Sugarcoat

Yes. Life is extremely dull this way

Maybe it wasn’t the best wording. I mean I feel disconnected from ~both~ myself and my thoughts, it goes hand in hand for me

I feel disconnected from both myself and my thought processes. So yes I “hear” less of them. Not that I am my thoughts tho

Sometimes I can barely hear my thoughts so disconnected I feel from myself

Most cases it’s probably true

I didn’t quite understand what you meant to be honest hehe

Ok

I used to meditate regularly in high school but then stopped. That’s all. I didn’t really have these issues back then.

Is there even a soul?

We have a quite distant relationship. Other than that it’s fine. They don’t trust me after that happened though. yes I’m 21 thank you for your input 🙏🏻 I don’t feel in my case they contribute much to my mental state . But yes I am still working on my independence so that is slowly making its way

Thanks 🙏🏻

Yes a little 5 Meo dmt and dmt but my parents found and threw it away hehe

Thanks for the response. 🙏🏻 I’m trying to deal with this as best as I can

I will see with the doctors

I have none. I wrote somewhere in this thread that my libido is almost non existent and I barely feel anything (including attraction)

@Schizophonia oh now I get what u meant by re reading

@Schizophonia hehe

Best dad 😂

Genius 😂

I mean I said maybe there’s some biological component too. But it can be worked on it’s not like everyone feels like this around a gorgeous woman

This reminds me of when I had a crush in high school, I could barely look at him because I felt shy and had him on a pedestal, not because of his looks, but because he had this ultra extroverted charming personality so opposite of me. So I can understand your feeling. The issue was me putting him on a pedestal, stemming from my own insecurity about myself. Almost nobody needs to be put on pedestal like that but in particular not for their looks, it’s such a superficial trait, nothing one chooses. Doesn’t say anything about their character. Nothing to be intimidated by. But society puts looks (especially in women) on pedestal so it conditions us to do the same, so it’s understandable that it happens. And maybe there is some biological component to it too, idk. Luckily one can work on this, by working on your own insecurities, your own mind.

Thanks for your response it was good and thoughtful🙏🏻 regarding intimacy, one thing I also have is that barely can feel attraction and my libido is practically zero almost all the time so intimate partners is kind of not an option nowadays. This is so severe that I was just on a whole month vacation with my family and then also this other guy and it made no difference to what I’m describing. Also I can hang out with someone and still makes no difference. I have my own sense of the cause , I won’t go into it too much here but basically it’s something in my brain. So I do reflect on this I do check this forum often but I don’t see my internet use as a problem And lastly yes I’m going to the doctor regularly

Sounds lovely

It’s nice . I was with my close family not relatives

Croatia, my nationality