Judy2

i really liked Alyssa Grenfell's reaction video. she used to be a Mormon missionary and said it's quite realistic that the missionaries, being desperate to find someone who's willing to talk to them, would believe the lie about the wife being at home, and naively enter a stranger's home. my first impression is that this type of psychological thriller is much more appealing than the kind of horror movie with weird supernatural stuff going on. looking forward to watching this soon, if i find someone who can sit next to me and hold my hand...

realistically, i'm not sure if i can go:) but i hope you'll have a wonderful time there🙏🏻

@Salvijus are you there rn?

@gettoefl okay:) thank you @Michael569 thank you:) i appreciate it and hope you're well, too.

@gettoefl (: you don't know that:) you don't know me:) i'm a stranger on the internet, a few pixels on a screen.

yes i get that. if you know how much of a battle it is, doesn't this help you understand how it must be for her though?

i'm in pain. i'm lonely. i want help. if i dropped dead in this second or did something to myself, no one would notice or care. no one would miss me. no one sees how much of a mess i am, no one sees that i'm in pain. i've been reaching out and asking for help, but no one's really there. got stitches twice last month and the only thing the doctor had to say was "use a fresh blade next time". went to speak to another doctor afterwards and he said they can't admit me given that i'm not sufficiently suicidal to require emergency treatment. i've been waiting for treatment for months and i'll probably have to keep waiting until Christmas.

i really like Jimmy Carr, but he's quite brutal wih his jokes.

maybe you can try to find a tutor from a higher grade?

@mmKay i'll check it out, thank you:)

this is the first time i hear someone say it actually worked for them:) tasting honey while asleep is a cool idea. i experimented a bit some years ago and only got to the vibrational stage but never past it (starting in a waking state). then i've had a few experiences just before waking up in the morning. they were weird dream-like states but might qualify as out-of-body experiences, i'm not sure. usually these take place in my room and i think i already got up, then realise my body's still in bed. supposedly electricity doesn't really work in the astral realm....do you know if this is a reliable clue? i've had times when i checked my phone and it had died, or i couldn't see anything, tried to find the light switch and it was deformed....does this ring any bells for you, or is it completely unrelated to OBEs?:)

the "good news" is that everybody feels that way, to some extent.

@Yimpa(:

yes of course, and ultimately those are the changes that may end up having the biggest impact all i said is if it's something you're struggling with, sometimes it can be helpful to get things moving by focussing on the things that feel more manageable. especially if you're struggling with depression. sorry if that's bad advice.

i think i can relate a lot the idea of "healing" and "health" is associated with a lot of guilt for me as well it's hypocritical of me to say this since i resist it a lot myself, but...the only place where peace can be found is underneath those feelings of sadness, guilt, and regret keep looking♡ ....or i guess stop looking so hard and let it be