Sugarcoat

I like him too, he's one of a kind, but I kinda find him too extreme in a way, like once he ran so hard he pissed blood got kidney failure and rhabdo . Courtney is less extreme but she still goes extremely hard. I find her attitude to life cool and what she does. Ive heard she is considered one of the best ultra runners, at least female ones

This. I’m always impressed by elite athletes who dedicate their lives to this. It’s something to try to embody . One of my favorites is ultra runner Courtney Dauwalter. Our body is meant for movement.

Yea

I see, I trust that you’re doing your best. If that leads you down a more monastic path then maybe you’re one of the few that it suits

Doesn’t sound very virgin of you

Damn you really admitted to one of your shadows. I’m confused so it was a lie. Cuddling and kissing sounds nice btw

You have a lot of emotional baggage tied to your sexuality that you should try to undue to get in touch with a more pure expression. I believe you can do it Maybe one time set aside some time for yourself, try to get horny in whatever way you want through porn or imagination, and allow yourself without judgement to feel what you’re feeling, and just go for it and explore it for what it is without preconceived notions. That’s what I did once and it broke apart some ideas I had and it felt liberating . Just an idea you do what you want

I’m sorry you’re not a part of the virgin gang

Negative in what way? I struggle with practically zero libido so can’t know how I would feel expressing my sexuality

Human sexuality is such a fundamental part of our lives I think sex can be very healthy and not draining spiritually, when a bond is formed. But if that works for you each to their own

You’re good at writing about it. We are always lost in the movement it seems

That sounds like a lovely experience Edit: Lol I’m the only reply. This forum must be filled with sexless virgins 😂(like me)

Hehe

The ultimate heaven

That’s cool if it’s both.

I think it can go both ways. Porn can be just a reflection of desires and kinks that were already there, or it could create new ones by exposure, or at least feed them.

Eckhart is old and cute

Thanks

I don’t see it as a trap either. Less but consistent meditation has its benefits

Hahah it’s not something I’ve noticed. I think I’ve been pretty much the same since half a year back or something but maybe not

Y’all be invested in this forum as if it’s paying your bills

Maybe he means it’s not gonna get you to god realization so it’s a mistake thinking it will. But science says even short meditation has benefits, but maybe not for the mystical experiences, there you need more is my guess.

Porn can easily make you desensitized so you need more and more, perhaps more hardcore stuff to get off eventually. The key in my experience to take care of your reward system is to not orgasm to it too often or to the hardcore stuff. The key is in the orgasm. If you can just resist orgasming to it, then you’ll save your reward system, it’s like the orgasm is what etches the neurological pathway in place that makes you rely on the porn and desensitizes you. So my point is if you ever try to quit porn but you end up watching it and getting turned on, don’t think “I failed so I might as well continue” because as long as you don’t reach orgasm, even if you edge, you’re not wrecking your reward pathway so you’re fine if you just stop before the orgasm My pseudo science hehe

I am in the way of god Meaning the self is in the way of god. I can’t see god as long as I’m here.

Is heaven a physical place or realm of some sort? Or an internal state? Or maybe both