Sugarcoat

I don’t know the answer. On a relative level if we investigate reality (like scientists do) then everything got a mechanism, but they aren’t able to get to the root mechanism, it just keeps going, mechanism behind every mechanism so on. That’s how reality SEEMS to work. But let’s say there is only what is immediately appearing, then maybe what’s appearing has no substance, it’s empty, just looks solid, then maybe it has no actual mechanism behind it, it’s just appearing by itself. So it could be anything but in this moment it is by randomness appearing for you the particular way it’s appearing I don’t know this I’m just theorizing. I wanna do psychedelics

I’ll check them out Who’s live event you went to? That’s so cool did you feel a resonance ?

Out of them I’ve watched jim, Tony and roes i like jim i like Lisa cairns too

Haha some time I will. Ok lol

What’s some speakers you like?

Cool because my reflections get me nowhere it’s just my mind spinning around. I need psychedelics

You write well here atleast

Some talk of the self like it’s a concept , some not. I don’t think it’s a concept at it’s core . If you “think” you’re the complete experience then yes it’s on concept level but for the self to actually dissolve and then there is only “this “ left sounds like a big shift to me. For you to “be everything” there has to be a breaking of boundaries, so to me the two things seem the same, when there’s “only this” like non dualists say, and the openness you talk about. We have a different view of the non dualists. Maybe depends on who you listen to. Some of them I resonate with some not

Maybe randomness doesn’t have mechanism. Some say there’s nothing behind what’s happening creating it Why is it important for you to know? I like the questioning aspect, but I’m at peace with not knowing

Ofc

It can be simple. But don’t confuse mind for the real thing

Yea as you say the trick is to know it for real

I’ve also been thinking about making lasagna at home it’s so banging!

it’s useful to have different terms. So you’re kinda saying awareness is dual . And consciousness is not?

The mind can be free, depends on what it’s attached to.

You look like you’re about to spit some major FACTS

What is that supposed to do?

Omg I hate programming I’m impressed if someone likes it and can do it

I need to buy vape lol. But somehow make it not show on my transactions if my mom would check

You look like you’d fit as a couple for some reason haha

I like sadghuru. He speaks of so many things, and in a way so the average person can understand

Is there a difference?

One time several years ago I spontaneously asked myself “where is the self” and for a brief moment it was like I couldn’t locate myself it was kinda cool. I’m not sure if that was what happened but who knows.

That can lead to awakening?

That’s a beautiful mindset