Sugarcoat

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  1. What’s your point? Yea ofc anyone has the right to be as one pleases
  2. I will see if I ever try it
  3. I’ve seen that but it seems unhealthy
  4. I just thought to myself how the most precious things imo is to have good mental and physical health. Like if you have those two you should be so thankful. Because if you loose one of them it’s the only thing you’ll be wishing back. I’m having a hard time even thinking of something more precious than those two things. It’s even more precious than family imo, maybe because I’m a bit f*cked up, a lone wolf and love nobody.
  5. This sounds a bit toxic. My guess was that it was to try to make her jealous , which you in a reply said it was. The kind of high quality girl you would want this probably wouldn’t work on, she would be too mature to fall for this trick. The kind of girl this would work on seems the kind that is into a guy who doesn’t give her interest, and you’d have to maintain this behavior of playing games with her to keep her interest up. If you are phony enough maybe you could pull it off, but other than that no.
  6. Thanks. I feel you. Life can suck so much. Unfortunately I don’t feel any different when I talk to my family about it. I fight my battles alone too.
  7. I feel I get zero dopamine in my brain. Like I’m walking around dead and empty. My family knows about my situation. It’s very hard to stay positive.
  8. I relate to this. I’ve been suicidal for the past year. I feel too weak to handle my existence. Sometimes I try to brute force it with a strong mindset and it lasts for a little while but not for long until I slip back down and feel weak again. A strong mindset can only hold up for so long until it crumbles again . Sometimes it’s so bad I’ll spend all day researching suicide methods and have suicidal thoughts from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep and feel like my whole being has given up on life. There’s like two sides of me, one with a little strength left to push myself further, and one that has completely given up on life and succumbed to the bad circumstances I’m in. So I oscillate between the two. But it’s hard.
  9. It means what it says. That my problem is very strange and odd so I won’t write what it is exactly, but it’s similar to those two things I mentioned. Yes I go to regular doctors appointments, but it’s not helping at all, the meds aren’t helping at all
  10. It’s very weird what I’m going through. Like even too weird for this forum . But to give a clue I’d say it’s similar (not exactly those things) to a kind of severe depersonalization and a severe compulsive behavior.
  11. Im doing somewhat okay now. I have two different parts of me, one that has given up and is suicidal, and one that has some strength to keep going. So I kinda oscillate between the two
  12. A lot of men’s so called “raw truth” is riddened with identification with one’s mental position and underlying emotion
  13. Just have more sex?
  14. They probably slept like that because they had no option, but you have an option, most would probably prefer more space so you have the choice to be close vs having your space not just forced to be close.
  15. I get your point but who wants to forcefully cuddle every night. Everyone needs some distance
  16. You mean truth right?
  17. Another reason to stay virgin and single
  18. I swear