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No I can tell I’m not enlightened

Thanks for the reminder. I’m one of the people who haven’t really kept up so much with this ai stuff

Cool. Good you ask I didn’t think about how it wasn’t obvious from my post what I meant. But I meant taking it sublingually. I am already in contact with professionals. I am just gonna keep trying out the cbd oil from the drugstore and the paste I bought from cbd shop and see how it goes I mean it’s not a dangerous product so I have read a little about it and there’s not much research at all so I’m just gonna experiment

What is collateral? I googled and it gave me several definitions I started to use cbd oil daily then I forgot lol but I started again yesterday so far I haven’t noticed effect but I upped the dose a little. And mine might not be best quality because I just randomly bought it from drug store So yesterday I went to a CBD shop and bought 30% cbd paste from there. So I’m looking forward to try that Why you take them with the other drugs? I smoked cbd a few days ago I think I felt a little calmer.

Thanks for the suggestion . What does L-theanine do for you? I tried a cbd oil I bought from a drugstore and so far I haven’t noticed effect but maybe I just need higher doses or it’s not high quality.

I have had clairvoyance event on this forum

The highest goal

I’ll just try it for myself

Did it do anything?

@Schizophonia Have you tried or it’s just one of your theories, Freud/jung inspired, appendix complex?

I’m being honest I don’t know and haven’t met enough people in order to draw a conclusion about women like that. If Leo has approached 1000+ women then yes he has more say in the matter Im a lone wolf that’s why But it’s not about protecting my gender. I’m not offended at all. I was just a little suprised because it doesn’t fit the women I’ve met in my life, I thought this crazy hot woman was like a stereotype, a minority of like influencers in Miami or something

So you mean if you get enlightened you’ll be enlightened forever?

Maybe im boring you with my ridiculous torture questions sorry i just can’t help thinking about suffering

It seems as long as there is self there will be suffering But as long as we are here maybe we could practice mindfulness on the suffering, as you say “witness”

It’s hard for people to be open minded partly due to attachments

And one particular form cant be forever either or? For example could infinity create a reality where there is a conscious being that goes through torture for all of eternity Why am I even asking this, if you answer no that doesn’t make it much better because 500 million years of torture isn’t eternal so then that could happen 😂😂

Maybe you can end seeking but how about ending the avoidance of suffering? That’s where I feel I am. I feel my entire life revolves around me avoiding suffering. But I don’t really seek any pleasure

I mean it makes sense because let’s say you’re in a coma for years it’s like no time passed for you when you wake up

Thanks for the tip

What does awareness mean here?

@Breakingthewall Nicely put Do you feel contemplation has ever made a difference to you? Because for me I feel I can contemplate reality how much I want but nothing changes. It doesn’t change my brain. It’s like I need something like extreme meditation or psychedelics

Is limitation just apparent, there being no actual real limits/separation?

It’s like any judgment is one of the limited ego so it’s false

So it’s like both nothing and everything Lmao me and my little self sitting here pondering these things. The absolute glory I wanna see the absolute glory

I can kinda confirm this. Because I’ve been in almost selfless states and it’s truly like there’s almost no center I resonate with this but why isn’t reality nothingness when there’s no center. Isn’t limitlessness nothingness?