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I was thinking similar lines I was almost gonna ask Leo if he ever doesn’t want people to have god realizations so he can be the special one. But I do think he is aware of that and has transcended some of it due to his development

So you mean he’s sick so he’s prevented from having the energy to change humanity?

I wanna do this. I use q tips sometimes because it feels good but I’ve heard it’s not good so I wonder if I have something built up in my ears

I don’t have attachment to my house so I wouldn’t be sad nor do I fear if it burned down. But I wouldn’t want it to happen, it would be an annoyance: having to do all the things to fix a new one. Im not attached to my parents, so I wouldn’t grieve if they died. When it comes to homelessness it can lead to being cold during the night, starving etc that brings about physical discomfort so that’s not something I would be okay with . Im not afraid of going blind but I have a preference of being able to see I’m not claiming to be enlightened btw.

@Schizophonia 😅

This is not important at all lol but what if there was a way to see how much you have posted in 24 hours and thus see how close you are to the posting limit. So that you could chose your last replies wisely and prioritize them lol.

Randomly came up with the idea to start this journal of some random thoughts I have . Feel free to discuss something if you want. I wanted to name this “random thots” first to be a little funny for those who know the meaning but then figured nah it’s not that funny , or maybe . I’m laughing at it for some reason😂

Loll I have a little bit of life in me

What do you mean, like how can I care about warning point if I’m suicidal

Infinity just cannot stop itself from manifesting as infinite medieval torture chambers and chronic disease im sorry man that’s the cold truth

What is the wheel in summary?

@Schizophonia Your response in healt section was funny. I don’t wanna risk warning point so I reply here

My brain be like: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZNdaQovSE/

To bring us back to topic, self dissolution is in fact very healthy

Yea some fears might be unconscious because we haven’t experienced the situation yet

You’re not non dual enough to be saying that 😡

The belief came after the illness

Lmao what kind of paradigm do you hold

What do you mean doctor Edit : And what the hell do you mean @CARDOZZO😂

Do it scared. You might end up finding the flow within you despite it You might talk about something that peaked your interest

It’s kind of like exposing yourself to the thing you fear because you know it’s what’s gonna lead to freedom from the fear, I felt “I must break through this” because l felt the fear kinda blocked my reality (hard to describe). And when you dissolve fear it’s like accessing a new reality so it’s like I intuited that I must go deeper

Now that you say it yea I agree. I have been all my life in decent situation but I have still had a lot of fear for example social anxiety in my past. This unease almost constantly present I see what you’re saying I find that dissolution of fear happens hand in hand with dissolution of self/mind. I struggled in past of being scared of imagery in my mind of for example possible horrible reincarnations I could go through. Now I don’t fear that in anymore. I have to be in danger directly to feel fear. It’s like my mind doesn’t have the same reality to it anymore. I can’t create fear through thought anymore

That’s a good mindset to have

Never said no self at all just said that my self dissolved to significant degree (not completely). It was much denser in past. I had fears now I have no fears except physical pain. I have a quite subtle self now

It’s dehumanizing yourself you’re turning yourself into robot