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I'm still stuck on this question - so are nde reports a part of my solipsist dream ... Like even people born blind have nde reports which say they could access the sense to see with sight so is that truth or a part of my imagination of the dream ... For example Leo Gura's solipsism idea I feel is like straight to the point like me I am the only one in existence dreaming this life experience and everyone including Leo's teachings are a part of my dream, or is Leo Gura say a part of Christ consciousness white light coming off as Leo and me in this shared dream so in that ultimate sense it is one but on the physical there is seperation with time and space with the illustrated of of seperation but overall nde reports are valid experiences or are they a part of the dream

Also apparently the transition from being alive to death as a ghost from NDE reports is sort of instant and like popping out of the body into the timeless state to which you visit realms that aren't of Earth and are difficult to describe which sounds different than say different alien realm planets or Psychadelic realms ... Though apparently idk sounds like there are loving angels on the other side and you get wrapped in unconditional love which to an extent sounds better than being a human, and many suicide attempts wanted to stay on the other side but were told their time wasn't to die yet so they had to return ... so

@Bobby_2021 @Oppositionless @gengar @kavaris Thanks Soul Fam for sharing some insights - Personally I've been listening to NDE reports about suicide attempts or general deaths, and honestly it is quite interesting ... I mean there does seem to be slight differences amongst stories - Although the same gist of things accross cultures even ... Sometimes I hear that a person may enter a hell realm on death but the moment they begin say praying to God or Jesus, then immediately a mirror reflection in the spiritual realm will reflect the divine heavenly bliss realms which is apparently the natural way of being for spirits ... Which is believable, it makes sense why the majority would prefer Heavenly states naturally over the hell realms, so I suppose it shouldn't be difficult to maintain unconditional love. Anymore insight feel free to add them in and I'll continue responding over time - Thanks again!

@The Crocodile thanks I am aware of Tom although I think Leo Gura might say this man isn't actually enlightened though like he may not have had the experiences like even sadghuru when younger he had poisoned himself to try and learn what is on the other side but he survived it if accurate from memory - like im willing to do similar some how to find an answer I'm almost willing to end it for the ultimate adventure but then again I know how weird things can get on psycadelics so if its that level of chaos in a sense then I may not be able to handle what comes after death the way I man not properly handle some psycadelics experiences but if it is pure positive awareness as Abraham Hicks might suggest ... Then why not end it sooner in all honesty makes no sense to be alive and generic

Even fucking Albert Camus said the number one philosophical question before any other philosophical inquires is the question if to or not commit suicide as a number one question in philosophy to be investigated and personally my answer to this nobel prize winner in literature is yes personally the answer is to kill myself but it fucking stops there like I'm not allowed to end it??? That is my fucking answer to the number one question I prefer to be dead fuck this life and yet I am forced to have to outlive this fucking shit as if my answer for thousands of years gets me no where Will it be pure positive awareness as Abraham Hicks puts it or is it worse of to kill myself and hence I am fucking trapped ???

How can so many people take this path but for thousands of fucking years like thousands of years still this topic is so fucking rare for answers or insights makes no fucking sense - god what the fuck

Like I've had this rage since 2019 like I feel like eventually it will be inevitable on god like the so many thousands each day and yet people fucking sideline the subject even spiritual teachers fucking don't give any fucking answers to this fucking subject yet so many people take this path but is so taboo makes literally no fucking sense

@integral@integral Thanks a lot for your responde inwas hoping for more than this like 1,000 people end their lives each day which is like 30 something thousand per month people take their lives and yet there are no clear answers to these questions and people act like these questions are so taboo - for me personally I feel like eventually I will become one of these statistics I just don't yet have an effective method but I need answers damn it I appreciate your response but fuck why is this so fucking taboo when literally so many people are fucking doing it anyways like there must be an escape from life there has to be an exit method of some sorts there is no way I am fucking trapped until I grow old bitter single virgin ugly erectile dysfunction cleaning toilets and fucking poor makes no fucking sense cu**

I’m looking for direct and thoughtful answers to a few key questions about suicide, death, and what might come next. My aim is to strike at the core of these topics and get clarity. 1. What Happens After Death? Is it possible to return to "pure positive awareness," where there’s no resistance, need, or pain, only wholeness and joy? Or is death shaped by unresolved beliefs, leading to chaotic, illusory afterlife experiences? Are near-death experiences, spiritual teachings (e.g., Abraham Hicks, Bashar, David Hawkins), and other accounts reliable, or could they just be ego-driven hallucinations? 2. Suicide vs. Natural Death: Does suicide lead to a different afterlife experience than dying naturally? Does the intent behind death matter in shaping what happens next? Are there consequences or “karmic debts” for suicide, or is it just another form of transition? 3. Vibrations and Beliefs at Death: Do one’s beliefs or emotions at the moment of death determine their immediate afterlife experience? If so, how can someone shift their vibration to avoid “negative” outcomes like chaotic or hell-like states? 4. Choosing Death and Reincarnation: If life is chosen before birth, can death also be chosen? Can one align themselves with a peaceful exit and avoid future reincarnation altogether? Is it possible to fully escape the cycle of birth, death, and suffering, or is reincarnation unavoidable until “enlightenment”? 5. Ending the Experience Permanently: Does suicide provide a permanent end to the human experience, or does it simply lead to a new cycle of suffering in another form or life? How does one ensure they do not reincarnate or return to physical existence after deat?

Yeah - I sense what you're saying, if the eternal now is more important of a practise than say thinking about the past, or future or thinking about things that aren't actually rooted in this moment fully which would be maybe a detour from truth and then less of an authentic life lived, is it better to be in the moment always 100 percent. If I worded this well enough - I don't really think you can be fully present in the moment 100 percent of the time always even if it was ultimate truth beyond the labrynth of thoughts clouding it ... but maybe also here I think that there is a husstler culture mindset dominant in the west to be fully on top of the game like being present fully alway Although in a sense thinking interesting questions can be fun, which isn't seriously in the present moment completely, ... idk see if this sparks anything lol I sense a husstler western mindset played into the spiritual practise to be fully present in the moment aligned to truth but I think there is fun to be daydreaming, and thinking interesting questions which is also probably a part of the present moment, and even thinking of the past is still in the moment, all thinking is in the moment, and it explores truth too

@Leo Gura Your responses are deeply appreciated—they touch on aspects that neither YouTube videos nor books tend to directly address. The way you clarified the concept of Truth being foundational and ever-present does offer something solid to hold onto amidst all the uncertainty. It feels grounding, even amidst the chaos of questioning existence and its fleeting nature. If I could, I would still have more questions to explore, especially around how Truth interacts with subjective experiences and the dream-like quality of life. But your insights are a valuable step forward, and for that, I sincerely thank you.

As you respond to me—or as any guru, teacher, or figure I might listen to responds—could it all simply be my subjective collapse of the infinite observable field? A kind of "like attracts like" phenomenon? If that’s the case, is there truly such a thing as truth, or is even the concept of truth just part of my hallucinated, dream-like quantum collapse? In other words, could every answer, every NDE report, or every spiritual teaching just be a subjective selection of mine—one chosen from an infinite variety of possibilities? And if so, does that mean there is no ultimate truth, only endless variations within the dream of existence?

Hello Leo Gura, I’m reaching out with an intense existential question. If you don’t answer, honestly, I don’t know who else I can turn to for this kind of depth and understanding. Here’s where I’m at: In this life, I’m under the hallucination of separation—duality. I’m limited, transient, and human. I pour my soul into things, like writing a book, only to feel like it’s not good enough in the end. I’ve been passionate about women, but there’s this lingering fear that it’s just love chemicals, that it all ends, or that I’ll just decay along with everything else. Life feels fleeting. And then there’s the chaos—AI, addiction, war, black holes consuming everything, natural disasters. It all seems indifferent, like humans are just projecting meaning onto it, coming up with grand ideas like spirituality, philosophy, and art to cope. So my question is this: When I die, what happens? Will I return to some kind of pure love or awareness? Or will I be energetically attracted to something else that’s compatible with existence—like I’m stuck forever manifesting in different forms, without control or choice, in some chaotic pull of energy? Could I become a regretful ghost, restless and trapped? Or is there actual freedom—liberation, unity, and understanding? Or is God itself chaotic, imaginative, boundless madness, with its own existential crisis—who am I, loneliness, boredom? Is there any security at all, or is existence inherently insecure, with no hope, no foundation? I need to know: Is there any truth that offers actual freedom, or is it all just infinite uncertainty and chaos? Thank you,

I may even dare to say that you truley do not actually want a direct answer to the question you are seeking, maybe you are shy of it actually - Otherwise this is all mental masturbation you are indulging in like a philosophical strip tease

@integral Man you have said it so well