BeHereNow

@Godishere God can still ask itself questions right? How else would it know itself?

Being selfless requires a level of creativity only a few people understand today, relatively speaking.

I think much of the doom and gloom surrounding climate change comes from the fact that scientists still don't know how severe or not climate change will be, so to get enough funding for proper research some manipulation of people's existential fears probably wouldn't hurt. That's not to say climate change isn't a problem or that humans aren't causing it, you've got to remember everyone's got an world view they need to uphold, even climatologists.

Everything is talking to itself about itself, out of pure love. There's really nothing to it when you go deep enough, both literally and figuratively.

"You couldn't find joy, so you settled for pleasure." Something like that, I might be paraphrasing. I can't remember who said that but it's always resonated with me.

@justfortoday I actually agree, I've had several more insights since then and I can see where I misinterpreted that.

God is the master troll. If it really wanted to, it could create a utopian society inhabited by enlightened people and mystics. No countries, no money and no possessions, not even egos. Everyone will be practically immortal and living in peace. God itself would be perfectly understood. But what would be the point? God proving to itself how pure and perfect it is? How boring and narcissistic would that be? So God creates the opposite. He goes so far to create such a complicated and dysfunctional world full of egotistical people with different beliefs and cultures that it starts to believe it's actual real and physical. All the teasing it done to itself out of pure love is mistaken for evil, anger, war and suffering and then it convinces people it would never do any of these things. Even when you are awakened one way or another, God is still trying to convince you that you're wrong about reality. That's how committed of a troll it is. But ultimately, it does this out of faith that it will awaken to itself. If you've been on the spiritual long enough, you'll get a sense sometimes consciousness is ultimately tormenting you personally forever for some unknown reason beyond human comprehension. One day you might ask "If everything is imaginary then why would God imagine tormenting itself forever?". Then you'll realize God is a troll. It is doing everything all at once perfectly, even fooling you and itself. It's all one big rouse to fool everyone into believing reality is real and they're suffering for as long as possible, just because it finds it hilarious. Be in on the joke, not the butt of it.

I feel like I'm turning into ash and dust. My past awakenings were little cracks in the Berlin Wall, now it's just a matter of time when it all collapses and both east and west reunite, if there ever was a wall at all that is. The idea I had of myself was so limited and narrow I couldn't have ever imagined life was like this at all. You're absolutely everything, all one, across the universe. I mean, the entire universe. Everything you can possibly imagine. Once you're absolutely everything, everyone you've ever known and talked are gone. Even yourself. Sure, they're still technically around and so are you, but it's all imaginary. Your parents, siblings, nieces and nephews, friends, lovers, acquaintances, bosses, colleagues, your favourite celebrities, politicians, athletes, artists, historical figures, even the rest of the human race and the animal kingdom. People like yourself, people you would deem less worthy and even the very worse of society. Barack Obama, Donald Trump, Adolf Hitler, the Queen, Albert Einstein, The Beatles and even the traditional idea of God. Your perception of other people and even when you imagine life in their shoes. Even fictional characters and your imaginary friends, even when you imagine yourselves as them. They're all you deep down. It's all your imagination doing all of this, all Infront of you and behind your back, at all times and states. You can never cheat yourself out of it, it's here forever and you're the only one around. All of the worries, stresses and embarrassing moments from the past and from others never happened. But that applies to all the greatest times in your life too. It's all gone, it was all a dream. I don't realize how true that was until today. It's really emotional and bittersweet. I'm really taking to this cosmic love, it's I feel it everywhere.

It's going to take a long time before I can make any lingual sense of all of this. My desire to speak up falls when my lips open. For now I'll allow the universe to speak on my behalf. I am everything and no one in particular.

I love you. I honestly love and accept you for who you are. I love the fact you tricked for so long into believing reality was real. I loved the fact you made me so paranoid that I was convinced you was a demon that was torturing me personally, forever. I love the fact that you, it was all just a funny game. You made me scream, cry and laugh, sometimes all within 10 minutes. This bubble is so small and yet it contains absolutely everything. What a waste to deny it any warmth and ownership. And don't let the powers that be fool you, they want you to believe reality is limited and finite. After all, you tricked me after all. I know now my consciousness knows no limits, no barrier to stop my endless imagination. In my eyes, we're all enlightened. I see you in all 7 billion human faces, because you're me and I'm you. I love you. (Now don't you ever forget it, love the fact you can forever deceive and awaken yourself. After all, there are no limits)

I use to be so misanthropic and bitter. I use to resent attractive, confident people and look down on anyone who I decided were unattractive and/or unintelligent. It's not a healthy way to live, even after awakening I still seen them the same way but rather as unawakened sheep than any trivial qualities. If I hated everyone I hated myself the most. But today of all days gave me the most love intense experience of my life. I was in a busy shopping centre, loads of strangers walking pass me or in the opposite direction. They those faces and people were all me. All beautiful, perfect and truthful as they should be. Man and woman, attractive and repulsive, young and old. There was no judgement, just love reaching into every possible direction. I couldn't care less who they were or what they believed in. Most of them were only in my bubble for a second or two, but their presence was so intimate in a way that's impossible to describe but it makes you want to cry. I hope this never goes away, in fact I want it to get more intense and deep. But I'm sure I'd love it if it did either way.

@Matthew85 I'd say radical open mindedness, the courage to tell your Ego to shut up and admire what you see. Also there's really nothing in existence that's stopping you from experiencing it.

There we were, now here we are, all this confusion, nothing to say to me (Oasis - Columbia)

I've been awakened for some time now but I struggled to understand why consciousness was love itself instead of it being another thing imagined by God. Until it hit me today. It's so beautiful. I can barely put it into words... A book the size of a million Bibles couldn't properly describe it. I literally said "Oh my God!" when it dawned on me, it was one of those moments. You're basically chasing the same thing you're running away from. It's not a bug, it's a feature. That's how I would say it. All it took was 1000s of hours of introspective contemplation and admittedly a ridiculous amount of weed. Never touched a psychedelic. Well I finally got the message, I suppose it's time I should hang up the phone. Peace.