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@Hojo I think what you're saying in your response is that the breathing is prior to identity? Leo says identity as a human and other people is imagination. Isn't breathing imagination too? I'll have to re-read it what you wrote. Idk how to become more conscious of the phenomenology of imagination and how I'm infinite mind doing that with life, without use of drugs or meditation - Like maybe I do self enquiry without denial that I am infinite mind imaging being in a dream as a limited human and other is imagination ... But that alone probably won't make miracles happen like I'm suddenly living a heavenly music soundtrack cinematic life

I have to ask Leo Gura how do you exactly become more conscious ... Without drugs if you're sober ... Like do you repeatedly become more aware of self inquiry into imagination or I am god or this all solipsism ... There are no Leo videos on how to become more concious without drugs or meditation and there isn't a video what even is imagination. I'm just asking I have these videos on repeat like how I had an Alan Watts addiction or Abraham Hicks - or is this me in deep denial afraid to awaken and lose reality to being this human life

Non-duality is popular with many teachers and it leans into solipsism in my opinion same thing, except non-dual is more spiritual for validating other people's lives as well as inviting unity conciosuness, whereas solipsism is probably narcissistic, existential and unpopular for followers to easily digest

I read insanity barrier broken while checking for updated solipsism forums ... And I have to say man I'm lucid in that realm and there are more barriers that can yet be broken it's never ending like alice face falling the rabbit hole it seems

@Shawn Philips but also NDE accounts also point out that the truth between beings is a type of honesty and knowing which can't quite hide lies or dishonesty - it's almost a spiritual telepathic knowing between spiritual entities so that you can't hide manipulation tactics but can see through one another's thoughts and intentions honestly and openly. So that level honesty surely can't hide manipulation tactics for reincarnation trap loops. Also the dying brain floods dopamine, serotonin, DMT chemical-like drugs and endorphins these being positive states not negative.

I'm now researching again into 5meo-dmt or DMT in general and might consider a trip in 2026 if I cross paths with the substance, I won't go overboard but I wouldn't mind an ego death - nor do I want psychosis states that leave me disturbed/unnerved afterwards. Unsure how Leo has derealization of identity and sees through reality or how others are imaginary and god realisations yet acts casual about it all, fairly sure I'd personally be a bit loopy if I broke through reality too heavily - and I've had psycadelics experiences which have changed how I function in life but an ego death trip might be interesting for spiritual insights. Might keep doing research.

I hope not I want to be a super free spiritual beings and never reincarnate forcefully - or is there a corresponding attachment of resistant which attaches me to come back - or did I agree to come to this life

No offence man but this is why I've personally done my best to quit weed and substances so I can better articulate my ideas clearer; I'm unsure exactly what you're trying to express. Essentially if there is solipsism as Leo puts it, and I'm the only one in the room (me being conscious I know this) then I'm that king you mention in the land of divine self god-hood, and you all are peasants (fictional props) - Mind you: here I'm using your language, to elaborate on your terms how I'd then be a "special" king in the land of solipsism, while others are not of equal regal quality but fictional characters make believe to strengthen this dreamland. Mathematically coherent if 1+1 equals 2 then I should also have powers over this dream land as the special kingly god hood and make my dream more into a heavenly paradise or any way I would so choose: beautiful virgins, youth, billion dollars, technology like a personal giant Terrance McKenna style spaceship, an iron man suit, superhero abilities, artistic genius, rockstar fame with concerts and retro vice city sunset lambos near the beach, incredible parties every weekend, nobel prize for world peace, life extension, happiness instead of survival, ecstacy drugs without the negative comedowns that enhance the quality of life

Heard Alan Watts say a similar thing, which makes seeking feel futile like a snake chasing its own tail. Or this advice sounds like a koan: what is the sound of a one hand clap? Fairly sure most gurus do this intentionally by frustrating the seeker until they no longer need answers and just sit with themselves in the absurdity of it all, then act like that's enlightenment.

See Leo would be suggesting it is me that is the only one in this forum since I know I am conscious ... So how do I get god realisation and make all my dreams come true and enter god mode where I can design infinite fun games and have a good time

If you really are me make me say something you're now thinking of ... If you can't then what relative use is arguing about solipsism if others behave how they choose anyways

@Dodo no - removing god mode is lame, I also want to awaken to god mode and drop being a shitty boring mediocre dumbass interchangeable human

@Ramasta9 Humans have always freaked out about new tools. The printing press? Threatened the churches and kings. Bronze-age weaponry? Some swore it’d start a war with the gods. Fire? They thought it would burn down the world. Some adapt fast and get the evolutionary edge. Others panic and miss the ride entirely.

@Ramasta9 Chill—it actually helps me regulate. Where else am I supposed to put these questions? I’ve done the “right” things: four days ago I voluntarily went to the emergency department, a mental ward, a hotline, and spent hours with a professional. None of it touched the core issue. As Shakespeare put it, “To be or not to be—that is the question,” and Camus goes further: the question of suicide comes before any other philosophical inquiry, because until you decide whether life is worth living, every other question is secondary. That’s not pathology—that’s philosophy.

Your question acts as if you have a way to.reach the solipsistic realisation ... How do you even awaken? Like do I consciously self-introspect myself imaginative existence and do I need drugs or is this easily achievable sober?