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No i will meet doctor 28th march

Ok you’ve got some input from real life experience. Maybe it varies though depending on the escort and the circumstances surrounding their “work” , what got them in it, how “luxurious” they are etc

Ok so they don’t have to “be good “ to please the customer so they just do the bare minimum you mean?

When I say good in bed I mean the physical pleasure aspect. It’s just my assumption because their job is to please their customer and they have a lot of sex with many different people maybe they become good at that physical aspect of sex, but what do I know

”just ignore them” is more specific referring to people meanwhile “just let go” is more general and can be used for anything they both have their place.

This works if you don’t desire any emotional connection through sex, and authentic sexual tension/connection, or feeling desired. Which to me seem like the best parts of sex, but if you can do without them and only desire the physical part then yes escort will get you that, and probably in a good way too because the escort has a lot of sexual experience so will be good in bed. So it has its pros and its cons. Also you don’t get that personal development that comes from the process of attracting women

You live there not us so it’s hard to judge. You gotta look around and see if there’s an abundance of women (women you’d find attractive). It’s a start, you don’t know how your gaming is gonna go before you try, you could land a girl early on, if not, if you start getting close to a thousand approaches and feel you’re running out of attractive women then maybe it’s time to try a new place, but that takes a lot of time so before you get there your little city will do

This story taken out of context sounds like you’re the one being petty. Because being a little late is no big deal and as has already been said they don’t owe you an explanation. But we don’t know what she has done previously so it’s hard to judge, but this alone is a reach, you assuming she doesn’t respect you because she’ll be late

So you don’t struggle with getting horny it’s that the horniness doesn’t make you hard? That’s tough. Maybe you’ve done this already but you could write about it on Reddit to see if someone can relate. I live with practically zero libido so I can kinda relate. I’m at peace with it but I understand you are not

Must be very fulfilling to know the other person is only sleeping with you because you paid, with zero connection…

For sure

My guess is that meditation calms both the mind and the body on a physical level. So normally when you go about your day you might be heavily engaged in your thoughts, but when you sit down and meditate you are trying to observe your thoughts neutrally so less engagement in them so they can calm down from that. And it calms the body on a physical level and stress can be stored and maintained through tension in the body so staying still calms that down and can dissolve that tension

I’d say sit down for a while and really contemplate what it is that you want. Also don’t have pressure on yourself to be passionate, being less passionate (which I have been lately) is another way of living, it might be a more relaxed mindset and approach to life, nothing wrong with that. Doesn’t mean you have to settle for mediocrity you could still pursue something beyond mediocrity without having a burning desire for it, at least having some interest, that’s what I do as I struggle with feeling that strong passion too. So you could take upon something without feeling that strong passion, to at least be moving in a more desirable direction in life. Sometimes we might fear that we are getting too old to succeed in life or if we’re not passionate enough we won’t have enough motivation to succeed but that’s to me just unnecessary suffering for the most parts and could come partly from ideals from society about what’s the ideal life etc. So deconstruct those too if you have them, so that you can find for yourself what you truly want regardless of what feels like a hindrance and what society says. It seems to me some brains are more visionary than others. Doesn’t mean you can’t be if you don’t have this type of personality but I’ve always had a vivid imagination naturally and some I’ve talked to just don’t seem to naturally. You might have a desire for something you feel would boost your ego, you could try to identify that. Like maybe you have some idea of some self image of being a certain way that seems cool to you. Like maybe being rich. That could be a part of your vision and doesn’t have to be dismissed as just ego stuff

Perhaps you could date several women and keep it on a dating level until you find someone who you think is compatible for a relationship. Also investigate which you probably already have the reason to your resistance to fully committing. Maybe there’s some “fear of missing out” playing a factor. Maybe you feel more secure being distant because then you can’t get hurt and deep close bond might seem a little scary becomes it comes with being very vulnerable. Situationships seem to me to be a way to get all the pros of a relationships without feeling particularly locked down and responsible to the other person that a relationship would entail. It could in some cases mean the person isn’t mature enough yet to handle a relationship . Or as you mentioned growing up the relationships around you can model for you what a relationship entails and leave a bad imprint

It’s not really possible imo to accept everything some things are so inherently suffering that the only way to escape it is to try to reduce it. That’s the reality of humans. We are wired to not wanna suffer. Maybe some superhuman levels of mindfulness is possible in some cases but then that would require tremendous practice. But even then there might be still an aversion to great suffering I don’t think one can truly ever overcome that. Humans are wired to relate to others, themselves and the world with attachments which necessitates the appearance of suffering . Like how we get attachments to people or performing well . It’s physical and mental self survival. One way in my experience to almost completely eliminate mental suffering is to dissolve the many layers of mind, dissolve that mental self

What is awareness? It sounds like duality to me. Awareness being aware of self and being aware of something. The self possesses awareness of itself and other. I think that’s the conventional use of the word. Ive been wondering this too. Such a thought can be scary when it feels like you’re stuck in eternity experiencing itself over and over. But “experience “ is only possible in duality, when there is a self having an experience. Without the self I assume there would be nothing, not experience. So in that case you’re not trapped in infinity, because who would be? But when there’s a sense of self it’s like you’re trapped in experience, in consciousness

Ok I’m sorry. That’s why I wrote “I thought”. Because I have a vague memory of reading about it that when you pluck them in nature you need that quantity

That sounds so good. Yea it seems in Asian cuisine they eat a lot of pork

I’m an omnivore too 6 damn haha😹 When I eat plants I prefer not to eat those mock meats though

Good Pork can be tasty not gonna lie.

Before I tried the pina colada I’ve gotten drunk several times and vomited . I seem to be kinda sensitive I know I like entrecôte I’d eat that , cola can be nice in small quantity I find it too overpowering . Pork or something 🐷

Ok that’s cool. I have gotten drunk without getting a hangover too Haha there was a period in my past I looked it up. It seems there’s no way (through diet for example) to increase breast size noticeably. So basically the option is a breast surgery but I wouldn’t do that. I sometimes get an urge to live alone. I’d keep it so tidy, I’d fill my fridge with healthy food, etc …

That’s good it has all passed control Problem how? That he didn’t get drunk or what? Understood I’d have a whole laboratory if I lived alone. Jk

I’m down to try stuff too but yea obtaining it in the right way is most important Beliefs shape our reality yea… We share a place in each others subconscious Hahah I’d like that food siddhi too Is that how you describe the hypnagogic state? Don’t be scared of it it’s fun to explore I want it all😼

Ok then good that I learnt something from you