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Questioning if you’d go insane is first step to avoid insanity. Something else would be openness (to being wrong for example), total self honesty (this can be hard, because sometimes it can be hard to distinguish between what is your own ideas and what is reality, if there even is such a distinction). Don’t resist insanity too much. Because it means you’re holding on too much to what you perceive as your “sanity”, which is usually a state partly biological partly conditioning. It’s not ~necessarily~ better than insanity in all cases. Embracing insanity might allow you to explore a non conventional state of mind, which could potentially give you value. Ask yourself, are you willing to explore altered states of mind or do you value your current normal state too much and don’t wanna risk getting stuck somewhere else?

Nice. So yea us humans ultimately want to suffer less and be more happy, and some say we long for our non dual nature. So it’s two ways to go about it, you can improve yourself and your life on human level and create as much happiness you can that way, or you can open yourself and that can as you say make human structure less sharp, maybe it “deactivates” it a bit, and lessen suffering and increase happiness that way, and simultaneously fulfill that “longing” for our nature. Both seem somewhat difficult tho.

Very good and short answer

So there’s a clear difference in being caught up in the form and only seeing the limited form vs seeing the totality. Like two completely different realities

I looked at it. I’m no better than a man. Better than p***y t**ture at least 🤣

Sounds like seeing through the mind to me. Which is like seeing through the self, it’s all one structure

It seems all my mind does is interpretation I don’t know to turn it off

I didn’t know that was related to clairvoyance

Yea I know right. I am lucky to not deal with pain yet in my life but you never know what happens we all could get affected at some point so it’s good to know there is alternative route even if it’s hard

I meant the trick you did. That’s cool it helps. The thing is tho we have to put ourselves through suffering to be able to test it out Not contemplation. Some dissociate I can’t really describe it because I haven’t experienced it but it’s like “checking out”. The mindfulness method is not dissociation it’s having attention on pain if I remember correctly Lol yea. I’d say it’s not dissociation tho

I’m so smart I don’t need AI to help me have psychosis #independentqueen

That was my thought too

Whatever that means..

I see your point

Maybe he means he isn’t into latinas 👀 hahah i don’t know we will see what he answers

Direct attentive experience leads to a certain kind of understanding. I can see the value in indulging in something for a period in order to transcend it

I used to experiment with this in my past. I had came to a point where i would allow myself to masturbate if I wanted, but I naturally didn’t want to, I wanted to keep and feel that sexual energy inside me. It’s like I naturally intuited this sexual transmutation thing. It’s all in my past though.

Good👍🏻

No , only sometimes when I’m half asleep or I’ll have a sexual dream. But not when awake

I do have difficulty in entering “flow” and “forgetting about myself” I had once an interesting experience. I used to have some sexual fantasies I deemed as taboo. And I wanted to not have them anymore. So what I would do is that I would abstain from masturbating to those fantasies, because I believed that with enough time, neuroplasticity would make it so my brain would rewire and I wouldn’t have those tabo fantasies anymore Then one day I just flipped it on its head. I had a little bit of urge left and I just allowed myself to go “fully into it” and indulge in that fantasy as much as I want. When I did that, it lost its allure and I stopped having them. Weird. But it kinda connects to your point about how understanding (through direct experience) helps you transcend it.

It’s mainly positive to have healthy libido right?

Typical actualizer to turn daily events to deep philosophical questioning

It has many uses yea… it can be combined with other things

It was over a year since I last had orgasm so I don’t remember clearly. But I do remember when I was younger, I would kinda try to focus my attention on the sensation of the orgasm to maximize the pleasure. But what I felt was that there seemed to kinda be a barrier between me and the sensation, which wasn’t allowing me to be fully present and enjoy it fully to its maximum. I guess that “distance/separatedness” I experienced is caused by the sense of self/the mind. So no I don’t think I experienced that ego less ness you talk about

I’m very predictable nowadays since I transitioned into zombie mode