Yousif

Listening to videos/ lectures from Leo Gura ,Alan Watts,Ram Dass, Sadhguru does it for me, dancing just letting the body dance to the music however it wants without judgement, walking for the sake of walking, I guess that’s walking meditation, being very active physically gives me that mental clarity and allows me to be able to sit and enjoy silence, handling my worldly affairs consciously like the way I work and live my life allows me to be more conscious, having integrity, maturity, patience, accepting things as they are and even if I couldn’t accept them I would have to accept not accepting them, that allows me to stay conscious, it’s a lifestyle, you can’t just sit and do one thing one time and expect to see results, it’s like you go to the gym once and expect to be any good at lifting or look like Arnold, same thing applies to living consciously. So it also takes time and effort, You work at being conscious and the more understanding,integration, capacity for being/staying conscious you have, the more conscious you will be.

That’s why they invented the courtroom

Like I said, this is war and that’s what happens in war, and the killing is on both sides, and by not taking a side I mean I’m not choosing a side that I like, I’m taking the side of oppressed rather than the oppressor when mommy and daddy start fighting, I’m not gonna take the side of the one I like, I’m gonna take the side of the wronged.

I’m using my judgment like a judge in a court room, you listen to both sides and then decide which side wronged the other, just because it seems like I’m taking sides doesn’t mean I want that side to win the case. you’re getting lost in the details, try to see the bigger picture.

That’s how the Palestinians would justify it, also women and children are killed/ being killed on both sides, this is war, that’s what happens in war, now who started this war from the very beginning, I’m not taking sides, I’m trying to be unbiased here, you seem to overlook the root of the problem and not confront the Israel’s that this whole this land belong to us is just bullshit, you will have a clearer picture of the situation if you’re unbiased, and since you’re in this forum that belongs to a person that’s always talking about us not seeing the truth simply because we’re too biased, well this is an example of it.

I’m gonna continue with my lil analogy, how do you think the owner of the house would react to the person taking over his home?? you have to solve the problem from its roots, none of this would’ve happened if that person never took over someone’s property. All I can say is killing people who had nothing to do with it is unjustifiable, but you have to blame the person that brought them to the “ house” or this territory in the first place knowing that taking over the house is going to cause conflict for years and was willing to take that risk, so who’s to blame I ask?

Imagine liking a house so much that you think god chose it for you, so you kick the owners ass, temporarily give them the basement until you can slowly get rid of them out of the house completely, so you’re focused on that, and at the same time the neighborhood in which this house exists in is full of people that genuinely dislikes you, despite all of that, you still think that this house is what god chose for you because it’s written somewhere that it is, or however you arrived to this absurd conclusion. A different painting of this Israeli/ Palestinian conflict.

@The0Self you don’t necessarily need psychedelics for god realization

@Giulio Bevilacqua I had a similar experience with kundalini I couldn’t sleep for many nights and I had to work with it, the anxiety was unbearable but I surrendered to it anyway it went on for week or months I can’t exactly remember but I took it long enough until my ego completely collapsed and I entered non-duality and I realized I am god through it, it’s not easy surrounding to it since I felt like I’m in danger 24/7 for a while, but it was the only think I was able to do and I remember repeating to myself that all of this is absolute goodness and perfection for weeks and months until the magic ? happened and I became the god head and oneness, try to surrender and accept it as much as u can is my advice.

@Giulio Bevilacqua I would suggest you let go to the experience and to stop thinking about it, just trust it and it will take care of itself.

@happyhappy I don’t think so but thanks a lot bro!

There’s consciousness aka god, dreaming up reality and the universe, dreaming up you, it is made out of nothing, at the same time it is everything since nothing/everything is a duality, there’s something rather than nothing simply because there’s no difference between the 2 and god simply ising/being itself, the substance of everything that exists is purely imaginary, not only physical objects but everything such as time, space, death, sensation, consciousness has certain qualities to it such as, Goodness as an absolute goodness, Love, selflessness, intelligence, omniscience,omnipotence,omni present, I have realized all of those facets for myself and I also feel as leo that I have reached a point of no return, before I got to this point I had to face madness, all my fears basically, Great grief, nihilism, and solipsism,I also felt like I was dying before I surrendered, I become aware of oneness, everyone is me, I am everyone, I was walking around for a few weeks or months I can’t recall exactly since my sense of time was long gone I felt eternal, there was so much love it was hurting my body I became very weak and fragile even tho I was young (20) and was lifting weights, I’ve had so many awakenings and realizations I can’t tell u how many exactly, I experienced channeling with god before I realized I was god, I had experienced telepathy with Leo I was watching one of his videos laughing the whole time because I was completely conscious of me talking to me it was insanely incredible, I was able to tap into collective consciousness I can not believe how leo is able to find words for it, as of right now I am very peaceful, very happy %99 of the time,I am back into the relative realm But I can’t forget the things I realized so basically everything is meaningless, everyone is me, there’s nothing to do, but I don’t need anything I’m happy just being.

As Leo have said in his videos, Fear is what keeps you alive without it you’re dead, I feel fear but it has recontextualized, it’s hard to describe really it feels like whenever I feel fear I almost always feel a lil bit distant from it,I think that’s because I have reached a state of being where fear didn’t exist at all, and when I was there I was ridiculously selfless and that is still to a certain extent embodied in me, so to answer your question I think In that scenario I would take that bullet , I’m pretty sure I’m way less attached to this world than the stranger, I’m gonna feel less fear, and I’m at a level of selflessness that wouldn’t allow me to do that to another person even tho I know if I chose the other option I’m not gonna feel any guilt, I’m not gonna go to hell, and “god” will still love me the same.

@Striving for more I have went for a girl 7 inches taller than me and it was one of the best sex I have ever had, it’s all about confidence if you show her that you don’t care and you’re confident enough with yourself it will work the opposite way she’ll get attracted to you simply for that confidence.

@NoSelfSelf this is basically what happened to me the first time I did acid, watch out for the ego backlash I would suggest you go watch that episode even if you have seen it, there’s many many more awakenings, I personally didn’t wait a whole year I went deeper right after because it was the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me and it’s all I have ever wanted is to understand ever since I was a child,I was willing to give up everything for truth and I think this is one of the keys that allowed me to go very deep, good luck to you!

@happyhappy thank you! There’s always more, and yes I learned the hard way.

@happyhappy Realizing all that stuff too quickly isn’t necessary I good thing it hit me hard, I’m kind of young for this work I’m only 21, I was very suicidal and depressed and basically In my head it was Either kill myself or awaken, Like I said it happened within a year and in that year I had to let go of basically everything and everyone, when I had my first awakening it hit me so hard I thought I lost my mind and I started having outrageous ego backlashes and I started hearing voices and insane thoughts, I told the people around me what I have awakened to and told them about my ego backlashes they actually sent me to a mental hospital for 2 days so I quickly learned to keep it to myself and try to stay more grounded around people, It was the most dangerous time of my life and I am from Iraq I have been in dangerous situations but this is on a whole different level and it’s because of how fast I went through it so yea I wouldn’t want others to realize it as quickly as I did

@happyhappyI have had visions ever since I was a kid, I would say I’m spiritually gifted, I also questioned and fully let go of islam within a year I think I was 15 years old, I became an atheist for a few years till I stumbled upon one of Leo’s videos, I started meditation, self inquiring, within a few months I started seeing visions and clues here and there, I also smoked a ton of weed I started tripping on it ( drugs and psychedelics hit me hard) but my first a awakening happened within a year of starting on lsd I had a very small dose one tap 100 ug it was the first time I ever do psychedelics, Before I did it tho I set down and meditated for about 30 mins and set the intention to understand then boom ?

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@Husseinisdoingfine ليو رسول الله ????