolution of creating art - Perhaps you get the point I'm attempting to expand upon,

@KH2 my room is essentially clean @JoeVolcano idk dude, I doubt reading another self help book will create an ego death which will break the chains of being alive - I genuinely do not look forward to another bs day making zero dollars in this bs world where eventually I will die - Imagine being a farmer when atom bomb dropped, your entire blood line of hard work eliminated - I know you won't give a way a out, nor will the book you recommended, nor will a google search which I've done thousands of times througout the many many years - Instead all there is to do is scroll mindlessly on the internet waiting for the moment I face death, whether a tragedy, self inflicted, a vibrational match to it or old age - I genuinely am incredible bored and zero interest in anything except one thing which is something I won't mention - Other than that I'd go out like Kurt Cobain

How do you know he is missing a gf? Get out of here dude, what are you even talking about? You are literally wasting our time and your time weaving invisible nareatives that have zero evidenxe what so ever, ledgit are you a NPC who's unable to properly articulate a reasonable response? Are you 12? Jesus, go to a different thread about cheezy pick up lines and how many hoes you can conquer every weekend at a night club with drunk gurls who hand out their smelly genitals to any bloke that gives them a moments notice

@Blackhawk excellent response, though another comment quote you received about there being the bad side in irder for there to be happiness I highly disagree - It is like people who say money will not make you happy, but I GUARANTEE being homeless and broke DOES NOT make you any happier than if you were rich, its bs - Same bs applies with needing negatives in order to know hapoiness, because people who say these things first of all HAVE NEVER lived a life of pure happiness without the bad stuff, so what are you talking and teaching about without first hand expeirence, I CALL MASSIVE BS @JoeVolcano idk dude, I doubt reading another self help book will create an ego death which will break the chains of being alive - I genuinely do not look forward to another bs day making zero dollars in this bs world where eventually I will die - Imagine being a farmer when atom bomb dropped, your entire blood line of hard work eliminated - I know you won't give a way a out, nor will the book you recommended, nor will a google search which I've done thousands of times througout the many many years - Instead all there is to do is scroll mindlessly on the internet waiting for the moment I face death, whether a tragedy, self inflicted, a vibrational match to it or old age - I genuinely am incredible bored and zero interest in anything except one thing which is something I won't mention - Other than that I'd go out like Kurt Cobain

@Loba You sound so romantic how you speak of your suicide fantasies

@Carl-Richard no one will help except for themselves, @JoeVolcano idk dude, I doubt reading another self help book will create an ego death which will break the chains of being alive - I genuinely do not look forward to another bs day making zero dollars in this bs world where eventually I will die - Imagine being a farmer when atom bomb dropped, your entire blood line of hard work eliminated - I know you won't give a way a out, nor will the book you recommended, nor will a google search which I've done thousands of times througout the many many years - Instead all there is to do is scroll mindlessly on the internet waiting for the moment I face death, whether a tragedy, self inflicted, a vibrational match to it or old age - I genuinely am incredible bored and zero interest in anything except one thing which is something I won't mention - Other than that I'd go out like Kurt Cobain

@JoeVolcano i hate where I live, I hate people, I hate working my job, I hate being sober, I hate hunger, I hate the weather, I hate emotions, I hate not living up to my expectations, i hate self help, i hate philosophy, i hate dating and women in general, i hate my mother and my family, i hate my country, i hate animals, i hate physics, i hate it all, boring and an absplute waste of struggle, only to eventuay die which is far more easier than the struggle to maintain a roof over my head, prevent pain or injuries or accidents or old age and decay, to struggle maintaining boring relationships, to mainain money, to maintain a healthy diet, to provide food - And it all continuously disappears, and I sit here with my annoying thoughts and emotions which are not creatvie - All absolute bs and I am forced to remain alive and endure this bs scary annoying ugly world of fat useless people with their competitive bs egos @JoeVolcano idk dude, I doubt reading another self help book will create an ego death which will break the chains of being alive - I genuinely do not look forward to another bs day making zero dollars in this bs world where eventually I will die - Imagine being a farmer when atom bomb dropped, your entire blood line of hard work eliminated - I know you won't give a way a out, nor will the book you recommended, nor will a google search which I've done thousands of times througout the many many years - Instead all there is to do is scroll mindlessly on the internet waiting for the moment I face death, whether a tragedy, self inflicted, a vibrational match to it or old age - I genuinely am incredible bored and zero interest in anything except one thing which is something I won't mention - Other than that I'd go out like Kurt Cobain

@JoeVolcano idk dude, I doubt reading another self help book will create an ego death which will break the chains of being alive - I genuinely do not look forward to another bs day making zero dollars in this bs world where eventually I will die - Imagine being a farmer when atom bomb dropped, your entire blood line of hard work eliminated - I know you won't give a way a out, nor will the book you recommended, nor will a google search which I've done thousands of times througout the many many years - Instead all there is to do is scroll mindlessly on the internet waiting for the moment I face death, whether a tragedy, self inflicted, a vibrational match to it or old age - I genuinely am incredible bored and zero interest in anything except one thing which is something I won't mention - Other than that I'd go out like Kurt Cobain

@JoeVolcano I go to sleep with a rope around my neck, and the other end around my ankle, so in the middle of night my ankle will unconciously yank down and hopefully successfully strangle myself in my sleep - What other options are available ? I'm willing to die, and I don't think death is bad, but life can be boring and unbearable

Everyday, if I could swallow a pill with instant results, yes without question

@Leo Gura can this be translated into sexual assault, if one makes spontanious moves such as you mentioned, especially if she's intoxicated?

https://youtube.com/shorts/KLs5C5j5Tfo?feature=share In this YouTube short, Sadhguru says the Universe does not care about human life, and the Universe is not about love, it is mere intelligence doing whatever it wishes, and has nothing to do with myself nor anyone else ... I can take this that life is indeed meaningless, my parents forced me into this mess because it made them feel a sense of meaning, Currently watching Leo's video about What Is The Point Of Life? - An Advanced, Life-Changing Explanation, and Leo says this life is about allowing in more love, but this goes against Sadhguru?? Second, in Leo's video, he says life is not about sex or food, but Alan Watts says in a lecture that the reason neurotisism starts, is because people push aside sex and food to search for higher meanings in life such as spirituality, and forget that life is all about getting laid and eating, which spiritualists play off as not important ...

@RMQualtrough How can infinity be nothing? If I experience this finite form, and non-dual teachers suggest "this is it, nothing to seek" ... how can this finite experience be IT and there's zero infinity beyond my finite senses to experience ... non-dual teaching reeeeeeally get on my nerves, as they try to turn myself into a stone budha who does nothing, which is so boring,

@Nilsi Dude, I'd love to be your friend ! Edit: Do you identify as she/her?

Your Mum giving birth to you was the entire point to all of this,

Wow, I felt like a child visiting a toy store and marvelling at the possible delights ...

@RMQualtrough If you are pointing out some of my own suspicions, this makes my analysis of this happening both the more interesting and concerning (to the degree of free will, or if the environment is spontanious and I'm a symptom of that unfolding pretending to have a sense of freedom over my being,) ... Though I have zero answer how I beat my heart, digest my food, breath and neither can I stop these functions and live freely otherwise, since it's out of my freedom to control it (which brings in the dangers of Artificial Intelligence and do we really know what we can achieve from technology without hampering the natural world into turmoil/pollution/obesity) ... I don't know where my thoughts spring from, or how to handle my emotions, or why I like chocolate more than vanilla, or why I see 3 main colours specifically, or why cinamon smells the way it does, or why alcohol exists, Then again Leo also points out, all this was my own design, and I can get high enough to discover these answers for myself - And I have done to a degree, but I also realized I don't want that, because it'd be boring and game over?

@Leo Gura Excellent, thank-you !

@Razard86 Excellent Response, I continue to keep some of these sentences in mind, and faith in cosmic love and creativity expands, thank you,

If say the creator, or God, manifested/imagines this Universe with ease (all the atoms, hairs, bodily cells, galaxies and so) - Does that suggest God created the speed of light? Is God beyond light, especially the speed of light? I will say yes, because not all animals on Earth, I don't think, necessarily require light to survive, hence some alien species may not depend on light like us humans in particular do,

@A_v_E Appreciate your response - Well, he does say that to be loving, where people have no choice but to love you, is a higher truth than to expect only this Universe toprovide and share love ... Is love just a human emotion? Is love a hallucination, and God is beyond love? The same way God must be beyond the speed of light, because he manifests the speed of light ...